P.O.V

When you love someone ~

Today I am staying at home alone doing nothing and nearly die because of boreness.

Young K brings my sister to see Maroon 5 concert and he only buys two tickets. 

My sister doesn't even know much about Maroon 5. 

I know more than her and I even know all the lyrics.

But yeah... It is not important, is it?

The most important is that he can spend time with someone that he in love with. 

Recently, I really like this spot in my room. 

(I put an image so it will help you guys to visualises. The spot that Hanbyul's mean is number 2)

I stare blankly at nothing and listen to some of Young K songs. 

I am feeling empty recently. I play the music and it calls "Young K's"

I really like the song that he writes 3 years ago. It calls "What I Can Do?".

It is a song about his feeling for my sister. 

It is really a sweet song. 

Speaking of it, do you know when it hurts the most when you are in love with someone that doesn't love you?...

It is when you realise that they are happy even without you. That they don't need you to be happy.

It hurts more than you fall down from a bicycle or accidentally cutting yourself with a sharp knife. 

It hurts until you can't feel anything else. 

Actually, I really want to curse them. I really want.

But... How can? How can I curse someone that I love more than anything in this world? 

I just... can't.

It is 12 at the midnight and yet they not yet come back home. 

They sure are having so much fun.

I open my gallery to look at the pictures that I have. 

And I found the pictures from my sweet seventeen birthday.

Thinking of it, it's the first time Young K meets my sister.

Yeah, it is and because of me.

They meet at my sweet seventeen. 

That day was my sweet seventeen birthday party. 

My first ever birthday party. 

My mom and sister plan my birthday party themselves so I can't say I don't want.

They work so hard for it.

My mom asks me to changes into a tight red wine one-piece dress and of course, I refuse to wear it. 

But my