Chapter 59

Before Her Very Eyes

Arin stayed with Jeonghan until he was too tired to scream and fell asleep. It was midnight by then. Yoonsa had gone home, but Hoshi stayed behind.

Arin walked out of the Extraction Room and found Hoshi sitting outside with a distant expression on his face. He looked disturbed, very different from the happy-go-lucky Hoshi she was used to.

“I explained it all to his mother,” Hoshi told Arin. “Poor woman. She’s shocked and confused. All this time she hated her son and never realized that it was a curse that made him hateful.”

Arin couldn’t even imagine what it must have been like both of them. For a son to be forced to drive his mother to hate him, to a mother couldn’t help but hate him. Arin realized how she had taken her own mother’s love for granted.

“I’m also a little shocked,” Hoshi added. “I found out something very disturbing when I was talking to that woman.” He paused for a moment, thinking. “Turns out, the person who cursed Jeonghan is none other than my own father, the head of the potions division at MRS.”

Arin lowered her head as she processed this new information. She had known for a while that the person who cursed Jeonghan was part of MRS, but she could not have imagined that Hoshi would have anything to do with him. Hoshi seemed too nice a person to be related to someone who would ruin someone’s life like that.

“My father runs a cosmetic company,” Hoshi explained. “It’s very successful because he infuses potions with his products. He had a secretary many years back… turns out it was Jeonghan’s mother. My father had an affair with her, then refused to acknowledge Jeonghan as his son. Got angry at her for demanding payment and cursed him.”

Hoshi sighed heavily and rubbed his forehead.

“Looks like I had a brother all along,” Hoshi said. “And I don’t know what to do about it, Arin. He’s suicidal now, and I feel like I shouldn’t just let him go in that state, but at the same time, trapping him here, chaining him up like that… it also doesn’t seem right.” He turned his head to her. “What do you think?”

Arin shrugged. She also didn’t know the answer to that question, but she did know that she didn’t want him to be alone anymore.

“Have you ever had those thoughts? Like Jeonghan and Larali? Thoughts of dying?”

Arin nodded. A curse was like an endless abyss of pain and suffering, and rarely does a cursed person ever see light at the end of the tunnel. Happiness felt impossible, and even contentment was rare. Every cursed person had something precious taken away from them, something that everyone else took for granted. For Sangbin, it was eating. For Larali, it was happiness. For Jeonghan, it was kindness. For Arin, it was love.

It was hard to explain it to Hoshi, who was a positive, happy, wealthy person who clearly loved his life and couldn’t see why anyone would willingly want to end it. It was a feeling of despair no one could ever understand besides those who have experienced it.

“I want to help him. As his brother,” Hoshi said. “It’s not going to make up for anything, but I hope I can at least take him out of that dark place.”

Arin wished she could do more than nod to express her support for Hoshi’s newfound endeavor, but it seemed like Hoshi got what he needed from her. He clenched his fist with newfound determination.

“Project Jeonghappiness is now underway!” he beamed positively. “I already have so many ideas! First one being… wait for it… pets. His curse doesn’t work on animals, right? So I can get him a dog or something. Second of all, we can get his mother to drop by every once in a while. And do you know what kind of foods he likes?”

Hoshi carried on spewing all of his ideas, and Arin helped when she could by writing down what she thought might help. She was surprised by how much she actually knew about him. She knew he loved ramen because of the amount of ramen packets she had seen in his trash when throwing it out. She knew he loved chocolates, because he kept chocolate on his desk. She knew he loved wearing suits, even when he stayed at home. She knew that his favorite suits were made of gabardine, because she was the one who had to wash them. She knew his favorite scent of perfume from when she wiped the dust in his bedroom. She knew what brand of champagne he liked from seeing them stacked in his kitchen counter. She knew that even if he liked to be fancy, he often enjoyed fast food, especially pizza. He liked pineapple on his pizza, and didn’t eat the crusts. She knew he loved classical music and hated idol music, especially Chilli’s songs.

She realized there and then, that of all the people in the world right now, she probably knew Jeonghan the best.

