Racing Heartbeat

Everyday , To My Sunshine

"I dont know ... Ive tried to talk to him so many times already and he's being so mean to me . Avoiding me like crazy and left me behind . How Im supposed to settle this if he didnt let me in for a single second ?". cried Youngjae . He was really off from his feelings .

"Its not like I didnt approache to him before ... I did it countless times , everyday , but still doesnt ring a bell in his thickhead ...". Youngjae rest his head more onto the wall .

Mark wiped off Youngjae's flowing tears gently . He felt sorry to the younger . He realy cant leave him like this . Its heartbreaking . Its so rare for a bright kid like him getting ed up and cry his lungs out . This must be so important to him .

"Do you want to tell us why you said JB become like that because of you ? ". asked Mark carefully .

Bambam and Yugyeom nodded , agreed with Mark.

Youngjae became quite for a moment , before he took a long breath and spoke up .

"I-".

Suddenly , Jinyoung appeared from the door , with JB in his grip , and occasionally threw off the weak body onto the floor . Jackson followed them from behind .

Jinyoung looked super pissed , but to Jackson , he was doing as his usual serious face .

"Run away again , I'll throw you off from the rooftop, JB hyung". Warned Jinyoung and went to Youngjae to check him up .

JB didnt move for a bit , with his face facing the floor . It must be hurt then .

Jackson sat beside the lying JB with a heavy heart .

"Come here , JB . Let me make you comfortable for a  bit". Said Jackson and carefully pulled the hunk to him and put his head onto Jackson's lap .

He then gently ran his fingers through JB's soft black hair and play with them , as a confrontation .

JB seems so lost . He do love Jackson's hand on his head but his heart hurt so much he barely cant feel the cozy sensation .

".. Why ... why I didnt fall in love normally instead ..". mutter JB in his low voice , but Jackson heard it .

"Now I know why you avoid him , JB". Jackson expressed it calmly .

JB covered his face , hiding behind his hands . Jackson can see the blue vine appearing on JB's forehead . He must been so stressed .

"You .. you dont get disgust with me?". 

Jackson slides down his hands towards JB's fingers and slowly messaged them .

"I understand you so well..". JB was shocked to hear Jackson's sudden talk .

He gets up and leaned closer towards Jackson , and Jackson averted his eyes from the hunk .

".. Jackson , is it true ?". Jackson nodded slowly .

".. Its been since debut , JB .. ". JB grabbed Jackson's hand and gripped it tightly . His thumb gently swayyed Jackson's back hands , and tried to smile his widest one for Jackson .

Jackson reply with his sweet smile too . 

"Can I know who ?". Asked JB curiously .

Jackson is like a hoe in our team , so I really didnt expect him to be develop any romantic feelings towards one of us . Wait . It could be that he can be in love with six of us ? Or he's actually straight and play for the right team instead ? Who the hell is she ?

Before Jackson could answer it , Jinyoung came and pulled JB's left ear , making JB groaned in pain .

"Excuse me sir . Its about time to start practice . So move your over there and act as a goddamn leader ". Said Jinyoung in his high voice and stomped away .

"AND STAY AWAY FROM MY WANG GAE !". warned Jinyoung .

JB exchanged looks with the giggling Jackson . Jackson patted JB's back softly and went straight to the salty Nyeong . No .. it cant be .. those two ? 

No way .. its JINSON then ? not MARKSON ? JB began to feel a headache somewhere in his head . It pulsing so damn fast it hurts .

JB took a glimpse at Youngjae, and something in him striked him inside . He was jealous , and super annoyed , it becoming hurtful , when he saw that smiles of that sunshine , beaming towards Mark , Bambam and Yugyeom along with their laughter . Looks so happy , arent you ?

But JB didnt realised too , when he was holding hands with Jackson earlier , Youngjae felt so painful in his chest .

***

The sky changed its colour , from bright pastel to dark vivid , since the sun will soon say goodbye to the world and will be greeted by the moon .

GOT7 was ready to get on the van to their dorm .

JB took a chance to look at the twilight sky , intensely . 

It makes him calm . The smell of the swinging trees and the dancing flora around him made he felt cozy . I love sunset phrase . I love the sound of the sunset wind that reminded me to have a good night sleep soon . It was all so lovely ... at least , for a loser like me ... 

JB was done with his melodrama scene and went to get on the van , only to find out that the only free seat available for him was beside Youngjae .

JB glared throughout s but everyone ignores him . They're all on this . You'll pay later .

