I'm gay

The Victim of Love

( ( Byunghun's POV ) )

A faint song intruded my sleep. I jerked my head up at the familiar tone and threw my pillow at the direction it was coming from. No use. It was still ringing, tearing away the silence in my room. I forced my eyes open and checked the time. 6:51. Too early for me to be awake right now. I dragged myself towards the melody and rummaged through my things. A light vibration greeted the palm of my hand, my phone. A few seconds passed by as I hesitated to pick it up or not, I ended up answering.

"What?" I mummbled under my breath, remembering that I forgot to check the caller ID.

"Did you just wake up?" A high-pitched voice greeted me.

"Yeah. Niel? Why'd you call me so early? No wait. Why'd you call me at all?" I seated myself on my bedroom floor, staring at the digital clock across the room. The light from it luminated my bedroom in a blue-ish hue.

"Well, you haven't been coming to school."

"So?"

"Chanhee's worried about you."

" . . . "

"And everyone knows that you kissed him."

"What? How?!"

"There was a picture of you all over him that spread around the school. Your back was to the camera though, and your head covered Chanhee's face. Since the picture was in black and white, people were guessing who Chanhee was. It was annoying him so he finally admitted that it was him yesterday."

I let out a deep sigh after I realized what I just heard. My brain is still too sleepy to be functioning. "Niel, what am I supposed to do?"

"At least come to school and talk to Channie!"

"But . . ."

"Now what, L.Joe?"

"I can't face him after what I did. I'm turning into a monster."

"L.Joe. You're just gay. Admit it."

"No . . ."

"L.Joe!"

"Okay, okay! I'm . . . gay . . ."

"Now say that you love Channie."

"No! That's weird . . ."

"L.Joe, just say it."

"No way!"

"L.JOE!!"

"OKAY, I LOVE CHANHEE! THERE!"

"Good. Now get ready for school. NOW."

And just like that, he hung up on me.

( ( Chanhee's POV ) )

I got a text from Changhyun yesterday saying to meet up in the eating area before class started. I'm guessing Niel's gonna be there too. We were meeting Changhyun's boyfriend today and I'm pretty sure that Niel wouldn't wanna miss out on that.

The eating area was packed with bodies against each other. I didn't know that there was this much people in my school. I guess everyone hung out here when they're waiting for the bell to ring to go to class.

I awkwardly stood near the door because our normal lunch table was occupied by a group of gossipping girls.

"Hyung!"

I turned around to find Changhyun running up to me, followed by a tall thin boy with dark hair and some hints of gray at the top. I'm assuming that's his boyfriend. Wow. He's really tall. Good job, Changhyun. He could be mistaken as your dad.

"Who's this?" I asked the short hyper boy as he searched the mob for Niel.

"Oh, I'm Jonghyun." The tall boy smiled, "You must be Niel."

"Uh . . .no. I'm Chanhee."

Jonghyun's face blushed of embarrassment. "Oh, I'm sorry, Chanhee."

"It's okay. Don't worry about it!" I patted his shoulder, trying to lighten the weight of awkwardness around us.

I saw Niel in the herd of people, just as I was about to call out to him, I noticed Byunghun behind him, his hand was right inside Niel's. What are they doing together?

Niel spotted us and pulled Byunghun over with him.

"That's Niel!" Changhyun pointed at the brown-haired boy, but quickly shut up when he spotted Byunghun behind him.

Jonghyun introduced himself to Niel and asked who Byunghun was. Changhyun remained silent as Niel introduced Byunghun to his boyfriend. At this point, they stopped holding hands, but the image was imprinted into my mind.

I could feel Byunghun's gaze on me, but I didn't even bother looking his way. He ignored me for so long, but he doesn't ignore Niel? Why only me? I felt like erupting on the spot, but then I realized something. It must've been hard for Byunghun just to go to school. I never reacted to his embrace which created a huge gap between us. Everything that happened up until now, they were just little baby steps growing into something more. But today, when Niel held Byunghun's hand, it made my anger boil inside of me. Is this part of love too? 

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A/N : I really should slow down. > < If I finish it anytime this week that means that I did this whole story in a week. LOL. omg. FFF. But I have an idea for another Chunjoe story so hopefully, I don't kill this one. FFFF

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AbigailJones
#1
the fan art is told cute feels everywhere ㅠㅠ <3
whateveritis #2
Chapter 17: too much cute to handle!
killthemall #3
Chapter 17: like a fangirl. good!
Generalchan
#4
Chapter 17: Forever Waiting for the Supposed Last Chapter :')
MyLjoeBaby #5
Noooo wae is the school so mean to ljoe
MyLjoeBaby #6
Too cute Xd
MyLjoeBaby #7
New reader here i love the first chapter its so cute and ljoe was blowened away from chunjis aswer :) btw i love your chunjoe drawings in tumblr and not only that but your an awesome writer
Generalchan
#8
how amazing is this fic? TOO AMAZING O-O
flyienseven
#9
Chunjoe!! So sweet~~
So cute of Byunghun to come see Chanhee :3
haha update soon~