Chapter 17: Back to School

2 whole months go by Changmin’s back to School, working double time, sometimes not returning till 8 or 9 o-clock trying to catch up on his school work. Yunho and Deneeka told him he was working to hard, but he’d always answer with

“I have to get my top honors back and I can’t if I’m behind” Deneeka sighed and continued eating her lunch, Changmin packing up his and kissing Yunho who was finished his classes and would be heading home to relieve the babysitter of her job, Changmin was heading to see his professor about getting the work he missed. Deneeka had started a cosmetology class on top of her arts class and would be hanging around till Changmin left today cause she was still behind in art.

Changmin’s P.O.V.

After kissing Yunho I head to my post modern music professor to talk about things to do to catch up. The halls were empty most of the people were still eating lunch or had already left having finished their classes in the morning. I stopped in front of my class room knocking, the professor looked up and nodded meaning I could enter

“good afternoon professor Park” Changmin said bowing

“good afternoon Changmin, what can I do for you” professor Park answered, professor Park or as he’s know by most Park Yoochun/ Micky Yoochun is a retired singer, used to be part of the band DBSK, funny how that works cause there was a Shim Changmin in that group as well, you guessed it, that would be my dad, so technically I’m Shim Changmin Jr, but to be honest my dad uses the name Max Changmin, anyway

“umm… I was wonder do you think I could get some of the work you guys did while I was gone” I asked

“yes of coarse Changmin, oh by the way where have you been, its unusual to see you gone for a month much less 10” professor Park asked, ‘, , should I tell him the truth or lie, well he had been friends with my dad for a long time’
“umm… I’ll tell you if you promise not to tell my dad, and believe what I say” I asked, professor Parked nodded

“okay, I’ve been gone for 10 months is cause I was pregnant, umm… it’s a little hard to explain, but I have proof if you need it” I said staring at my feet fidgeting, professor Park said nothing for a moment

“so then those rumors about you were true” he said

“yea, come here look” I answered pulling up my t-shirt a little higher then my belly button revealing my tanned and re-toned waist, stretch marks still clear and a small pinkish line where my treasure trail used to be

“this is not cause of regular weight gain” I explained after

“wow, interesting, I think I’ve heard of a case similar to yours somewhere, it has something to do with the male having testosterone and estrogen right” professor Park asked, I nodded

“yea, it makes it possible to create eggs, plus apparently I have a fully functional womb” I answered, this was extremely awkward for me

“holy wow, okay well I’ll give you the things you need to catch up on, be sure to bring your little one in sometime I’d love to meet her” professor Park explained “of course, oh and can we keep this between you and me, I’ve already been though enough the first 3 and a ½ months before I left, I don’t need it getting worse” I exclaimed, professor Park nodded and dismissed me with a small stack of papers. I went to the study rooms to tell Deneeka and work on some of my homework.

    A month goes by Changmin still gets slammed into walls, talked about and laughed at even though he back to his original size and shape, and Professor Park kept to his word and told no one, not even his parents, on top of being slammed into walls, he now had his books and papers knocked out of his hands, all these things only happened when Yunho and Deneeka weren’t with him, it got to the point where Changmin started boxing himself in again. Deneeka and Yunho slowly started to notice the changes in Changmin as well, he’d come home and spend most of the night in his and Yunho’s room, only coming out to eat, he almost always wore shirts to bed and ate more junk food, opting for fizzy soda instead of his normal vitamin waters. And it left the 2 bamboozled and worried, when ever they’d ask if something was wrong Changmin would just shrug and mumble

“just stress” before walking out of the room usually locking himself in their room. It wasn’t till one night that Yunho walked by their room on the way to the washroom and hard Changmin crying. He lifted the potted plant outside there door and produced a key, which he’d put there after the incident before Mi Cha was born. He unlocked the door and opened it to find Changmin lying on the bed cell open on his chest, knife clutched in this left hand which was held against his right and with one quick movement he slit it

“Changminnie!!!” Yunho shouted, Changmin looked up tiredly, wiping away the tears with his good hand “why are you doing this, what’s wrong, you’ve been boxing yourself in for weeks, and now your doing this” Yunho asked using an old cloth to try to stop the blood that was flowing from Changmin’s wrist. Changmin had had enough, that was parshly the reason he was trying to commit suicide again, but now he realized he didn’t wanna die, he needed Yunho and he knew it, he sighed

“read the cell it’ll answer half the question” Changmin answered, Yunho picked the phone off Changmin’s chest, they’d been sending him messages, this was turning into cyber bullying. Yunho read the massage almost snapping the phone in half clearly angered my the situation

“how long his this been going on” Yunho asked as he shuffled though draws in search of the first aid kit, before coming back with a roll of gauze and some antiseptic and sitting down next to Changmin pulling him into a hug

“since the week before I met you, it restarted worse when I came back again” Changmin answered, he’s eyes started to sting and there was a steady throbbing pain in his wrist, now he regretting even trying to slit his wrists

“why didn’t you tell us” Yunho asked again as he quickly cleaned the wound making Changmin hiss before wrapping it in gauze and wrapping his arms around Changmin again

“I dunno, I thought I could handle it” Changmin answered feeling the tears slip past his waterline and into Yunho’s shirt, when Yunho felt that he instantly rubbed his hand up and down Changmin’s back

“babe you know its bad to bottle feeling, look at you, you’re a beautiful 22 year old, with a loving husband, a beautiful baby girl and a best friend that will always be by your side, I thought you were stronger then this, stronger then committing suicide like many others have” Yunho exclaimed

“I-I know and I usually I’m, its just it hurts, it hurts physically and emotionally, and I didn’t wanna get you guys involved in my drama” Changmin cried into Yunho’s chest

“hon, that’s our job, were supposed to have you back, were your support system” Yunho whispered before adding “now let me tell Deneeka and bring you a nice come of jasmine tea and some pain killers and we’ll take about this okay” Changmin nodded against Yunho’s chest looking up at Yunho, eyes puffy and red, maybe a little paler then before from blood loss. 10 minutes later Yunho returned with Deneeka in toe and a big mug of Jasmine tea and also a container of pain killers

“okay spill and we’ll try out best to help kay” Deneeka said. 2 and ½ hours later Changmin told them everything, something’s Deneeka already knew others she didn’t making her want to punch something. Yunho was behind Changmin the whole time, having place Changmin between his legs Changmin leaning against Yunho’s chest, he was there to comfort Changmin and whisper re-assuring words when he started to cry again

“thanks for listen, I really needed that” Changmin said sniffing slightly, eyes puff making him look younger the he was

“your welcome, I’ll talk to the Dean tomorrow about what’s happening, if it gets worse tell us, please don’t try that stunt for a 3rd time, I don’t need to come home and find you dead Arresso” Deneeka replied voice stern and Changmin knew better then to go against Deneeka

“Arresso, Arresso” Changmin said leaning back against Yunho’s chest

“good, while I’m off to bed nighty night” Deneeka said springing of the bed, the couple said goodnight as Deneeka headed out of the room, they changed themselves into something comfy and cuddled cozy under the covers

“never do that again Minnie, you scared the out of me” Yunho said

“I know I’m sorry, I just, aish molla, I don’t wanna talk about it” Changmin exclaimed, the subject was dropped and with that they shared a few kisses and I love you’s before heading off to dreamland.

A/N: Yea Minnie's being suicidal again, don't worry this is the last time. I mean think about it, wouldn't you feel the same if it was you in Minnie's situation. Anyway i've decided to slip a scene in Chapter 22 so if you wanna it comment ppl please.