Hakyeon woke up in his dorm bed drained out, he felt like he didn't sleep at all. A couple of weeks staying in the mountains for his drama shooting sipped out everything he had, added that the five days before that two weeks was emotionally exhausting and the fact that he only has a week to stay, in Seoul, in their dorm before going back to the mountains for another week of final shooting tired him out already.

Hakyeon never imagined his idol life would turned out like this. He had never seen a future with VIXX members not needing him anymore. Even the full pack schedule tiring him physically, the very least advantage of it is being away from s. Hakyeon had put up a thick, strong, firm, unbreakable wall from the cold attention he was getting from the members but, the ice cold treatment their doing on Hakyeon seems like a rage of consecutive laps of storms and disasters slowly making a small crack right in the center of that wall; an almost 12 houred direct sunlight of ignoring their leader making him feel like he was useless then suddenly a downpour mixed of rain and hail of teasings soaking the wall that was just heated by the sun creating a small dent and finishing it by a thunder of disrespecting him right in that dent stretching it into a thin line of earthquake shake and finally mean words crushing him into pieces.

Still, Hakyeon stood up from his bed making his way to the kitchen. Placing his phone on the table, opening the fridge only to know that there is no, even one, piece of the milk he always drink every morning. Suddenly he thought, Wonshik or Jaehwan would never allow that there will be no banana milk in the fridge every morning. The thought only made Hakyeon ache inside. The fact that the younger's had forgotten to buy it.

Hakyeon had done his morning hygiene just in time their manager called him for their schedule this day and tomorrow. Hakyeon directed himself to kitchen counter turning the coffee maker on, in thought of getting it ready for Taekwoon. Hakyeon pick up some fruits from the fridge wishing if he will open it again, magically, the cold box will pop out a banana milk, but didn't, just as cold it was already, making Hakyeon's heart shivers from pain. Sat on the chair in their coffee table with a cutting board in front of him, he then now peel the fruits. After finishing it, he placed them prettily in the plastic container and put it back in the fridge wishing Hongbin will like it.

Hakyeon open the lower part of the fridge and picked up some lettuce, cucumbers, onions and tomatoes. Washed them and sliced them neatly, finally placing them in five separate containers. Hakyeon rummaged their kitchen cabs that hang from the wall and looked for a dresser but found nothing. Hakyeon rushed down the building towards the nearest convenient store forgetting that it was cold outside, he didn't bring any as he was in a hurry. Wearing only his shirt and pants and shoes, he run towards the store. Looked for the things he needed. "Thousand islands! Exactly!" He uttered. At the counter he saw some fresh fruits and the fridge holding a lot of crashed ice from a distance. As if a light bulb has been lit, Hakyeon grab a handful of both and pay.

Hakyeon was back at kitchen eyeing the five containers still on the table, he run-walk grabbing the containers immediately and put them insided the fridge. Hakyeon arranged the dressers in the cab and closed it. Putting out the fruits he bought a while ago, sliced them and drop them inside the blender. Upon putting all the ingredients; sugar, cream, milk, chunks of fruits and crashed ice, he pressed it and let the ingredients blend together as if he was thinking of the things or rather the ingredients of what will make himself blend into the group again. Hakyeon placed the fruitshake in a pitcher and put it inside the fridge hoping that Jaehwan, Wonshik and Sanghyuk will love it.

Hakyeon grabbed his clothes and was ready to take a bath. Entering the bathroom, looking around and eyeing that every single small cabinet for each member was nearly emptied. He stepped out the comfort room and put on his jacket, beannie, face mask, scarf and mittens. He rushed again the convenient store he just went in not long ago, bought everything the members needed. Looking through the pictures he captured on each cabinet, making sure he's buying the same hygienic items, although he knew them already, but kind off paranoid not to make any mistakes this time.

In a matter of time, Hakyeon was scrubbing the insides of small cabinets in their bathroom before putting in the items he bought personally. Finally, Hakyeon was in his full clothes. One step out the bathroom mat, he saw a glimpse of his own cabinet. He forgot about his own. His cabinet looked like it was the trash bin of the bathroom. But Hakyeon just ignored it, making a mental note to clean and replace it later. Not now that he's done refreshing himself up.

Hakyeon throws his used clothes segregated into the laundries bin. Perfect time to wake up his kids. But Hakyeon remembered one thing the members hated from him, it was his annoying loud voice that roared inside their dorm every morning. So Hakyeon just went on knocking three times in each door, as if on cue, after making sure that he made the members aware of the time, their manager called him.

“Coming!”