Chapter 6

“I’m sorry guys. I didn’t mean that. I’m just not used to people making an effort with me. All the people in the past that I knew and considered friends pretty much ditched me. So, I’ve been a loner for the most part until you guys came.” I say in a gentle voice while looking down.

I feel someone place their hand on my shoulder and look up to see Yixing looking down at me. I felt terrible and felt my eyes start to water. I hated crying, especially in front of other people. For some reason I just couldn’t stop myself this time and broke down. That’s when I felt Yixing hug me and heard all the guys tell me it was alright.

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            We ended up getting dinner together and talking about whatever came to our minds. I learned a lot about the guys and ended up having a good time with them. My only fear was that this wouldn’t last long and that they would start picking at me and pestering me. After dinner Yixing, Minseok, and Tao ended up taking me home after dinner was done despite my protests.

            Once we reached my home I bid the guys goodbye before heading inside. I live alone since my parents are both busy. My main focus has been school, so they aren’t that worried about me I guess since I never get in trouble. It’s been like this for a while now, so I’m pretty used to it. I miss being around people at times and having peop