Peter called me so many times but I refused to answer. I want to inform Jiyong but I scared that Jiyong will scold me as I am not man enough to handle my issues. He was right why I need him when I can solve this issue by myself. I must handle my problem myself. Enough I ask Jiyong’s help. That’s why he no longer loves me and respect me. That’s why he always said I am a crying baby.

He called me again. I braved myself and I answered. His voice were so intimidated.

“What?” I asked him.

“Oh!!! Now you remember me already? He asked wittily

I didn’t say anything.

“I miss you so much. How are you? Why you didn’t wait for me? Why you changed your number and address? I told you right I will be back? “He asked me continuously.

I am scared the way he asked me. I really need somebody beside me but no one there except my 2 dogs who love me so much. What he wants? How he got my number? I was wondering.

“How is your life? Do you miss me?” he asked

“I want to meet you? He continued

“I don’t wished to. Please don’t disturb me. I’m having peaceful life now. Please don’t ruin it” I begged him.

“Your life is with me. I wasted so much time already. I don’t want to waste any more. And do you think I care about your marriage life. All I ask is to meet me. That’s all” he emphasized.

How can I meet him after what he done to me? I am not dare enough to meet him.

“I don’t wish to” I hang up the phone.

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5 minutes later, I received a pic from WhatsApp.

The picture of I was sleeping.

And received another text message, stated ‘meet me at the Starbucks near to Main post office at 4 pm tomorrow. Don’t tell anyone as I have more intimate pictures with me. And I can ruin your husband’s reputation. Mind it”

I was devastated. Was I pictured? I didn’t know. I really need to tell Jiyong. Waited for him whole night but he didn’t come and I fell asleep on the couch. I don’t want to tell via phone.

When I woke up, already next day 6 am. Jiyong was sleeping in our room and he didn’t bother to wake me up to go to bed. Last time, he used to carry me bridal way to the room whenever I slept on the couch while waiting for him.

Jiyong no more loves me. My insecurities hit me again without mercy. I had a panic attack but I managed to control it. I can’t continue my sleep. Waited for Jiyong to come down. While waiting, as usual I prepared breakfast for him.

I tried to talk to him but not happened. He just left without eating breakfast and when I about to talk to him, he said todays is important day as the result of tender coming out and he asked me to wish him luck. I did as he asked with smile by hiding my fear. He kissed me and rushed to his car. I really have no chance to tell him or I really don’t want to tell him as I don’t want to ruin his happiness.

I went to school and had a peaceful session with my kids. Frankly speaking, the only matter drive me to live be my pets and the school kids. Jiyong not much talking to me. I feel alone and depressed. Now I have Peter problem.

Sometimes, I wonder why this happening to me. What I did wrong in my past life?

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