Seungri POV

This morning was very tiring. I think a lot yesterday and I realised how selfish I was as I hold Jiyong with me without reciprocate his feelings. I know he still loves me but I brushed it off as I am happy as I am with him right now. We can be friends forever. But I never realised my stupidity until Youngbae told me what I should do. I really wanna to accept him but I really don’t think I can digest the disgusting face from Jiyong. I really will broke into pieces and cannot be fixed anymore if that happened. I am very sure about that. I can’t take drastic decision if that happened as I have to think about Daesung my one and only family. Easy for me to leave this world but I let my family to suffer to their entire life. I know Daesung loves me more than anything and so do I. So, to avoid this I have to leave Jiyong forever. By doing this, he can have his own life back. Suddenly I remembered Daesung told me about his promotion to overseas for 3 years and he asked me whether I can be alone, but I said I can as I have Jiyong and also I love my job very much. Maybe now I can change my mind go with Daesung. Yes that was the best solution for everything. Daesung leaving within next week. But I have to serve notice and need to do handover properly. I will act on it on this Monday and I didn’t tell Daesung as I worry that he may inform Jiyong accidentally.

Jiyong POV

Next morning, Youngbae was preparing breakfast for us. I was looking for Seungri but can’t find him anywhere.Then I asked Younbae but he didn’t say anything and asked me to have breakfast. While eating, I called Seungri but he didn’t answer my call. I left message and asked him call me back.

How stupid I was as got drunk when Seungri was around. I really felt very bad that I got drunk last night. But how can I blame myself as heart was aching when Seungri was in my house. I really wanna propose him again but that was not proper thing to do when already was rejected. I was thinking and spaced out quite some time when think about why he rejected me. Youngbae noticed my miserable situation and invited me to drink and I accepted the invitation. However without realising I drank almost 2 bottles.

What I can do without Youngbae, he is my pillar for my success and pillow when I am sorrow. Yougbae was happy when greet me and he wished me my life will better today onwards.

I called Seungri after I take shower but he didn’t answer the call at all. Then I called Daesung and he said that hasn’t reached home yet. I was worried as we supposed to have brunch today but he left yesterday night. It was my fault as I was drunk yesterday. I will made up with him today. I went to his house and pressed calling bell but didn’t reply. After few attempt Seungri opened the door with angry face. My smile off when he scolded me as I was nuisance to him and ask me to leave him alone as he need to rest. I felt so angry and about to scold him back as he was very ungrateful person and take me for granted. However I didn’t spill out as harsh words will ruin our relationship. I am very famous for my harsh words but I never used any to Seungri and I know he is a fragile person and I have to be very careful with him. He shut the door on my face. I really puzzled what happened to Seungri as he treat me like this.

I left his house with heavy heart and I told Youngbae on this situation and he told me to take rest for a week. I also agreed but within this week I tried to contact him but no reply at all. One week passed but no changes and Seungri never calmed down. I went to his house also to his school but unable to meet him as his office staff always said he was in class or not around.

Youngbae POV

3 weeks passed, Jiyong was very moody but stopped to scold the staffs unneccesarily but I can see his sadness and lose a lot of weight and drink every day and pour his feeling to me. I can’t take it anymore and I decided to find the solution. I called Seungri several time in the evening but he didn’t answer. So I left message to him to call me urgently as I needed to talk to him about his decision. Within 5 minutes he called me, I told him that I need to meet him on this matter and decided to meet in the evening near to his school and he agreed.

Seungri face looks so dull and can see that his eye look sad but determined. His dark eye circle very prominent. He also lost weight too much. But I didn’t ask him about it as more important for me is Jiyong’s happiness. Asked him about his decision and he told me about his next action. I was relieved on his decision. When he told me about his plan he look very sad and asked me to take care of Jiyong very well and he told me that he will give his contact number only to me and not to Jiyong and asked me to invite him for Jiyong’s wedding but he promised that he would not attend but just need to know. I promised him that I will send invitation to him and asked him to keep