Mark was cupping Jackson's face , with a whole smiles appearing from his small face . 

"Can u accept me too , Jack ?". asked Mark , with a shaky voice of his , also made the younger shocked .

Jackson was shocked . He cant believe what he heard just now . What did I heard ?

Mark gradually turned to his sad face , while leaning closer toward Jackson's face . He seems in pain .

"Im ... Im .. Im sorry to say all this to you . Im so selfish . Im a bad person . I should be happy that my crush had his own lover . But day by day , its harder for me to swallow up my pain , seeing both of my friend acted so flirty in front of me , because one of them is the one that whom I had feelings for in years . I should be happy for you both .. I should .. but I cant .. I love u so much ..". Mark then bumped his nose against Jackson . 

Jackson's heart beat so much faster than any time he made in the past . This is the most heartbreaking moment he ever encounted in his life . His beating heart went faster than he could ever be . Even when with Jinyoung .

I.. I have feelings for Mark too ?

"I dont mind if you make me as ur secret lover . I dont mind if you hide me over for Jinyoung . I'll accept all of it , if it can made you mine too . I wouldnt mind share you with him . I degrade my dignity just because I really love you .. Accept me , Jackson .. Please .. Even for just a moment ..". Then , Mark changed to hug the frozen latter . 

Jackson feel some sharp thing stabbing him throughout his heart and his body . He felt bad , sorry , guilty , undefined , uncertain , and miserable , all in one train .

I ... I do love Mark . I love him too . But .. how about Jinyoung ? I love him so much since trainees . My love for him cant be faded easily . 

Jackson hugged Mark tightly . He was way too painful to think about betraying Jinyoung . 

I love Jinyoung . I love Mark . But , my love for Jinyoung dont have the same meaning as Mark . But , deep in my heart , I actually could accept Mark's favor , and be his lover too . 

Can I sort these things out for both ? Can I betray Jinyoung because how genuine Mark's love is for me ?

"...Mark hyung ... Im sorry ..". Jackson gently pushed Mark away from him , hoping for Mark to understand the apologise he said just now to him .

Mark was frowning , and Jackson can see that his eyes was about to create some tears in any moment .

Jackson a bit panic . He really dont want to hurt Mark's feeling . What should he do now ??

Mark suddenly pulled Jackson and their face is so close ,about 5cm away from each other.

Jackson widened his eyes , shocked .

"I will make u mine no matter what , Jack . Even if I have to do something awful to Jinyoung. Mark my words , sseunie". He then pushed Jackson away , and went to his bed , continue to play with his Iphone .

Jackson felt shivers running down to his spines . Mark . He can be so scary if he's mad . And he really mean it . 

Jackson went to sit beside Mark , while the older ignores him .

"Do u really mean it Mark hyung ?" Asked Jackson , with a hope that he's actually being fooled .

Mark shaked his head , being serious . "Once Im on the game , I'll win it no matter what it cost me. U do know I am like that , dont u , Jackson ? Now , the prize is you . I'll make it mine in all cost . Wait for me to win u". 

Jackson was facepalming . He had enough . 

"If u hurt him , I willl never forgive u , hyung . Im serious". stated Jackson , with his firm voice .

He's also serious . He's now dealing with a top class pyscho . U guys dont understand how strong this hyung is when it comes to the thing he bet . He really will get it no matter what happens .

Mark turned to Jackson . "Then , be mine . I can be your secret lover . I dont mind . As long as u also are mine . I will not hurt him if U , take me ". 

Jackson closed his eyes for a moment . He tried to analysed his decision . 

This is so troublesome . This is so unfair . Why Im being stuck in this kind of situation ? Am I being sinned to love a member in a team ?

"Please .. please tell me if all of this is a lie , Mark . I really cant betray him . I love him so much ! How cant u understand my feelings ?". Jackson was on his verge of kindness . He really wanna go to Jinyoung and tell everything . 

***

Jinyoung went to Jackson n JB's room , but he saw Youngjae was sleeping in JB's embrace . The view was quite pleasant to watch tbh . Well , JB do love him so much . What a loser . So , Jackson's not here ...

Suddenly , his heart raced faster , after knowing where Jackson was . Jinyoung patted his chest , denying all possiblities that both of them can made . 

I believe you Jackson . I wish u're all good in there with Mark . I feel uneasy .

