Soonyoung left in a hurry, leaving Jihoon alone without an explanation, alone on the studio couch to process what exactly had just happened. Soonyoung… no- a drunk Soonyoung had been dropped off at Jihoon’s studio by a very drunk Mingyu who had rambled about Soonyoung talking about Jihoon…

Jihoon was drawing arrows in his head pointing things he knew to the events of the night before. Could it really be true? Did Soonyoung lik-

“No!”Jihoon shouted to no one in particular, startling himself and no one else. It didn't matter what cliche Jihoon’s mind came up with Jihoon refused to believe Soonyoung would even consider him.

Jihoon’s imagination wouldn’t stop though, playing over events that had happened not only last night but the whole week before too and even earlier than then. It was something Jihoon hated about being a writer and a reader, the books and songs set expectations much too high for those around the small boy. He always expected there to be a reason behind an action or a meaning behind someone’s words. But sometimes it wasn’t like that. Sometimes people just mean the words they say without a second meaning and sometimes people simply do things because they want to, no reading between the lines, no secondary meaning. Just Jihoon trapped inside a maze his own mind had created.

With a heavy sigh Jihoon stood, making his way back to his keyboard and placing his h