GOT7 finally arrived in front of their dorm after 15 minutes riding the van .

JB quickly get off the van and rushed to the dorm , making all members looked at him with a confusion .

But not for Jinyoung .

He chased JB with a stern look , making the rest felt even more suspens .

"... What the hell's goin on with JB hyung nowadays ? He's really seems to be out from his mind my god..". confessed Yugyeom , followed by Bambam's nod .

There's no answer for that , but only Youngjae knows it . But he cant be confident that he's in fault 100% . SO he decided to keep his mouth shut .

Jackson turned to Youngjae, only to find out that he seems more depressing and downed .

Jackson understand that . Its like , he's looking at himself ...

"Dont worry Youngjae . Everything's gonna be alright". Mark patted softly onto Youngjae's shoulder . He's worried altough he seems to be calm .

"Wanna go to Dunkin Donuts guys ? Its my treat". Jackson offered to treat them to eat . Its mainly because he wanted to soothe back his teammate's heart . 

I cant do much , but at least I can lessen their sadness with their favourites . Yeah , that will do for now ...

The five of them went to the cafe and enjoying wasting Jackson's money , especially the maknaes .

Not that they are depress or anything , theyre the type who exaggrate more compared the actual victim . Thats Bambam and Yugyeom for ya .

***

"JB wait !". Jinyoung tried his best to catch up JB who ran faster , at least he could to grab JB's hands , before JB managed to enter his room and locked himself there .

Yeah , Jinyoung is 0.1 second late .

JB slammed the door and locked himself up quickly . Jinyoung can only knocked and yelled before giving up .

They both slides down onto the door , sitting in front of it with each other in the exact position , with different direction .

"JB ... Tell me ... not as a team , but , as a friend ". Said Jinyoung softly .

JB crossed his leg , kneeded his arms on them , and buried his face in his palms .

"Why .. why you avoid Youngjae , hyung ? You do know he cant seperate from you . He's too close to be thrown away . Wae , hyung ?". 

Jinyoung's question made his heart clenched . JB became more terrified .

Of all person he didnt want people to know about his disgusting feelings , Jinyoung will be the last to know .

Its not because he's a stranger or I dont like him , its because im closer to him than anyone else .

Im so afraid , he will made a face that broke me into thousand pieces , leaving me in despair .

I need someone as dependable as Jinyoung in my life . 

How could I said to him casually that "Hey Jinyoung . I love Youngjae , to the point that Im hard for him" or something like that ? 

Its seriously disgusting and low , Jinyoung will surely protest my feelings , and maybe leaving me scars from his upcoming actions .

Who knows ? that . I dont even know why Im thinking this far just because I had this forbidden love towards Youngjae OMFG .

"Hey hyung . Im asking . Dont leave me hanging . I want to know what u're thinking . You've gone too far this month , tbh . You lose your composure , you lose your determination , you even half-assed your routine and im super hate for that . Just tell me why you're like that ?".

Jinyoung's bullets came buckling his inner feelings . 

JB shut his eyes closely .

He let his ear muting his outside sound . He let only his words came out sychronizely within his heart .

Then , he spout out the declaration .

"Im in love with him". Its the bravest and most proper words JB could ever create to stop Jinyoung from bombarding onto his lifestyle.

Jinyoung frowned , accepting the impossible truth inside his mind .

He's processing the otucome , as fast as he could .

"Jinyoung . Dont tell anyone . Im not ready yet . But I'll fix my behavior . I'll be as usual tomorrow . So please dont bother me tonight . Goodnite in advanced". Said JB in his painful voice .

Jinyoung was still thinking . 

TBH Im not shocked at all . But Im shock because it was me whos triggered with his confession just now .

Its like , Im also had those kind of feelings , with one of the members .

But who ? Who Im fell for ? How long ? And when did I start to have this wronged feelings ? TO WHO ?

Jinyoung slowly get back on his wobbly feet , and went to kitchen to sip some water .

He suddenly felt strange and cocky inside . 

I really cant move forward as long as Im not knowing who I had feelings to . 

Jinyoung heard someone was twisting the doorknob , and made a decision to watch the member's face .

Bambam , Yugyeom , Youngjae , and Mark enter the room , and fortunately for Jinyoung , he didnt feel anything .

Whew Im glad . My feelings is just a false alarm , thats it .

And then , Jackson went inside while holding some paperbag in his grip .

Jackson smiles at Jinyoung and greet him .

"I bought some snacks , Jinyoung-ah . Come on , lets eat". invite Jackson and went to the table to serve the donuts .

DUPDUP . DUPDUP . DUPDUP .

Jinyoung clenched his chest , as his heart skips a beat .

I know this feeling . 

I only will feel like this only to one person .

Ive feel them since long ago , but I just dont wanna admit it . 

That I am in love , with Jackson ..

***

JB sneaks out quietly through his room door towards the living room . 

Its midnight , and they shouldnt have gone to sleep , JB turned and looked at the sleepy Jackson .

He's asleep long ago .

JB's stomach kept growling , asking to be feed . He's death hungry .

He tiptoed to the kitchen to find some snacks and he discover the leftover donuts .

It was for his part , they left for him to eat .

JB smiles and sat on the dining table and eat happily .

"Hyung ?". A low voice strartled JB so much , because he didnt let out his voice , so his heart raced too fast , it nearly made him heart attack .

JB turned to see who the scared the out of him but he quickly tilted his head back to his original position .

Youngjae went closer and sat in front of JB .

JB was glaring at Youngjae , while Youngjae keep his stares firmly against JBs .

The air feels heavier .

JB got up , so do Youngjae .

Youngjae followed JB to JB's room , and obviously JB was annoyed .

"The . Get lost . Your room is there . This is not your playground . Go". said JB in his low but rigid voice .

Youngjae shook his head . Refusing to leave . 

Worried that JB might waking up Jackson and everyone , he pulled Youngjae to the rooftop .

JB pushed the younger onto the wall , its quite harsh too .

JB menaced his looks as he was angry at Youngjae's childish behavior .

"Why you annoy me so much , choi youngjae ?".

-TBC