Isn't this what you wanted?

Well, here I am, leaving

Gonna bury the memories

Along with the sweetness of yesterday

Nights you don't notice

Time flying fast

Moments cruising

To wherever we may land

Every thrill I would feel

Whenever I held your hand

These were misconceptions

A huge mistake

As quickly as it started

It disappeared just as fast

Can we go back to the beginning

So that my lonely heart won't hope anymore

Going with the flow written by fate

Sometimes he's/she's for you

But sometimes he/she just leads you on

Gonna run away

Gonna forget everything

But wherever I look

I could glimpse the past

And for every breath I take

You are in my mind, love

So I am sorry

For these imagination of mine

Perhaps just brought on by my love for you

I'm waking up now

From this dream I'm having

And at last, willfully staying away from you

Isn't this what you wanted?

Well, here I am, leaving

Thank you for reading.

I really don't know what I'm doing.

It hurts, it looks real, but it's just an im