Lilies

A Reason to Live
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Wheein's POV:

"Miss Byul hasn't visited the bar for a week." Hyejin stated. "Did you two had a fight I didn't know about?" She asks, resting her hands on her hip.

"No." I said, trying not to make a big deal about it. "And it's not like you wouldn't know if we were to have an argument. You're always lurking like a spy." I remark.

"You have a point there." Hyejin chuckles, proud of herself. "I'm just looking out for you." She reasons. "She seems like a nice person, but we still have to make sure she's worthy of your time. You deserve someone who could take care of your heart well."

I cooed at her sincere concern. "I'll guard my heart well, Hyejin-ah." I assured her.

"Did she not text you?" Hyejin asks.

Byul has been going to the bar for 2 consecutive weeks. We even exchanged numbers already, but I haven't received a single text from her.

"No." I replied as casual as possible.

"Do you think it has something to do with her divorce?" Hyejin asks.

"She didn't say anything about divorce. I honestly don't know." I replied, getting irritated by the minute, not with Hyejin though, but with myself.

"I hope she's not lying about not being married anymore. I don't want to break her pretty face." Hyejin comments.

I should really stop being invested in people I barely know. I shouldn't be as disappointed as how I feel because she doesn't owe me any explanation but I can't help it.

"Hyejin-ah." I appreciate her protectiveness, but I don't want to get ahead of myself. Maybe I was just giving meaning to every single thing. "We're just friends. It really shouldn't matter what's up with her and her spouse."

"She wouldn't bother telling you that she doesn't have a wife anymore if she's not interested in you." Hyejin points out. "Besides, no one would go to a bar every day just to drink one bottle of beer and then reject every person who comes onto her just to spend all her time talking to the bartender."

"Well, she never texted me so..." I trailed off.

"You never texted her too." Hyejin replies. "Communication is a two-way street, Wheein." She points out.

"I just don't want to impose," I replied. It clearly looked like whatever is going on with her and her ex-wife or whatever- it was not done yet. Like Byul herself isn't sure about the whole situation. 

"You're right. Have a safe distance, so if she ever tries anything...we're sure your heart can take it." Hyejin replies.

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Moonbyul's POV:

Usually, before this day comes, my mood is so bright that the sun seems dim compared to my mood.

Seulgi would help me with the preparations for my surprise for Yongsun a week before.

Today is our anniversary.

But instead of being excited about it, I've been dreading for it to come. This whole week I've been preparing myself for the disappointment that is today.

I should be waking up with Yongsun's kisses telling me that she prepared our breakfast, but instead, I woke up with an empty bed and a heavy heart.

Seulgi is nice enough to accompany me to the flower shop to pick out the freshest lilies. It's her favorite.

Seulgi is my partner in crime when it comes to surprising Yong. Even though she's annoying as hell sometimes, she has always been so supportive, and that's why I'm very thankful.

I wouldn't have survived losing Yong without losing my mind if it weren't for her. I wish she could've helped me save my heart too, but my heart already belonged to Yong since the day we met, and she took it with her when she left.

It's okay I guess, I don't need it anymore. My heart has no use when I don't have her to love.

I was snapped out of my reverie when it was time for me to pay at the counter, the neatly arranged flowers were given to us.

Just as we stepped outside the flower shop I heard a familiar voice call my name. "Byul?” I turned around to see the owner of the voice.

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MMfd518 #1
Chapter 23: Quite an emotional ending. The other week I was reading about how, infrequently, organ transplant recipients seem to take on traits of the donor, read through this with that idea in mind.
zetyaffendy #2
Chapter 23: Authornim, it's been a while i've read this in the past year. Thanks for complete it!!
byuliu #3
Chapter 23: When I found your story, I read it all in one night, till ch. 22, and I can hear the crash sound of my heart when its ended with, "...maybe this won't work". I thought really that was the finale like, "we will not getting all in our life", I hold on it.

But then, after awhile, I check my subscription page, and your story was on top. I remembered the title tho. And like a flashback, I remember all the plot. And I checked, just to make sure its really another chapter, the closure, not only an update from author, and, and I feel soo overwhelming now. I didn't know I am too invest with this story.

I'm not a writer I really don't know how I can write, more to my ramblings, this long. But author-nim, thank you. Thank you for all the emotions you manage to wake inside me. I really really love your writing. Not only the plot, but the emotions in your writing that you put. Ah I don't know what its call, but I really admire your writing style. So, thank you and keep going and have a nice day!
Mo_onbyulidaa
#4
Chapter 23: at last!!! thank u for this wonderful piece author-nim they're finally happy.
i really like how u write author-nim, i love how u always give us generous amount of angst but of course with a happy ending
we're always at roller coaster ride with u (i like it)
p_ha_ine
#5
Chapter 23: thank you for this. this fic has been one of those i've been reading during my first days of getting to know fanfics (mamamoo's) until eventually writing one for myself. as usual you didnt disappoint. the ending is clear and heartrending.
Keenshipper #6
Chapter 23: Reading this chapter brought me a lot of emotions. It feels like I am at the edge of mountain while reading the next sentences. It catches reader's attention. At first I thought that Wheein is already dead but its not. From that point, my trust issues on you authornim heightens and made me overthink on what's next to come but kudos to you author for giving us a wonderful story and giving us heart attack. This story is so good. Congratulations, author for this well written fic. More to come pleaseeeee.
Mo_onbyulidaa
#7
Chapter 22: holy damnnnnn. it's like you're drilling a hole in my heart author-nim! i don't think their relationship really gonna work it's just so painful
tpdlpcrid #8
Chapter 22: Damn this chapter is so sad. Can’t wait to read the final chapter
Keenshipper #9
Chapter 22: My heart clenched just reading this story especially the time I read about Wheein's father and how the accident happened. Wheein and Moonbyul's feelings are valid. They both experienced different kind of pain from their lost loved one. I love the conflict but it hurts like hell. The father of Wheein is one of the reasons why Yongsun died. Fate had been terrible for the two. They were meant to meet but not meant to be together. They can't push aside each others struggle and pain. It will be a never ending conflict to the two of them if they will push through their relationship
mamamooot5 #10
Chapter 22: Aaaaahhhhhhhh MY HEART
Istg if wheebyul doesn’t end up together im gonna throw hands 😭😭😭 I love this story and truthfully like I get both sides. Neither side is wrong for feeling how they feel. The guilt that wheein has is so heavy like I get why she would be uncomfortable and want to break it off despite the fact that she loves her. This story hurts. Even if they part I feel like it will take forever for byul to recover from losing. Not only ONE (not by choice) lover but her SECOND.as well and walking away (their choice). Like how is she gonna find someone else. Like I won’t be surprised if she s traumatized because everyone she loved left her both willingly and unwillingly. Wheein too like ughhhhhh she also deserves so much happiness and peace. I hope that they just take a long long break, byul learns to forgive wheezing father and wheein learns to be okay and at peace with her fathers passing. I hope both heal and come back together. Authornim you can’t just let them part like that PLEASEDE