Jinyoung went to Mark's room and was about to open the door when he hear some talking outside .

"Im not lying . I'll make u mine , Jackson . No but". said Mark , with his high voice .

Jinyoung's hear pounded so fast . He began to feel anxiety , anxious and angry .

Mark also love jackson ???

No ! He's mine ! Dont u dare to take him away !

Jinyoung trudged the door , and went straight to Jackson and slapped him because of his anxiousity .

Jackson was so shocked , and growling for the pain . WTH IM GETTING SLAPPED FOR ???

Jinyoung then pulled Mark's shirt collar , and giving him a dead glare .

" NO ONE WILL SNATCH MY MAN . HE'S MINE . ONLY MINE . SHARING IS NOT ALLOWED FOR US , EVENTHOUGH WE BOTH ARE A GOOD FRIEND , HYUNG . IF U STEP UP , I'LL MAKE U BACK UR DOWN . I WILL NOT LETTING U GET HIM . HES MINEEEEE". Jinyoung was a bit yelling to Mark , who looked in awe , before he was smiling , and then laughing .

"Bambam . Yugyeom . Are u guys done here ? Are u guys filming all of this ??". Mark suddenly calling out the maknaes , who was hiding behide the closet , and they both was laughing until they rolled on the floor . Mark was also laughing but he didnt laugh as loud as those 2 youngsters .

Of course , both Jinyoung and Jackson felt confused , and Jinyoung let the older go .

"Wow Jinyoung hyung . U tell the most embarassing words I ever heard just now ! So fun !!". Bambam giving his thumbs up to the angry Jinyoung , but Jackson managed to pulled Jinyoung into his arm . 

"Im sorry , Jackson and Jinyoung . We actually doing some prank only to Jackson . But you intrude , and it makes our prank went so smooth , I cant stand this all I quit faster than I wanted to . Im so sorry if we offended u both , but we just wanna know how much love Jackson has for you , so we did some prank to him ". Mark explained quickly, since he saw that both Jinyoung and Jackson made this face that was about to kill him .

"But u dont know about me sleeping here , dont u ?". Jackson asked , still disbelief .

"No . Youngjae told me earlier . Then I had these idea to prank u a little . I asked Bambam and Yugyeom to join me . I actually want to show this prank video to Jinyoung , on how much love u have to him , bcause recently , I feel like you both dont get along well idk .But Im so glad that Jackson proves it . I actually so afraid what if Jackson really do accept me to be his 2nd lover . Im a dead meat . Thank god . And btw Im so sorry in advance for being so close n touchy with Jackson . Dont kill me please . This is all Bambam's idea ". Mark pointed at the flustered Bambam . 

Pretty much he was quite afraid that Jinyoung might slap him like he did to Jackson just now .

"Im not ! Its yugyeom's idea !!!". Yugyeom and Bambam both was bickering , again .

Jinyoung turned to Jackson , and let out a deep sigh . 

Im so glad this is all a lie . MY god Im so embarassed like hell now . I wanna die ...

" , thrice of you . U guys really giving us both a hard time . I really wanna kill u guys all ". Jackson also laughed , despite being in a pain situation .

He agreed . He and Jinyoung didnt actually get along . We both didnt talk much , didnt know much about each other . 

Seeing Jackson laugh like this , it calms me a bit . U sure enjoy being like this , u puppy . Im glad ..

"You guys will get this too one day . BTW let me see the video , hyung". Jinyoung pushed Jackson and went to Mark .

Jackson was a bit amused , before he chuckled . 

He saw those red ears of Jinyoungs . He knew . Jinyoung was actually felt so happy inside , and hes just pretending to ignore it .

Ok Jinyoung . After watching that video , we'll have our private talk .

***

JB suddenly awake . He felt like he's falling in his dream . He's in shock because of the falling . Is this what people called , a lucid dream ?

Just whatever . 

He then realised that Youngjae was sleeping in his embrace . Sleeping so soundly too .

JB felt his heart shatters in million pieces . He didnt know that Youngjae willing to sleep and hug him .

I avoid him , but he still approach me . I really dont deserve him . He's too nice n perfect for me .

JB kissed the younger's forehead several times . Its not enough tbh .

"Can you really accept me for who I am , Youngjae ?".

- TBC