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Oppa! Please notice me!Luhan is still in a daze. His mind is usually quick when it comes to academics but right now, it is too chaotic and can barely process what just happened, just like how his heart also eagerly wants to leap out of his chest. He could only blink when someone handed Sehun a cream colored scarf then wrapped it around his neck to protect him from cold and added another layer of thick winter jacket on his delicate frame. But honestly there is no need for that because the warmth of Sehunās touch and lips still didnāt left his body.
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What the hell, did heā¦ did he just let Sehun kiss him in front of everyone? It is too late for his reaction because Sehun already kissed him on his forehead, whispering good luck then unceremoniously, Baekhyun pulled him towards the backstage. Wait, Sehun gave his jacket to him, even his snapback! It is too cold and heāll froze if he will stay . He pulled his hands off Baekhyunās tight grip but his bestfriend will never give him an easy way to escape.
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āWaitāā
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āYou donāt have to worry my deer. Sehun knows how to fend himself from cold or you can give him a body heat later. He will like it even more.ā Baekhyun said while wiggling his brows in suggestive manner. The little deer, still wobbling in his knees, doesnāt have time to deny whatever Baekhyunās saying because his name already got called.
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āNo need for any make up because Sehun is enough to make your cheeks blush and lips swollen. Off you go, baby deer.ā
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Luhan gripped the pillar of the backstage while shaking his head. He canāt sing in front of the crowd after what transpired just a few minutes ago. Heās going to die from embarrassment. Might as well dug his own grave now. āI canāt Baek.ā He whined.
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āOh, seems like someoneās flirting at your man, Lu ā
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Luhan, a clueless deer immediately stared at Sehun. Canāt quite understand why he suddenly felt a surge of anger on his system. Heās too busy with his internal conflict without knowing that Baekhyun only said that to catch him offguard. The petite man pushed the poor fawn towards the center stage leaving the latter on the spotlight. He is astonished not because of the overwhelming crowd but of the undecipherable feelings he feels at the moment. It felt as though heās been doing this all his life and it is normal for him to be on the stage. The instrumental of the piece he intended to sing reverberated on the speaker.
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Familiar ripples of excitement and elatedness crawled under his skin as he took a hold of the microphone. Heās supposed to be getting off the podium but his body wonāt follow and he knew to himself that heās been denying himself the urge to sing. If he will let himself get lost to this, this also means that heās submitting once again in the throes of pain and agony. As much as possible, he doesnāt want to delve on the past memories not because he just simply wanted move on and go along with his life but because he doesnāt want his parents to get hurt. He still heard them sometimes visiting his room when they thought heās already asleep, blaming themselves for what happened to him. He wanted to show them that itās not their fault that until now he still canāt remember everything. So even how much he wanted to finally get a hold of those memories, he canāt. Even there is a hollow feeling in his chest, even how much it hurts him, heāll be fine. As long as everyone will be alright, it doesnāt matter anymore.
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Was the moonlight always this beautiful?
When the night grows deep, hidden sadness lifts its head.
Promises that couldnāt be kept float up like stars.
The wind that blows over the long night felt like your breath, it tortured me.
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Everyone went silent when Luhan finally opened his mouth. The only thing that can be heard and reverberated is the fawn's melodious and angelic voice.
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With the blowing breeze
The cherry blossoms falling on me resembled you.
How lonely this feels, it hurts more than a wound from a cut.
When I engraved you in my heart
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Instinctively, Luhanās eyes wandered, looking for no one in particular. Is it his mother and sister? They havenāt arrived yet but he knew theyāre not the one his heartās exactly been looking for. His gaze brushed on his friends and cousin. Thereās a proud smile plastered on their lips. But something is gnawing on his heart, urging him to keep on looking.
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I want to get rid of the memories
That were uncomfortable with you
The days spent with you were so clear and bright
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The delicate organ on his chest fluttered and almost wanted to leap out when doe eyes finally met a deep set and dark irises. There, Luhan finally identified who heās been looking for. Sehun stood tall and he is already wearing another jacket different from the one heās wearing when he performed because he gave that one to Luhan. He has his hands hidden on his jacket and some of his dark as midnight locks hovering on his forehead. His hair is a little bit disheveled but that only intensify the ruggedness of Sehunās features. But thatās not what bothers Luhan the most. It is the way he looks at him with something akin to nostalgia and longingness. Why is he looking at Luhan as though he hasnāt seen him for years? He suddenly wanted to descend from the podium and comfort Sehun as though it is the most natural thing to do.
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When the moonlight started to fade
You were sadly fading as well.
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A gentle breeze slaps his blossoming cheeks lightly followed by a tiny whiteflakes which surprisingly left warm and fuzzy feeling inside him. Itās finally snowing. There are some screams. Everyone is rejoicing on the first fall of snow.
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If everything changes and I can see you again
Iād hold you and tell you this
That the 100 days of this dream
Were more beautiful than any other day
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Luhan opened his palm, waiting for the snowflakes to fall gracefully on it. From the wonderful sight of white flakes on his palm, his eyes accidentally darted to a certain raven haired man who still had his eyes on him, watching him getting awed by the snow.
