as suggested by rei_zha (thank you so much for the suggestion) here is a flashback chapter to Jihoon and Seuncheol's relationship.

Seungcheol’s hands trailed the length of Jihoon’s thigh, the olders lips attacking Jihoon’s neck; biting and on Jihoon’s exposed skin. He should have worn a turtle neck again.

“Seungcheol, can we do it later? I promise I’ll let you do whatever you want later I just need to work right now.” Jihoon’s voice wasn’t even wavering, he was just so bored with how much Seungcheol needed

Seungcheol didn’t stop though, his hand still trailing higher up Jihoon’s thigh trying to get the smaller boy into the mood but Jihoon had become too used to all of this, no matter how many times Seungcheol tried to throw in little twists it was all too uniform for Jihoon’s taste. He wanted to make love. Not be bent over his own studio desk as he allows his boyfriend to just do whatever.

“You don’t even have to stop working, just sit on my lap and let me do all the work.”

‘Pathetic’ it was the only word Jihoon could use to describe his boyfriend. He was so pathetic, begging for Jihoon to do anything.

“Go in the corner and let me finish this Seungcheol I need to work okay?” Jihoon was getting tired of having to shoo off the older male and prompted to finally push the older man's hand off of his thigh and turn back to his work. Once Jihoon had placed his headphones back on, of course leaving on ear off so he could hear if Seungcheol was saying anything he only heard shuffling and Seungcheol groan something before the studio door opened.

Jihoon felt a twinge of guilt and called out for the older, trying to call him back but Seungcheol looked at his boyfriend with a glare.

“You never do anything for me Jihoon, you’re selfish and you only think about yourself.” Seungcheol’s words stung Jihoon. No matter how untrue those words were Jihoon started to feel guilt build in him and he simply nodded, standing and taking off his headphone