HOSEOK's POV

"I told her I wanted to go to counselling." I looked over at Jimin, who sat with me in my office, we hadn't kissed since that day two weeks ago. But I think it was clear to us both that we liked one another. Or, it was clear to myself that I liked him. And he seemed to enjoy my company, or he wouldn't be around so much. That's what I kept telling myself.

"Oh?" He raised a brow at me over his thick black glasses, he didn't wear them often, but I loved seeing him in them. They looked hot, and something about them made him look older. Wiser. "What did she say?"

"She was all for it actually." I sighed, slouching in my chair. "I'm very stuck. It has nothing to do with you. I like you, but I have a life with her."

"It's fine Doc, I understand." But he didn't. I could see the sadness in him, the way his eyes didn't quite look into mine anymore. I got up from my chair, he didn't seem to notice as I walked over and knelt down in front of him, taking one of his hands in mine.

"This, this all happened so fast," I took a deep breath, trying to figure out what I was going to say to him. "I like you, I like you a lot. But I need to think about my family as well. If I can come out to her in a controlled setting with someone who can talk us through what we can do about it. That's what I want. I'm not going to counselling to fix my marriage, there is no fixing it. I'm trying my hardest to come to terms with the fact that I don't love her like I had thought I did. I might be gay, I might be bi, I might be nothing at all. But that's what this is for. It's not just for her, it's for me, I need this."

"I -- I like you too." He started. "If that's what it takes for you to love yourself, Hoseok, then it's what you need to do. And I'll be beside you for it all. Like you said, all this happened really, really fast. And it's kind of scary to me. But I'm open to anything you're open to. And I know a good divorce lawyer if need be." He added the last part with a smirk, I leaned upward, capturing his lips with my own. Yeah, this was all happening so fast, but I don't think I could take it if it were going slower.

Jimin pulled away first, putting his forehead on mine and looked me in the eyes, my heart beating