Hospital Visits

A Reason to Live
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"Wheein, I'm so sorry." Byul whispered against Wheein's ears as she holds her hand.

Wheein lies unconscious on her hospital bed as Byul studies her, as she thought back to the events of yesterday that lead them here. It hurts her knowing that she's the reason why they're both here right now. All the pain that she caused the other girl weighs heavy on her chest.

Wheein's face looked so child-like; filled with innocence as her chest rise and fall steadily. Byul thinks she could spend her day just looking at Wheein peacefully sleeping, but she'd rather hear her voice and see her smile. Byul wants her to wake up. She wants to talk to her.

"I think you should go home." Byul hears Hyejin say. Byul almost forgot that they weren't alone. "The doctor said she'll be fine. She'll wake up soon."

The more reason Byul should stay here, right? She wants Wheein to see her when she wakes up. She's the reason Wheein is in the hospital right now and she wanted to make up for it by staying by her side. "I think I'll stay." Byul states. Maybe it's the trauma of Yongsun's accident. The last time she visited the hospital she lost someone she loved the most. She wanted to be sure that she'll see Wheein again.

"That wasn't a request, Byul." Hyejin's tone was sharp, and her eyes were telling.

"Hyejin..." Byul trailed off. She knows she messed up, and she didn't expect Hyejin to be on her side because of how badly she hurt her friend, but she at least hoped Hyejin would give her a chance to explain herself.

"Save it." Hyejin replied, crossing her arms. "Wheein's mom and grandma will be here any minute. Maybe it's for the best if they don't see you here."

"I want to talk to them too: to apologize." Byul declares.

Hyejin shakes her head. "You stressed Wheein up to this point. I don't think they'll appreciate your apology."

Byul sighs. If apologizing won't help her case then what would? She wonders.

"Wheein's family has been through a lot, okay? I don't think they'd be thrilled to see you after you put Wheein through this again. So if you're really sorry then just leave for now." Hyejin's tone was softer this time.

Again? Byul wonders what Hyejin meant by it. Did she cause Wheein a cardiac arrest before? Or was it before she even met Wheein?

Byul recalls how Hyejin readily pulled out portable equipment to revive Wheein's heartbeat after performing a CPR on her. It's like she's so skilled because of experience.

"Is she going to be okay?" Byul asks.

"I'll make sure she's going to be." Hyejin promises.

Byul figures Hyejin won't be willing to answer all of her questions right now, so she decided to comply with Hyejin's advice that she should leave. "I'll come back later then."

It looked like Hyejin was about to protest but Byul didn't let her. "That isn't a request either."

Wheein slowly opened her eyes to give her time to adjust to the light protruding on her. She's disappointed to see that she's in a very familiar room that isn't her home, and to add on that she's also wearing an oxygen mask.

But nothing disheartened her more than not seeing a certain person at her bedside. After last night, she expected that Byul would at least be there.

"Wheein." she hears her mother say, her face tear-stricken. Was it that bad that her mother has to cry? She really hopes not, because if it was, then she'd have to see her mother cry repeatedly again; and she hates the sight so much.

Wheein gently removes her mask; she's pretty sure she can breathe on her own now. "I'm okay, Mom." she says as she managed to put on a smile.

Her mother just smiled at her. That's just the thing with her mom. She suffers so quietly.

Wheein can't wait to stop being a burden.

"I told you not to scare us like that again!" Wheein hears her grandmother in a gentle tone, causing Wheein to stifle a very light chuckle.

"Trust me, I'll probably find a way." Wheein answered, she wanted to keep the conversation light, but the look on her parents' faces told her it wasn't a laughing matter to them. "I'm sorry."

Her mother touches her cheek and gently it with her thumb. "I'm just glad you're okay."

Wheein notes how uncharacteristically quiet Hyejin is.

Wheein's mother and grandma went home to cook her food. They know how much Wheein hates hospital food.

Wheein took this as an opportunity to talk to Hyejin.

"What's wrong?" Wheein asks, as Hyejin sat beside her.

"Nothing." Hyejin replies.

"Hyejin." Wheein replies, she knows Hyejin has a lot to say to her.

"What's not wrong?" Hyejin sighed.

"Talk to me." Wheein replied, taking Hyejin's hand in hers.

