Hear Me With Your Heart
Everyday , To My SunshineGOT5 arrived at JYP building for practising . Their comeback date was around the corner .
They had to fastened up their choreography performance . Because this album , is 100% their own self-composed album .
Something that their fandom , agahses , should anticipate highly .
Jackson stretched his body for a fresh air . He suddenly feels light-headed and in ease .
Maybe , both of them has reconciled . Then ? What would they do next ?
Jackson crossed his arms , fantasized about something wild and y that might happened between those two .
His evil mind was already possessed Jackson to giving them a call , and they will surely get mad for bothering their "making love" project .
Jackson was giggling and was about to give JB a phone call when suddenly ,
Mark jumped onto Jacksons back and forced the suprised hunk to piggyride him.
"OMG Mark ! You scared me , u shrimp". Yelled Jackson but its not so loud .
Mark looked really happy whenever he's with Jackson . Jackson was just smiling and shook his head , accepting the unexpected action .
But Markson didnt realised , they were blind to see the secret sight .
Jackson and Mark was too happy to realised someone who was in pain in his heart .
Jinyoung walk towards them and pushed them to the side , making Jackson nearly fell onto Mark behind him .
He also stomped in his walk .
"Jinyoung ! Watch you're going ! Im-".
Jinyoung ignored them both and went straight into the building , obviously leaving some dark trails for the rest to feel weird .
Mark and Jackson exchanged look to each other , so do Yugbam .
"Now what the hell's goin on to him though ??". frusted Bambam while doing a facepalm .
"Everyday , i'll see our members getting mad and frustrated for an unkwon reason omg". agreed Yugyeom .
"Shut up , guys . Let him be alone for a while . He's like that since yesterday , Im aware of it". Said Mark while getting off from Jackson.
"He's also acting strange this morning . Suddenly wanna sat between both of you . And then yelling Jackson's name out of nowhere . WTF".
Jackson slowly nodded . Bambam was right .
Something is wrong with Jinyoung .
What problem does he encounter this time ?
What happened , my Park gae ?
***
Youngjae was stayed conscious for about half an hour now , and he still in JB's arm .
Youngjae arent willing to wake JB's up . He slept so soundly .
I can even hear his snore is like singing rhythmically acording to "Never ever" tone .
Of course , its just my mind , can only hear it .
Youngjae JB's hands gently , and sometimes he was messaging them lightly .
He cant even pulled off his hands away from JB's skin .
*cough*cough*
JB suddenly coughing , making Youngjae froze to the sudden movement . He pulled his hands away and put it back beside him .
JB slowly opened his eyes and yawning as loud as he wanna be .
JB stretched off his sore muscles , until a crack noise being heard .
What a good short sleep after a long time ... hehe ...
He then realised that Youngjae was in his embrace . He smiles and hugged back Youngjae in his embrace .
Youngjae was hopelessly went back to sleep , acting .
He clenched his arms closer to his chest , didnt want JB to realise his loud heartbeat .
"Are you still sleeping , sunshine ? Good morning , Youngjae ..". Said JB while smuggling behind Youngjae's back .
Youngjae's grip became tighter onto his chest .
His back began to feel hot and aching .
"Wow , why you smell so good eventhough I knew you didnt take ur morning bath yet ? Oh but my otter always smells so good hehe". JB was giggling and snffing Youngjae's back softly , didnt want to wake the awakened Youngjae up LOL .
It hurts . Oh god , my chest hurts so much ! Why he's so sweet like this I cant take it !
And why the hell I have to pretend that Im still sleeping ???
Youngjae screamed with his racing heartbeat . And of course , no sound came from his throat .
JB's hand suddenly move to Youngjae's head and rested it onto the younger's forehead.
Oh GOD that scares the out of me !
Youngjae was trembling but fortunately , its so slightly , JB didnt notice it .
"You're so hot . You have fever , Youngjae . Dont worry , i'll take care of you today . Forever , I'll be with you".
Youngjae really wanted to cry after hearing JB's resonations striking his nerves all over his body .
JB carefully laid back Youngjae's body on his bed , providing the pretended sleeper some pillow as his back as a supporter .
Oh no ... He's so sweet ! Im not used to it . Its been for a while he's like this to me Im-
JB ran through Youngjae's soft hair with his fingers , while resting his other elbows beside Youngjae's face .
"I hope when you wake up , I have courage to say that I love you so much , to the extend of wanted to have you only by myself ... Im so afraid of what would you react for my disgusting feelings . But , another part of me didnt want to say it . I dont want to tell you how I feel . I will find another excuse and you'll forgive me . Life is so hard sometimes , right Youngjae ? Haha". Chuckled JB weakly .
He's worried that Youngjae might woke up anytime soon . He's not ready , but he has to make this right today .
Youngjae cant believed what he just heard . He suddenly shut down to his core .
JB hyung ... Is it true ?
You love me in that way ? To the extend of wanting me all by yourself ?
Youngjae's mind went blank , cant think anything .
But , what makes he's still conscious , is because of his racing heart .
Its so loud , probably JB can hear it ...
"I'll comeback with medicines . Your fever might get higher ". JB then was on his way to stand up,
when suddenly , Youngjae pulled JB's arm and hugged him tightly .
JB was in awe and shock , but he immediately feel afraid and nervous in one go .
Wh-
Youngjae began to cry too , making JB even more flustered .
"Yo-Youngjae .? Let me go ?". asked JB panickly .
God, the hell he's suddenly crying for ? Did he heard my s just now ??
Youngjae shook his head , refusing to let go .
"You bad person ! How could you make me like this ? Huh ? You leave me because .. because .. uuuuu". He's sobbing harder .
JB was shaking because he was withstanding his weight , not to let it down onto Youngjae's body .
JB forced himself to broke off Youngjae's embrace , and hug the sunshine instead .
"You hear what Im talking about earlier ?".
Youngjae nodded repeatly while sobbing . He hugged JB as he's afraid that JB might run away again from him .
"You stupid leader ! Stupid ! Idiot ! Im so angry Im really done with you !!". But Youngjae's grip became tighter .
JB was making a troubled face , resting his chin onto Youngjae's shoulder .
"Im worried like because of you . I feel like Im in hell because of your ignorance . I was so devastated because you throw me away . Your behavior really piss me off to the end , you cut me off just because of your selfish feelings . Who are you to make such a pathetic conclusion that I will reject you? You really are a bad person Ive met in my lifee uuuuuuaaaaa~". Youngjae keep smacking JB's back , countless time .
JB beared those painful beating , because compare those pain with Youngjae's feelings , Youngjae will be much more higher for its painfulness .
"..Im sorry .. Im so sorry .. Forgive me ..". said JB in his low voie , hoping for the crying sunshine to give him one more chance .
JB then pulled himself away and leaned closer to Youngjae's upset face .
It hurts to see him crying like this ... Im not used to hear nor see him crying . Im such a bad person for him ...
JB landed his both hands to Youngjae's ears , and brushed Youngjae's red nose againsted his .
Youngjae cried even more when JB did it .
JB closed his eyes for a moment , swallowing his saliva ,and came back to fixed his eyes onto the younger.
"Can u hear me out with all your heart , Youngjae ?
- TBC
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