Confession Of A Leader
Everyday , To My SunshineJB was sitting on a couch in their practice room , watching his other members stretching and doing some warmup before starting their routine .
Young and rich pair love to laugh and tell lame jokes to each other while pulling each other for stretching .
They both always being GOT7's mood maker with their inside jokes and childish behaviour .
Looking like a wise and charismatic maknae lines , but in fact , they both just a smartass 5 years old kiddos who love teasing people . I dont give a about that .
JB titled his head to the other side .
Here ... we have dog pair + their lover , or should I called their new name , PARKSON ?
maybe you guys are more familiar with MARKJINSON , the complicated triangle love , that even I , a leader , also can detect thrice of their push n pull relationship.
But its odd , having 2 muscular guy and theres that one person being a bit skinny compared to both dog pair .
But , he's no doubt , the most strongest man between them . Its been proved recently .
I also dont give a damn to them too .
But ... there's someone that Ive laid my eyes on to him ,
looking all weak and defendless , spreading his legs almost in 360 degree area , straight in front of me ,
makes me like im invited to pound him hard that instand .
Somehow , my inner thought is just as bad as my inner feelings , giving me the evil mind to make what I desired to him as fast as I could .
But luckily , my heart will not allow me to do those ty action .
"Choi youngjae , please close ur legs . Its ugly in my sight". I said it for my own good .
But I knew I hurt the brunette . Especially when he made that hurted expression for a while before following my orders .
I could have done and say better . JB put his face in his hands , hiding his face from the current situation .
Im not just avoiding him , I also coldly brushed him off using harsh words and why Im so damn stupid to be like that recently ?
Obviously , he tried to talk to me but I ended up pushing him farther and digging my hole deeper .
Let me tell you why Im behaving like this to him for a month now , before u guys came cursing and kill me .
I ... I have a feelings to him .
I love him . All of sudden , I had this disgusting love for him .
I found him so cute and irresistibility attractive and whatever he did , I will curse at myself for making my pulse beat faster .
I will slap my face when the dirty thoughts began to flow in my mind after seeing his exposed skin / after hes showering / stretching / eating .
In a nut shell , ALL HIS ACTION , I'LL BE !!!
JB slowly letting out his deep sigh and stood up to stretched out his sore muscles .
Hearing my cracked sound inside made me feel better , man . Its too good haha .
Lets just forget this whole goddamn disgusting things Ive said just now , and we'll start our practice now .
Without the leader's realised , Youngjae took a long stare upon the leader , with a painful expression .
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After the long hours of dancing and practicing , they've given about an hour before the upcoming routine .
"JB , want to eat chicken ? I'll order for you". asked Jinyoung with a motherly smiles .
JB nodded . "Spicy hot chicken , sweetheart". JB's slur made Jinyoung rolled his eyes and went away .
It seems that our maknae lines has been chatting and laughing with each other at the corner of the room , as usual .
God . at least please make effort n comforting your hyung here once a while . Im lonely ...
Its not like I can interupt that markson's lovey dovey aura over there .
I dont know but Im always asking myself for their relationship . Real or not ? Its on them . But come on , if its real , dispatch will come and spread them al over korea.
It will be the end of GOT7 . No , its just my hallucination , isnt it ?
JB lay onto the wooden floor , resting for a bit , with his arms spreading left and right .
Out of a blue , a chocolate head lied on top of JB's right arm , and the person's left hand wrapped around JB's waist .
He seeks for JB's warmth that he cant feel these past month .
JB immediately pushed Youngjae gently and leaned back to the wall , with a shock face .
Youngjae also leaned closer to JB , with a gentle smile on his face .
"I think its time we both talk about us, hyung". Said Youngjae in a low voice .
He seems hurted .
"Why ? We're not arguing or fighting , right ? Now get lost". I really want to slap my face for saying some mean things to him again .
"No , but you have some unsettled matter towards me , and I'll hear it today". JB getting flustered .
Me ? Telling about my sick heart and feeling to him ? The causer ? The biggest joke Ive saw for a while . NEVER .
JB pushed Youngjae quite hard , made the latter fell onto his back .
That scene caught all of other member's attention n they began to surround them both .
Jackson went to help the upset Youngjae . He's really was about to cry .
"Dammit . JB . Why you push him like that ? He's your responsibility , right ? What the hell is going on ?". Slashed Jinyoung .
JB covered his ears with both his palm and put his legs near his chest .
His heart began to beat faster because of anxiety .
"Wait , Jinyoung . Something's wrong with JB . Hey JB , are you okay now ?". Mark began to feel worried , especially right now , he saw how JB defending himself .
Its not JB's style .
"Hyung ? Hey you look so pale !". trudged Bambam , feeling concerned for the leader's sudden change .
Youngjae tried to reach leader's hands . "Hyung ...".
JB stood up and went outside the room .
Everyone was shocked at JB's strange behavior , before all of their attention turned to Youngjae .
Youngjae really feels down . His face is just to depressed to be asked .
"Take ur time , Youngjae . I really want to know about both of you , but right now , go cool your head off . I'll go find him . Jackson , follow me".
Jinyoung went to find the runaway JB with Jackson , while the other three went to take care of Youngjae .
Yugyeom was Youngjae's back gently .
".. Its my fault. He's been like that because of me ..". spouted Youngjae in his low voice , but thrice of them was able to hear it .
"Im sure you both can make this out . You guys are too close to be seperated . Believe me , hyung. You can do make this right ". cheer Bambam , sincerely towards his hyung .
- TBC
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