Chapter 5

Before Her Very Eyes

4 years ago…

“Ar!” Minghao yelled across the school lobby. When Arin looked up to acknowledge him, he smiled widely and waved both arms at her.

It was the first day of school after a long and agonizing summer vacation. Minghao had just arrived in Korea from China last night, and seeing him again was like a breath of fresh air for Arin.

“Look at you!” he said as he approached her, eyeing her top to bottom with a grin on his face. She was very different since he last saw her. Her uniform used to be stained and torn, her hair’s frizziness used to be out of control, her bag used to be tattered from the bottom and stained with paint, and her shoes used to be worn out and smelly. Now, her uniform was her size and perfectly clean, her bag and shoes were brand new, and some new, rich-people hair products took some frizz off her hair so she could tie it in a neat ponytail with few stray hairs sticking out.

“Well, mom got married to the rich guy I was telling you about,” Arin shrugged.

“That’s great, congratulations! So you’re rich now!”

“I guess. I can buy more Chilli things now!”

“Oh, how I missed Chilli!” Minghao said, eyes turning into stars. That’s what Arin loved most about Minghaohow he his eyes would shine so happily at the thought of things he loved, one which happened to be Chilli.

“There will be a concert next month! You’re coming with me, right?”

“Of course, wouldn’t miss it!” he told her with a wide smile on his face. His eyes then trailed farther across the lobby. “Oh look theres Hyejin!" he chimed, waving at another one of his many, many friends. "We'll catch up later, okay? See you!"

With that, he bounced along to greet someone else, leaving Arin disgruntled and wanting more of him.

She was in love with him, and she wanted this year to be the year he knew that.

-

Before the curse, Arin used to be ambitious and strong-hearted. She had dreams of becoming an idol, and maybe working with Chilli in the future, and she actually worked towards that goal. In the one year in which she and her mother had access to a lot of money, she took singing and dance classes, learned to play piano, lost weight, and was trying to convince her mother to let her have double eyelid surgery. She even studied Japanese and English.

She was the kind of person that pushed through limitations and adversity to get what she wanted and worked hard for it. Nothing was going to stand in her way. Not her single eyelids or her belly fat or her frizzy hair.

But alas, seeing people die before her very eyes has a way of weakening the spirit, and Arin’s was no exception. After everything that she had to see and endure, Arin became more reserved, more anxious, and more afraid. She dropped all of her dreams. Now, her only goal was to avoid making anyone else a victim of her curse.

But no matter how damaged a spirit, personalities don’t just disappear. Arin retained her determination but poured it all into different aspects of her life, namely, her cleaning, as well as her sense of right and wrong.

It was wrong for people’s lives to end so abruptly simply because she called their names and didn’t hate them, and it was wrong for her to create a situation where she could endanger them in that way. That’s why she remained determined into isolation and loneliness, working in terrible conditions under the worst of employers.

Hey Missy, Jeonghan had texted her one day. Come down over here at once.

A few minutes later, she was at his door, ringing the doorbell.

“Just come in!” he yelled from his living room.

Arin knew the combination which opened his door and even took her to his floor on the elevator: 10041004. He had revealed it to her because he was too lazy to open the door for her when she had to get her salary or do his laundry or scrub his floors.

She entered the combination and stepped inside, taking off her shoes at the door.

Jeonghan’s apartment, like the other 12 apartments below it, was stunning. She stepped through the door into a large, carpeted living room. The walls were adorned with glass crystals that reflected the light of the silver chandelier hanging above her. The golden elevator was to the left, and there was a large open kitchen and the door to the bedroom. One side of the wall was made entirely of windows, boasting a grand view of the surrounding city.

For Arin, however, the most dazzling thing in his apartment was the large basket of high quality chocolates with golden wrappers laid out on the coffee table for guests and tenants who came up to sign papers. Every time she entered the room, she would be captivated by it and crave to take one. However, she knew better than to ask him for one, and could never take one without asking. To Arin, Jeonghan’s chocolates were like an inaccessible treasure she could only dream of.

"That nasty tenant on the eighth floor is moving out tomorrow,” Jeonghan told her as soon as he saw her. "You have one day to make that pigsty spotless, you hear?”

“But I thought you said I would have a full week?” she replied, unconsciously beginning to pick at the skin around her nails. The thought made her extremely nervous, as preparing this apartment for a new tenant would definitely take more than a day. That apartment was a mess as the guy who had lived in it had been a complete slob who drank all day long and never cleaned after himself. Just passing by the eighth floor on the stairs made Arin want to cover her nose because it smelled like a disagreeable combination of sweat and vodka. She would have to get rid of all the furniture, replace it with the new ones stored on the roof, repaint the alcohol-stained walls, scrub everything spotless, and repair anything that was broken.

“Nope, you have one day. Less than 24 hours actually, because old guy will leave by noon, and the new guy is coming the following morning.”

“But…”

“No butts, missy. The new guy offered me a whole lot of money for rent, and I’d rather not let a single day’s worth of it go to waste because you don’t clean fast enough.”

“I understand,” she muttered under her breath. “I will clean it as best I can, but…”

“There you go with the butts again,” he rolled his eyes. “Look here missy, out of the kindness of my heart, I’ll help by moving the furniture from the roof down for you. Does that solve your problem?”

