September, 28, 2016 (Dazed Photoshoot)

Hyo Joo was was taking off her coat and throwing it onto the hotel bed. She was so done. The whole day they had spent dressing and redressing in another outfit to get amazing pictures. It was still weird to see him like this, to have him so close. Their first time had been just a few weeks ago and she still didn’t know how to handle her beating heart next to him.

He made her heart race like hell, every time he touched her. Today he had been even whispering into her ear “Calm down. It is just me”.

As if that would help. As if that would have been the problem. A stranger who had nothing to do with her, not the hands that touched her so warmly back then. Not the eyes consuming her every time they met her. Not the body that pressed her into the sheets as she felt like in heaven back then.

No, it had been him, during this photoshoot. It was the body she wanted so desperately, that her mind was playing tricks on her. Showing her a Jong Suk, if there was none around. And now, he was just 2 rooms away. And he was getting ready for dinner. They spent a few days here, as he had a FM to attend too.

She was about to sit down as she heard a knock. She knew there was just one person. One single person that could be behind this door. She was so done of not knowing how to handle him. She needed him. Now. Finally. She got up.

And then she opened the door and saw him. Breathlessly she stared into his eyes.

“You cannot expect me to touch you the whole day, the first time after all of this time and then just let me stand there in the rain.” He said quietly. He looked to the side onto the hallway and she tried to get together a few words.

“I … That was not what I wanted either…” She said and he was smiling. She blushed.

“I mean-“ she said and then he kissed her. The door fell close and he pressed her against the wall.

“I will stay in your room for this night” he whispered. “I forgot how addicting your lips are” He sounded determined and strong. She was getting weak bones.

And then he lifted her up. And pressed her to the wall even more, with his whole weight. As she felt his longing, her brain switched off.