Chapter 66

Before Her Very Eyes

Arin had always felt that something was off about him. From the moment he met her, he seemed to know a lot more than he let on. He was always getting involved in her affairs, and always more willing to help her than a person should be, especially for a mentally unstable, suicidal girl living on the roof of a building.

Hoshi’s revelation made her blood run cold. The color drained from her face as it dawned on her that this person she loved had been lying to her all this time.

She wished she could forget about the fact ‘Woozi’ was probably a fake name, a lie… she would have much rather lived in blissful ignorance than to go through the doubt that was now overwhelming all of her thoughts. If he lied about something as basic as his name, then what else would he have lied to her about?

She thought about the story of the and murdered girl that he was inextricably involved with, then shuddered.

The trust that she had for him, which she had just taken for granted, was wavering. Who was Woozi? What was his name? And why would he lie to her?

“Are you okay?” Hoshi asked as he watched Arin’s expression go dark and tense.

Arin shook her head. She was not okay. She didn’t know who to trust anymore.

“Look, it’s just a theory,” Hoshi added. “I might be wrong, but… but if it’s true, then, I strongly recommend that you stay away from him for now until we find out what his deal is.”

This explained her doubts about his love for her. It hadn’t made sense to her why he loved her so much so quickly. People don’t just fall in love, especially with someone like her who barely spoke and had crippling anxiety.

She remembered how he had nearly begged her to be with him that day in the car. How he had access to her at all times in his apartment, which might be bugged with cameras for all she knew. How he had always been so willing to help her, how she easily trusted him...

“Hey, don’t do that,” Hoshi said, reaching out to take her wrist. She hadn’t even realized that she was picking her fingers again.

Arin nodded and forced herself to stop through sheer willpower, but without her fingers, she had nothing on which to take out her mounting panic.

She found in her heart that she no longer trusted him. She could have given him the benefit of the doubt; maybe this was all just a big misunderstanding and maybe he was a good person after all, but Arin could not help but believe it. Something about Hoshi’s theory felt too real to ignore.

“What do you wanna do?” Hoshi asked her.

There was one thing she knew she needed to do right now, and that was to get away from him. She needed to get out of his apartment, more specifically, get Meemo out of there, then call him and demand he tell her the truth.

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On her way to the apartment, she already devised her action plan: grab her stuff, grab Meemo, then take a taxi back to MRS and lodge in the Procreation Unit. After that, she didn’t know what she would do. For now, she just didn’t want him to have access to her anymore.

She entered through the door, and as soon as she did, her blood ran cold.

Meemo usually ran over when she heard the front door open, but not this time.

Something in the air felt different, unusual, like someone else had been there. There was a brief scent of disinfectant in the air that was not there before. Arin also saw the Chilli album that Jeonghan had bought for her sitting open on the table. She could have sworn she had put the album away.

If Meemo had not been there, she would have just grabbed the album, ran away and never returned, and to hell with all of her other belongings. But she could not just leave, even with the suspicion of danger hanging in the air like a noose around her neck.

“Meemo!” she yelled, standing in place, afraid to go further into the apartment. “Are you there? Meemo!”

Not a sound.

She couldn’t just leave, no matter how much fear shook through her bones. She needed to find Meemo, and they needed to get out of this together.

She gathered her bravery and walked into the apartment, calling for Meemo all throughout, until there was suddenly a syringe in her arm, injecting her with something. Arin was paralyzed before she could even move her neck to see who it was that had done it.

Before long, her legs gave out, and she collapsed. The world around her faded into darkness.

 


A/N: Because this was a short chapter, I will update again on Monday or Tuesday! Look out for it :)

 

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Shinspirit1326
#1
Chapter 73: Hi authornim! I can't believe that I finished it within one seating but that was how hooked I was in your story. The characters were written so well. Their arc have always been engaging and they were justified according to their decisions and various unintended circumstances. I've been an avid fan of your writing since Heart of Ice and I want to say that you're a marvelous writer! I did not expect myself to root for Jeonghan as Arin's lover because he was awful with her in the first place but you managed to make your readers understand the complexity of his character and his situation in the story. The ending was bittersweet for me and it that in love, there would always be a person who is bound to get hurt. I was delighted when you revealed the truth about Arin's soulmate. The chemistry between Jeonghan and Arin was all over the place and I can feel it in my bones even if their scenes were written only in sentences and paragraphs. I never felt the tension and longing when she's with Woozi. It felt forced and abrupt that it didn't click. But with Jeonghan, it was like they're a perfect puzzle piece to each other, even with the curses that they had. I even found myself tearing up when he brought her a limited edition album of Chilli. That shows how much he loved her. This is my most favorite story of yours! Thank you very much for sharing it to us and I can't wait to read your upcoming Joshua fanfic.
waee09 #2
Chapter 72: How. Is. This. Not. A. Hollywood. Blockbuster. Yet.?!?!?! Someone , anyone.... THIS NEEDS TO BE A MOVIE!!! it's a work of art! So so so souch appreciation and love for this. Thank you so much authornim! Thank you thank you for this masterpiece! Really injected a bit of life into my grey real life. Thank you!
waee09 #3
Chapter 71: W.T.F I read this in 1 seating... it's been a good 4 to 5 hours.... your writing and storyline, so magical, i was hooked for the first word. BUT THIS CHAPTER OHMAAAAAIGAWDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!
Soraya6 #4
Chapter 73: I was not expecting Woozi's POV but I'm glad we got to know more about his character, as he has been intriguing for most part of the story! This is a great closure that give us both insight on Arin and Jeonghan's relationship after the end of the story, and lets us know that Woozi is a good person that deserves to be happy as well. Thank you for this special chapter! I
waee09 #5
Chapter 33: What a sweet heart our Jun
BlueVerse
#6
Chapter 73: I sure wasn't expecting Woozi's POV! But after a thought, his true intentions were never really confirmed, or revealed rather, until the last few chapters... so this special chapter definitely gives his character some justice! I think it's a perfect chapter. It really proved the kind of person Woozi is, if not the person he's grown to be after everything. He did what he felt was right to do even if he had to set his personal feelings aside and that's also like making up for his past wrongs, toward Arin specifically. And with it he learned how to truly love someone, regardless of whether or not he's with her. It's sad but very sweet.

As for Jeonghan and Arin, of course, getting together didn't mean the challenges in their way were over, their insecurities they got from the years of being in such situations really showed throughout this and it's honestly realistic. I love it. She lost her confidence and so did he, but I know they can gain it back together! It made me kind of sad though because Arin should've known that the uncursed Jeonghan was the real Jeonghan, the one who fought through his curse for years and loved her, not because she was the only girl around him... (If I know at this point she is his entire world and he said himself he didn't want it any other way and that's absolutely sweet) but I get that she just wanted him to experience too what the world outside was like now that he could. They just needed more time to adjust and to learn the new way of communicating with each other and thank god for Woozi!
Magical_Girl #7
Chapter 73: Omg author-nim you've no idea how much I miss seeing your updates and how much I miss getting your comment replies ㅠㅠ it's the only thing which made me open my aff website after months

Btw istg I came for an Jihoon endgame since the beginning, but throughout the story I wanted Arin to end up with Jeonghan, and now I feel so hurt knowing why it's not Jihoon ;;

And ohh guess what I'm currently on my journey with heart of ice! ;)
tonnettie
#8
Chapter 73: Everyone needs a woozi in their life. He may made mistakes before, but man his self redemption is on another level
Gracegesang #9
Chapter 73: Woozi is such a good friend to Arin. Jeonghan and Arin are lucky to have him. Happy ending with Arin and Jeonghan now...Meemo too!