"You don't listen to me, so what's the point?" Hyejin snickered in frustration. She thought she was going to lose her best friend...again. Seeing Wheein lying unconsciously on the ground, made her fear the worst. She didn't have a pulse and Hyejin had to perform CPR on her. She doesn't think she'll ever get used to it.

She thought that after Wheein's transplant, everything would be normal; she wouldn't have to worry that Wheein would leave her unannounced every waking moment.

The pained look on Hyejin's face told Wheein everything she needed to know as she sighs in understanding. "I'm sorry."

"You should be." Hyejin mumbles.

"I needed to hear what she has to say, or else I'd have to listen to my thoughts and go crazy." Wheein explains. Hyejin has told her repeatedly that Byul isn't going to be good for her heart. In fact, Hyejin stopped her

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MMfd518 #1
Chapter 23: Quite an emotional ending. The other week I was reading about how, infrequently, organ transplant recipients seem to take on traits of the donor, read through this with that idea in mind.
zetyaffendy #2
Chapter 23: Authornim, it's been a while i've read this in the past year. Thanks for complete it!!
byuliu #3
Chapter 23: When I found your story, I read it all in one night, till ch. 22, and I can hear the crash sound of my heart when its ended with, "...maybe this won't work". I thought really that was the finale like, "we will not getting all in our life", I hold on it.

But then, after awhile, I check my subscription page, and your story was on top. I remembered the title tho. And like a flashback, I remember all the plot. And I checked, just to make sure its really another chapter, the closure, not only an update from author, and, and I feel soo overwhelming now. I didn't know I am too invest with this story.

I'm not a writer I really don't know how I can write, more to my ramblings, this long. But author-nim, thank you. Thank you for all the emotions you manage to wake inside me. I really really love your writing. Not only the plot, but the emotions in your writing that you put. Ah I don't know what its call, but I really admire your writing style. So, thank you and keep going and have a nice day!
Mo_onbyulidaa
#4
Chapter 23: at last!!! thank u for this wonderful piece author-nim they're finally happy.
i really like how u write author-nim, i love how u always give us generous amount of angst but of course with a happy ending
we're always at roller coaster ride with u (i like it)
p_ha_ine
#5
Chapter 23: thank you for this. this fic has been one of those i've been reading during my first days of getting to know fanfics (mamamoo's) until eventually writing one for myself. as usual you didnt disappoint. the ending is clear and heartrending.
Keenshipper #6
Chapter 23: Reading this chapter brought me a lot of emotions. It feels like I am at the edge of mountain while reading the next sentences. It catches reader's attention. At first I thought that Wheein is already dead but its not. From that point, my trust issues on you authornim heightens and made me overthink on what's next to come but kudos to you author for giving us a wonderful story and giving us heart attack. This story is so good. Congratulations, author for this well written fic. More to come pleaseeeee.
Mo_onbyulidaa
#7
Chapter 22: holy damnnnnn. it's like you're drilling a hole in my heart author-nim! i don't think their relationship really gonna work it's just so painful
tpdlpcrid #8
Chapter 22: Damn this chapter is so sad. Can’t wait to read the final chapter
Keenshipper #9
Chapter 22: My heart clenched just reading this story especially the time I read about Wheein's father and how the accident happened. Wheein and Moonbyul's feelings are valid. They both experienced different kind of pain from their lost loved one. I love the conflict but it hurts like hell. The father of Wheein is one of the reasons why Yongsun died. Fate had been terrible for the two. They were meant to meet but not meant to be together. They can't push aside each others struggle and pain. It will be a never ending conflict to the two of them if they will push through their relationship
mamamooot5 #10
Chapter 22: Aaaaahhhhhhhh MY HEART
Istg if wheebyul doesn’t end up together im gonna throw hands 😭😭😭 I love this story and truthfully like I get both sides. Neither side is wrong for feeling how they feel. The guilt that wheein has is so heavy like I get why she would be uncomfortable and want to break it off despite the fact that she loves her. This story hurts. Even if they part I feel like it will take forever for byul to recover from losing. Not only ONE (not by choice) lover but her SECOND.as well and walking away (their choice). Like how is she gonna find someone else. Like I won’t be surprised if she s traumatized because everyone she loved left her both willingly and unwillingly. Wheein too like ughhhhhh she also deserves so much happiness and peace. I hope that they just take a long long break, byul learns to forgive wheezing father and wheein learns to be okay and at peace with her fathers passing. I hope both heal and come back together. Authornim you can’t just let them part like that PLEASEDE