chapter 14

Secret Love Song
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After a long drive (during which Donghae fell asleep for twenty minutes) they finally reached the cemetery where the brunet's father was buried.

Hyukjae looked at Donghae for a moment after he parked the car. The younger didn't look back though. He stared down at his lap and bit his lip, his fingers playing with the zipper on his jacket.

Hyukjae knew his boyfriend like nobody else did, and he knew that this was harder for Donghae than the brunet would let on. He knew the younger wanted to be brave for him, but there were times when it was okay to let your guard down, and the blond believed that this was one of those times.

"Hae, it's okay. You don't have to do this," Hyukjae whispered, reaching over to run his fingers through his boyfriend's hair and try to calm Donghae down. "We can go back to my parents' house."

Donghae finally looked into the bond's eyes, and Hyukjae couldn't help but smile as those beautiful brown orbs sparkled when their eyes connected. "No, I want to do this. I want to tell my dad just like we told everyone else."

Hyukjae sighed and they got out of the car, and he was instantly by the younger's side, holding his hand tightly as they walked through the silent cemetery.

Both Hyukjae and Donghae kneeled down and bowed respectfully in front of Mr. Lee's gravestone, staying like that for a short while. Then they sat up and Donghae scooted closer to the blond, their hands finding each other again.

Donghae shivered, and Hyukjae hoped it was because of the cold and not something else. "Hi dad. I have a surprise for you. I wish you were here though so I could tell you in person," the brunet spoke lowly, and Hyukjae squeezed the younger's hand to encourage him. A lone tear fell but Donghae wiped it away instantly. "I miss you."

Hyukjae shuffled closer to his boyfriend and draped an arm around the brunet's shoulder. He pecked Donghae's temple softly. "It's okay Hae," he whispered.

Donghae nodded and kept his gaze on the stone in front of them. "There are so many things I wish I could tell you about, you know? So many things have happened to me since I last visited you, and I don't know if you know about them."

"He does," the blond whispered as he rubbed Donghae's back to soothe him. "He knows about all of those things because he is watching over you and protecting you. But don't cry, I think it will make him sad too. You don't have to cry baby. I think he would rather see you happy, right? He's not gone. Your father is still with you."

The younger nodded, but he did nothing to try and stop the waterfall of tears that came next. "I miss you so much dad. Don't let my crying fool you though. I'm so, so happy right now. But I wish you were here to be happy with me too. There are so many amazing things happening and I wish you were here to enjoy them with me."

The older man's arm moved from his love's shoulders to his waist, holding Donghae tighter and whispering sweet words in his ear to calm the brunet down.

"I fell in love dad," Donghae suddenly said, smiling through his tears. "I love Hyukjae so much, and he loves me so much too, and I wanted to tell you just like I told mom and Donghwa. But I think you knew it already, didn't you?" he asked and paused for a moment. "All those times you told me how lucky our family is to have somebody so special like Hyukjae in our lives. That was a hint right?"

Hyukjae chuckled. "Did he really say that?"

Donghae nodded and leaned into his boyfriend's embrace. "Dad, you always told me to do what makes me happy. I hope you know that I think about those words every day, and I am happy just like you wanted. I'm very happy with Hyukjae."

"And I'm very happy with Donghae. I hope you can give us your blessing from heaven," Hyukjae said. "I will stay with your son until the end of time. I've never loved anyone as much as I love him and I will always try to be the best for him."

Donghae sniffled and more tears fell. "He is already the best for me, even when he doesn't try."

Hyukjae couldn't keep himself from pulling the younger onto his lap, wrapping his arms so tightly around Donghae's waist and burying his face in thr crook of the brunet's neck. Donghae instinctively circled his arms around his boyfriend to return the hug, and they sat like that f

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jo0ody #1
Chapter 16: So sad , I hope the enlist thing won’t happen and sm decide to do something else about them
Let Donghae try to kill himself or something >< without him dead , anything prevents spreating
Anyway; nice story and I look forward for the next ^^
kjmuniverse
#2
Chapter 16: Thanks for updating
Im devastated for Hae, poor baby he cant handle this.
SJ-Elf #3
Chapter 16: Saw this coming. but by all means, author-nim... Please, I'm begging you please don't make their army lives (esp Hae's) to be like the one in Euphoria. I really can't handle that. I'd honestly consider to stop reading if there's any drug scene related to Hae's army life again T-T
Erisedecho
#4
Chapter 16: Well...not great obviously, but I suppose worse things could have been done...like if they forced them to stay away from each other but still made them perform and attend schedules together...because there’s nothing worse than putting something you really really want in front of you and then telling you you can’t even get close to it.
kjmuniverse
#5
Chapter 15: Yay! Welcome back and thanks for updating! Hyukjae protect each other pls~~~
OdetteSwan
938 streak #6
Chapter 15: This is now the reality!
I hope that they will be strong to be by each other always.
Thank you so much for the update.
Time_priestess #7
Chapter 15: Aww that was sad. :(
Fishy15
#8
Chapter 14: Nyaaaw they’re the sweetest ❤️ Thank you so much for the update! :)
OdetteSwan
938 streak #9
Chapter 13: They have hurdled the first part. The world may be divided towards them but their families are united. And at this moment, that's all that matters.
The next hurdle would be thir careers.
Thank you so much for the update.❤️
Erisedecho
#10
Chapter 12: Stay strong both of you! Theres bound to be a lot of hate thrown at you, so stay strong, stay together, and face everything confidently.