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That I loved you
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The doe whispered and could barely heard by anyone because of the noise but it was clearly received by Sehun.
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Even if the mind forgets, the heart will always remember.
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After the chaos that occurred earlier, Luhan sought the opportunity to escape while everyone are overwhelmed with the snow. He instantly descended on the platform then went out of the venue without waiting for the program to finish. It was a good thing that his mother and sister havenāt witnessed it. The embarrassment that was temporarily hidden were finally freed from its shackles and his friends teasing definitely doesnāt help.
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He jumped on his feet when an arm suddenly encircled around his shoulders. His eyes met Jonginās smiling ones. āHey, Lu! You really have good voice. I almost teared up earlier!ā
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Blood started to rush on the apple of his cheeks at the compliment. He mumbled his thank you then buried his face on the scarf around his neck. He canāt believe that Jongin is already comfortable with him to the point that heās talking to him as though they are friends for years. He should be elated because finally, the person he admired for almost four years noticed him. But why does it feels so mundane? Luhan didnāt have time to ponder on his question because another arm swoop around his waist and pulled him against another sturdy built.
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ā off, Jongin.ā Sehun said in his signature monotonous voice but thereās underlying venom on it. He sends Jongin a scathing glare, warning him not to cross the bounds again. The tan male retreated and could only raise his hands as a surrender.
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The doe looks at Jongin worriedly. He mouthed Iām sorry to him yet the man only smiled at him. Jongin has suffered from foot injury. The reason why he havenāt joined the contest. Jonginās really good in dancing. Honestly, it was that thing that gravitated Luhan towards him. He felt the arm around his waist tightening its grip in possessive manner. He subtly looks at the man holding him. His chiseled jaw is clenching so hard and he wonders what is running on his mind to make him look like that. Sehun suddenly looked at him with his dark irises which stupefied him. He instantly averted his gaze then tried to remove his hand but the raven haired is too persistent.
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Luhanās mind is on haywire once again. All he wanted is to go home, cage himself on the confines of his room, and plan how to bury himself alive. That is better option than to deal with the aftermath of his stupidity. He stared at Baekhyun and Jongdae, mentally asking for help but the two only giggled as a response. Kyungsoo on the other hand is busy tending Jongin. He puts Jonginās arm around his shoulders as though the latterās having a hard time walking. These two really gotten closer. He havenāt asked his cousin yet on what really is their score. The arm around him tightened and pulled him even closer. Even the air will be too shy to pass through. He stared at Sehun with his face that looks like heās about to flip anyone who will cross him.
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āY-you shouldnāt have done that to Jongin.ā Luhan suddenly squawked absentmindedly. His eyes widen when he realized what he just said. Oh, he really wants to sew his mouth shut especially when he saw Sehunās expression darken even more.
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āI-I mean, his foot hasnāt completely healed yet andā¦ā The doe turns silent when Sehun halts his steps, dark orbs weighs heavily on his frame. Most of their friends continued to walk and he wanted to shout at them not to leave them. He closed his eyes and waited for whatever Sehun will do or say.
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What he didnāt expect is the warmth on his left palm. He opened his eyes and saw Sehun diligently putting his gloves on his left hand. There is an obvious difference on the size because Sehunās hand is larger than his. He looks at him in awe. He really thought he will get reprimanded. There is still darkness looming on his handsome features but surprisingly, Luhan is not afraid anymore. Sehun fixed the thick scarf around his neck, making sure that he is well covered. He removed some of the snow stuck on Luhanās bubblegum pink hair then made him wear the hoodie.
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āW-wait, this is yours.ā Luhanās about to remove the winter jacket that Sehun made him wear before his performance but the raven haired stopped him by kissing his forehead.
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āStop making me jealous, wife.ā
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Luhan could only blink at the frustration etched on Sehunās face. It took about a minute for him to absorb what he just said.
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āI know you are embarrassed that I kissed you. I was just jealous of anyone who got your attention.ā He continued in his deep velvety voice. He caressed his cheeks lovingly. āYou didnāt know how many people you managed to enchant everyday and I canāt stop being selfish when it comes to you. I want to cage you on my arms so no one could see you. I donāt want you to get suffocated but this is how I love. I want your smile exclusively mine. I want everything of you to be only mine. Please bear with me.ā
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The pink haired doe let himself basked with warmth of Sehunās love as the latter showers his face with kisses. He doesnāt know why it feels as though heās in the comforts of his room. The kind of feeling when heās reading his favorite novel with a cup of tea on his bedside table or when it is raining and his mother is preparing him a cup of his favorite cocoa.
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It feels like home.
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āI know you missed our friend so much but the horror house isnāt going to wait for you two, Sehun!ā
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With cheeks almost turning into lava, the fawn pushed Sehun then exclaimed, āItās not what you think!ā The raven haired on the other hand cursed Jongdae for being the er of the century.
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āYeah, right! We are definitely not thinking that you and Sehun are going to make out.ā
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āYou are just bitter because Minseok rejected you, Kim Jongdae.ā
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āSshh, did you hear a barking sound? Did you brought a dog with you, Chanyeol? You did know that animals are not allowed here.ā J
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