 

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Shinspirit1326
#1
Chapter 73: Hi authornim! I can't believe that I finished it within one seating but that was how hooked I was in your story. The characters were written so well. Their arc have always been engaging and they were justified according to their decisions and various unintended circumstances. I've been an avid fan of your writing since Heart of Ice and I want to say that you're a marvelous writer! I did not expect myself to root for Jeonghan as Arin's lover because he was awful with her in the first place but you managed to make your readers understand the complexity of his character and his situation in the story. The ending was bittersweet for me and it that in love, there would always be a person who is bound to get hurt. I was delighted when you revealed the truth about Arin's soulmate. The chemistry between Jeonghan and Arin was all over the place and I can feel it in my bones even if their scenes were written only in sentences and paragraphs. I never felt the tension and longing when she's with Woozi. It felt forced and abrupt that it didn't click. But with Jeonghan, it was like they're a perfect puzzle piece to each other, even with the curses that they had. I even found myself tearing up when he brought her a limited edition album of Chilli. That shows how much he loved her. This is my most favorite story of yours! Thank you very much for sharing it to us and I can't wait to read your upcoming Joshua fanfic.
waee09 #2
Chapter 72: How. Is. This. Not. A. Hollywood. Blockbuster. Yet.?!?!?! Someone , anyone.... THIS NEEDS TO BE A MOVIE!!! it's a work of art! So so so souch appreciation and love for this. Thank you so much authornim! Thank you thank you for this masterpiece! Really injected a bit of life into my grey real life. Thank you!
waee09 #3
Chapter 71: W.T.F I read this in 1 seating... it's been a good 4 to 5 hours.... your writing and storyline, so magical, i was hooked for the first word. BUT THIS CHAPTER OHMAAAAAIGAWDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!
Soraya6 #4
Chapter 73: I was not expecting Woozi's POV but I'm glad we got to know more about his character, as he has been intriguing for most part of the story! This is a great closure that give us both insight on Arin and Jeonghan's relationship after the end of the story, and lets us know that Woozi is a good person that deserves to be happy as well. Thank you for this special chapter! I
waee09 #5
Chapter 33: What a sweet heart our Jun
BlueVerse
#6
Chapter 73: I sure wasn't expecting Woozi's POV! But after a thought, his true intentions were never really confirmed, or revealed rather, until the last few chapters... so this special chapter definitely gives his character some justice! I think it's a perfect chapter. It really proved the kind of person Woozi is, if not the person he's grown to be after everything. He did what he felt was right to do even if he had to set his personal feelings aside and that's also like making up for his past wrongs, toward Arin specifically. And with it he learned how to truly love someone, regardless of whether or not he's with her. It's sad but very sweet.

As for Jeonghan and Arin, of course, getting together didn't mean the challenges in their way were over, their insecurities they got from the years of being in such situations really showed throughout this and it's honestly realistic. I love it. She lost her confidence and so did he, but I know they can gain it back together! It made me kind of sad though because Arin should've known that the uncursed Jeonghan was the real Jeonghan, the one who fought through his curse for years and loved her, not because she was the only girl around him... (If I know at this point she is his entire world and he said himself he didn't want it any other way and that's absolutely sweet) but I get that she just wanted him to experience too what the world outside was like now that he could. They just needed more time to adjust and to learn the new way of communicating with each other and thank god for Woozi!
Magical_Girl #7
Chapter 73: Omg author-nim you've no idea how much I miss seeing your updates and how much I miss getting your comment replies ㅠㅠ it's the only thing which made me open my aff website after months

Btw istg I came for an Jihoon endgame since the beginning, but throughout the story I wanted Arin to end up with Jeonghan, and now I feel so hurt knowing why it's not Jihoon ;;

And ohh guess what I'm currently on my journey with heart of ice! ;)
tonnettie
#8
Chapter 73: Everyone needs a woozi in their life. He may made mistakes before, but man his self redemption is on another level
Gracegesang #9
Chapter 73: Woozi is such a good friend to Arin. Jeonghan and Arin are lucky to have him. Happy ending with Arin and Jeonghan now...Meemo too!