He didnt want to make fuss , so he was forcely sat beside the nervous brunette .

JB kept tossing and turning so that he will not get to touch Youngjae . He pray that this snaily van came have more power so that they can arrive faster .

Its getting really awkward and steamy here I hate it ! But JB can only scream in his dream .

Youngjae realised JB's uncomfortable action but there's nothing he can do since it is cramped in the backseat . And Mark was sleeping beside him , he really didnt wanna woke Mark up .

Lets just stay like this , and you'll be fine , Youngjae . He then took a deep breathe .

Sometimes , JB will accidentally leaned towards Youngjae because of the turning path . It made Youngje's heart skips a beat more and more .

He's so warm ... I really really miss him . WTF did I do wrong to him that he's throwing me like this ? If I made mistakes , he will usually forgive me , always , but did that day really made him close himself off to-

Suddenly , the manager made a sharp turn in a quite high speed , making all members bumped into each other , including JB and Youngjae at the back .

JB bumped into Youngjae's forehead with his head , and its quite hard too .

Because of his old habit he cant get rid off to , JB unconsciously touched Youngjae's head to see whether he's hurted or not .

Youngjae was so shock at the unexpected warmth touch lingering on his head .

JB snapped and pulled his hands away from Youngjae and squeezed his body closer to the window , feeling ashamed .

Youngjae stayed silent , with his heart racing so fast , just like JB felt right now .

JB quietly stared at his clammy hands . He feels hot . Does he have a fever ?

Youngjae cant stop trembling . His heart aches so much . In this tight backseat , he can only clenched his fist closer to his chest , praying that he will not create any tear with JB being beside him .

Help me , God . Please break this wall that seperate me and my leader !

 

- TBC

 

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Little-hope
#1
Chapter 13: Oh it was so cute and funny reading the last chapter !
Little-hope
#2
Chapter 12: OMG, I was a fool believing Mark hyung ! Ok, i'm so relieve right now hehe

And yeah, 2jae and Jinson should communicate properly !
Oh My ! 2jae are so cute *fangirling* lmao
Little-hope
#3
Chapter 11: I don't know what to say or to feel toward this chapter...lol
Is it correct for me to say that JB is so cute, worrying toward the younger but omg, they did it too much lmao.. Slow down, ok ? No, ok nevermind x)

But I think, 2jae should really communicate together to settle things !

And Mark... What's going on inside his head ? lmao

Death glare from Jinyoung... It haunts me.. No, i'm joking lol
anne900
#4
Chapter 12: Why can't they just discuss their problem together..communication is very important in relationship.!!!
moonchildawn #5
Chapter 10: I LOVE THIS STORY OMAGAD ! ur lemon parts are soooo well written btw wow i like it
Little-hope
#6
Chapter 10: Waow, ok.. First let me tell you that i'm not into these kind of stories lmao...Well, it's just too explicit for me so I was so embarrassed LOL and it was a little bit awkward LOL
But nevermind, at this state, we all know how sincere their feelings are for each other and it's kind of beautiful and a little bit unbelievable lol
ButI still like the pairing and Jaebum was so sweet but hey, Youngjae became a little bit ' omg >_< (well, for me he is the innocent one..)
Little-hope
#7
Chapter 9: They are so precious 2jae !
I nearly screamed when I read it's Youngjae's point of view LOL

Lmao, about Jinson who didi it and that's Jinyoung who asked...Well, earlier I watched some videos about another pairing but yeah, Jinyoung seems being a touchy boyfriend LOL

So back to 2jae they are really cute. I love how they were opened to each other, what I mean is for instance the dialogue between them.
The feelings are so sincere and precious !
Little-hope
#8
Chapter 8: Ok, I didn't know about the bipolar disorder thing but finally, another couple !
But I'm so sad for Mark :(

Maybe i'm so greedy but I miss 2Jae already nd because Jinson isn't my favorite pairing ^^"
Ok, i'm sorry, they were cute, ok and it moved me their story
Little-hope
#9
Chapter 7: Ok, so for 2Jae, i'm really happy for them ! They are so cute ><
But..I didn't expect that for Mark.. No, don't hurt him !
Ok, there is a problem lol but it's true that we all hope that Jinson will tell to each other ther feelings !
Little-hope
#10
Chapter 6: Waah, it was full of emotions ! >o<

But seriously Jackson "You shrimp" LOL
And also his wide imagination for 2jae lol