My coach called me last night he said that he needed to talk to me kaya I went here early 

“Coach, goodmorning po” I greeted din yung mga ka team ko na nagtetraining

Lumayo muna kami ni coach sa team 

“Karina I’ll be straight to the point, we need you sa game mamaya, defending champion ang makakalaban natin at isa pa manonood mamaya yung coach from thailand na gusto ka itrain"

“Coach I can’t” napailing nalang si coach

“You have so much potential Karina but you’re wasting it, kung makakapag focus ka sa volleyball sinasabi ko sayo malayo ang mararating mo” he left without waiting for me to answer

“Karina” heejin greeted me

“Hey”

“Makakalaro ka ba mamaya? Medyo mabigat kalaban natin”

“I’m not yet sure may game din kami ni Winter”

“Why can’t you quit badminton? Ayaw ba ni winter? Wag ka magpadikta sakaniya do what you want” napatingin naman ako sakaniya

“No no Winter’s very supportive sakin”

“Yun naman pala eh mag quit ka nalang, hindi ko din maintindihan kung bakit hindi mo mabitawan agad ang badminton, hindi naman napapansin ang sport na yun, sorry ah pero boring siya panoodin at mukhang ang dali dali din” I can’t believe na ganito pala naiisip niya

“So you’re just playing pala for fame? And badminton is not a boring sport, you are an athlete, you, of all people should know the value of every sport kilala man yan o hindi” she didn’t answer

“And don’t tell me na madali lang siya laruin kasi I can beat you kahit left hand pa gamit ko, I’m so disappointed sayo Heejin” i hate those people na sa tingin nila may madali at mahirap na sport, those people na minamaliit yung mga games na hindi nila nilalaro

“I’m sorry I didn’t mean to offend you” i nodded at her nalang then umalis na 

When I got out from the volleyball court I saw Winter and Chaehyun talking kaya mas nainis ako 

I want to ask Winter kung ano pinag uusapan nila pero pinigilan ko ang sarili ko kasi I’m not in the mood to talk talaga

Winter’s comforting me sa car kahit hindi siya nagsasalita, pinaramdam niyang she’s there for me

…

My coach sent me a message before their game started, telling me na pumunta dun but I didn’t sent him a reply

I want to be there…

but I can’t 

Championship game na namin ni Winter when i got a call from coach, niready ko na ang sarili ko kasi I know na he’s mad

*Phone call

“Pag nag third set at wala ka pa dito tatanggalin kita sa team! I don’t care kung gaano ka kagaling pero kailangan ko ng player na magfofocus sa volleyball!” 

I looked at Winter and kita ang pag aalala niya

“Babe its okay, you can go”

Should I?

Kapag umalis ako, she’ll lose

“Aabot pa ako sa game namin basta matapos agad natin ang game natin, let’s do our best agad ha?”

I got so frustrated during our game kasi kahit simpleng shot lang nag eerror siya 

Hindi ko na alam nangyare sa game ang iniisip ko nalang kung paano makakaalis agad

Pagkatapos ng game umalis ako agad hindi na din ako nakapag paalam nang maayos kay Winter, I’m scared na hindi ako umabot at maalis ako sa team

Nung nasa car na ko saka ko naalala na napataasan ko ng boses si Winter kanina, I'll deal with it later nalang siguro

…

We won pero galit parin sakin si coach

“May training ka mamaya Karina, hindi maganda floor defense mo”

“Sige po”