P.O.V

When you love someone ~

I keep walking without knowing where to stop. 

I head is completely blank right now. 

Why the rain feels warm?

I touch my face.

Ahh... I finally realise that it is not the rain...

But it is my tears.

After touching it, all the emotion and range comes out.

My legs feel wobbly and again, the gravity drags me down.

I am crying.

I am crying because it hurts... My heart hurts... 

I keep hitting my chest so my heart hoping that the pain will decrease. 

But... It still stings. 

I don't even care anymore and I know people will think I am crazy. 

But I just can't keep it anymore. 

His smiling face keeps coming in my mind. 

He looks so happy just now. 

And I don't know why am I like this. 

I am the one who said that I am okay as long as he is happy.

But why now I am feeling like this?

Everyone that passes me giving me a look.

But I don't care. 

I don't know what I should do now.

I am really broke right now. 

The wounds in my heart keep getting deeper and deeper. 

After a while, I put all the remaining strength that I have on my leg.

I try to stand up. 

I can't hold it anymore. 

I walk to the tall apartment that is 5 km away from my house. 

I am drenched by the rain. My clothes are all wet. 

I go to the lift and go straight to 15 floors. 

After I arrive, I try to hold my tears and knocks the door. 

I knock two times and the owner opens the door.

His face looks so surprises when he sees me. 

"Ya, Park Hanbyul." 

Hearing he calls my name make me burst again. 

"Jae ahhh...."

I hug him tightly and he let me until I finish. 

I sit on his sofa after I change my wet clothes. He lends me his training suits. 

He gives me a hot chocolate and I drink it.

I feel dizzy right now. 

"Jae ah.. What should I do now?"

I look at him with my swollen eyes.

I am so hella tired after the long walk and cry.

He looks at me and sighs. 

"What happened?"

The moment he asks me that, tears fall down again.

He quickly grabs a tissue and gives it to me.

"Young Hyun... He..." I can't speak properly. 

Just by saying his name, his smiling and happy face... 

It keeps coming in my mind. 

"Did he purpose your sister?"

The moment Jae says that word, I feel like something chock my neck.

I can't breathe. 

With my mouth trembling, I slowly turn my head to look at Jae. 

"You know about it?"

I ask but I am afraid of the answer.

"Yeah... He already plans it since last year. But I am not sure he will purpose to her today."

I can't believe the words I just heard.

I let out a deep sigh

"Cham... I am the only one that doesn't know."

I am such a fool. 

Everyone knows and keep quiet about it. 

Silence... The only thing that we can hear in the room is the rain sound.

I still can't believe it. 

"Yes hello... Ahh yes.