Nakahiga lang ako sa kama ngayon since its a friday and bukas pa ang "bonding" namin ni Wends. This past few days is start questioning myself sa mga nangyayari.

First with President

And now with Joohyun.

Whenever something happens to me they're the cause talaga. 

I love their presence but not in the way that my other friends do.

And that lead me into searching something. I immediately wentto my computer table and turn on my pc.When it got on i immediately open google

Am i gay? quiz.

I know that this things aren't as accurate but still it will help me in knowing.

Marami agad na lumabas na results at pinindot ko ang isa don.

Have you ever kissed someone of the same ?

I didn't even have my first kiss yet.

i shook my head and clicked no.

Have you ever dreamt of kissing the same ? Yes or no?

What? 

Well that threw me off guard.

i clicked the im not sure?

Have you had admiration towards the same ?

What type of admiration.

I mean i admire pretty girls or just pretty beings in general regardless of their uality and gender.

i clicked yes.

What If one of your closest friend came out to you, what would you do?

The question made me think. I mean Wends is the only friend that tells me her secret and i tell her mine. Both are parents are very religious so i never thought of that. My parents are not against it but i guess they're  just not used to it.

I have no problems with it though.

I clicked i would comfort them and tell them that it's okay.

Do you like wearing clothes of another gender or ?

What?

What does clothes have to do with this?

Whatever.

Yes, i do.

I like wearing my dad's clothes especially the oversized ones. Because it made me feel comfy.

Whenever the same that you admire is near, do you feel anxious or excited?

Flashbacks of what happened with me and Joohyun on the bathroom starts evading my mind.

The hug.

Her sudden outburst.

Me pleading her to let the hug prolong.

JUSME SEULGI MAY!!!??

nadala lang siguro ako ng aking emotions that day so valid reason siya.

still i dont like her crying. 

I cant stand  seeing her cry.

I clicked on the sometimes.

Did you ever have a crush on the opposite or gender?

Does anime guys count?

I mean i could name a few. There's Lelouch, Yato, Tsuna , Armin , Erwin and some other bunch of anime husbandos.

I answered rarely since i dont really seem to remember if i had a crush on a guy before.

I clicked on the next question. This seems to be the last.

Do you see yourself having a relationship with the same ?

Oh.

It was never an issue for me. When i was in kinder i had a classmate whose parents are both women. I could see that they love each other and their daughter. She was loved by the both of them. There i realized that nothing's wrong with it. It's just the people.

I clicked yes this time without hesitation.

THERE IS A HUGE CHANCE THAT YOU ARE QUEER. YOU ARE LOVED!

Welp.

Are this things even accurate though?

But i know what i am. 

I've never felt things like t