It did not solve the problem, but she dared not complain or he would retract his offer to help.

“I need this new tenant to be impressed,” he lectured. “I want him to rent here long-term. He’s paying like double what everyone else is paying so you have to make sure he runs into no inconvenience. If he does, I’ll cut your salary in half! Now leave.”

She wanted to say something, but she knew that Jeonghan would not take anything she said seriously. She turned to leave, her hatred for him flaring and her stress levels rising. There was no way she was going to be able to do a full and proper clean-up of that slum of an apartment alone in one day, even with his help. She needed more people on board.

The only person out there who she could ask for help was ~. She was embarrassed to keep asking ~ for favors, especially since ~ had already helped so much by being her supplier for the past few months since the Joshua incident. Arin also knew that ~ had a job and a life outside of her, but there was no one else for her to rely on.

Hey ~, she texted her friend. Jeonghan’s making me clean the 8th floor in less than 24 hours. It’s impossible. I need help.

Within seconds, ~ replied, okay, I’ll come by and help tomorrow.

I’m sorry that I’m dragging you into this. Jeonghan’s such a . I hate him so much.

Good, was ~’s reply. Keep it that way ;)

 

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Shinspirit1326
#1
Chapter 73: Hi authornim! I can't believe that I finished it within one seating but that was how hooked I was in your story. The characters were written so well. Their arc have always been engaging and they were justified according to their decisions and various unintended circumstances. I've been an avid fan of your writing since Heart of Ice and I want to say that you're a marvelous writer! I did not expect myself to root for Jeonghan as Arin's lover because he was awful with her in the first place but you managed to make your readers understand the complexity of his character and his situation in the story. The ending was bittersweet for me and it that in love, there would always be a person who is bound to get hurt. I was delighted when you revealed the truth about Arin's soulmate. The chemistry between Jeonghan and Arin was all over the place and I can feel it in my bones even if their scenes were written only in sentences and paragraphs. I never felt the tension and longing when she's with Woozi. It felt forced and abrupt that it didn't click. But with Jeonghan, it was like they're a perfect puzzle piece to each other, even with the curses that they had. I even found myself tearing up when he brought her a limited edition album of Chilli. That shows how much he loved her. This is my most favorite story of yours! Thank you very much for sharing it to us and I can't wait to read your upcoming Joshua fanfic.
waee09 #2
Chapter 72: How. Is. This. Not. A. Hollywood. Blockbuster. Yet.?!?!?! Someone , anyone.... THIS NEEDS TO BE A MOVIE!!! it's a work of art! So so so souch appreciation and love for this. Thank you so much authornim! Thank you thank you for this masterpiece! Really injected a bit of life into my grey real life. Thank you!
waee09 #3
Chapter 71: W.T.F I read this in 1 seating... it's been a good 4 to 5 hours.... your writing and storyline, so magical, i was hooked for the first word. BUT THIS CHAPTER OHMAAAAAIGAWDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!
Soraya6 #4
Chapter 73: I was not expecting Woozi's POV but I'm glad we got to know more about his character, as he has been intriguing for most part of the story! This is a great closure that give us both insight on Arin and Jeonghan's relationship after the end of the story, and lets us know that Woozi is a good person that deserves to be happy as well. Thank you for this special chapter! I
waee09 #5
Chapter 33: What a sweet heart our Jun
BlueVerse
#6
Chapter 73: I sure wasn't expecting Woozi's POV! But after a thought, his true intentions were never really confirmed, or revealed rather, until the last few chapters... so this special chapter definitely gives his character some justice! I think it's a perfect chapter. It really proved the kind of person Woozi is, if not the person he's grown to be after everything. He did what he felt was right to do even if he had to set his personal feelings aside and that's also like making up for his past wrongs, toward Arin specifically. And with it he learned how to truly love someone, regardless of whether or not he's with her. It's sad but very sweet.

As for Jeonghan and Arin, of course, getting together didn't mean the challenges in their way were over, their insecurities they got from the years of being in such situations really showed throughout this and it's honestly realistic. I love it. She lost her confidence and so did he, but I know they can gain it back together! It made me kind of sad though because Arin should've known that the uncursed Jeonghan was the real Jeonghan, the one who fought through his curse for years and loved her, not because she was the only girl around him... (If I know at this point she is his entire world and he said himself he didn't want it any other way and that's absolutely sweet) but I get that she just wanted him to experience too what the world outside was like now that he could. They just needed more time to adjust and to learn the new way of communicating with each other and thank god for Woozi!
Magical_Girl #7
Chapter 73: Omg author-nim you've no idea how much I miss seeing your updates and how much I miss getting your comment replies ㅠㅠ it's the only thing which made me open my aff website after months

Btw istg I came for an Jihoon endgame since the beginning, but throughout the story I wanted Arin to end up with Jeonghan, and now I feel so hurt knowing why it's not Jihoon ;;

And ohh guess what I'm currently on my journey with heart of ice! ;)
tonnettie
#8
Chapter 73: Everyone needs a woozi in their life. He may made mistakes before, but man his self redemption is on another level
Gracegesang #9
Chapter 73: Woozi is such a good friend to Arin. Jeonghan and Arin are lucky to have him. Happy ending with Arin and Jeonghan now...Meemo too!