Snapped (Chabin)

Drabbles of VIXX

The VIXX members are diligently practicing for theor upcoming comeback when N finally calls out for a little break. While most of s scatter off to get some drinks, he sat down at the corner of the practice room and opens his phone, smiling to himself when he sees how excited their fans are for the comeback when suddenly, his smile turns into a frown as he lets out a sighs. 

"What's wrong? "Hongbin, who chose to stay during the break, wonders curiously, trying to peek at the screen of N's phone but N quickly puts it away and smiles. 

"It's nothing. "He assures as he grab his own drink and walks out of the room, leaving an immensely curious Hongbin. 

When they resumed their practice an hour later, everyone can see that their leader has his mind somewhere else. He just keeps on making stupid mistakes eventhough he got them all right before. 

"Hyung, focus! What's up with you? "Hyuk, being the bossy maknae he is, scolds and N quickly apologises . 

"Sorry. You guys go on first. I need to use the bathroom . "He excuses before merely leaving, not even waiting for a permission and to the other members surprise, Hongbin trails after him. 

"What happened? Did they fight or something? "Ravi asks cluelessly but no one have an answer for that. 

 

 

"Hyung, what's wrong? Are you okay? "Hongbin asks worriedly, placing his hand over N's shoulder as the leader furiously washes his face at the sink. 

"I'm fine, Hongbin. Don't worry about me. "N tries to assure but Hongbin, being the quick witted person he is, notices the tears b his leader's eyes. 

"What... why are you crying?! "Hongbin demands, grabbing both of N's shoulder and pushing him against the wall. "You were fine earlier. What happened? Was it somegbing you saw on your phone? "

N weakly shakes his head. "Hongbin--"

"If I'm important to you then you should tell me! "Hongbin insists and threaten at the same time, which succeeds in making N gives in.

"It's just... the same things as always. Some fans doesn't like it that I get to have my solo fsnmeeting. That's all. It happens all the time so it's fine. I'm used to it. We can't always get everyone to like us, don't we? "N mutters with a sad smile and Hongbin scowls. 

"Even if it happens all the time, it still hurts you just like it did the first time. I know that. "Hongbin says, finally letting go of N's shoulders. 

"It's okay. I'll get over it. I always does. "N assures, trying to ease his dongsaeng's heart. 

"Whose fans is it this time? Taekwoon-hyung's again? "Hongbin wonders but when N's face turns hesitant, he knows his guess isn't true. "It's mine... isn't it? "He asks and when N stays quiet, he knows he's right . 

"Hyung... I'm sorry. "

"Why are you apologising? It's not even your fault. "N assures but Hongbin just pulls him into a hug. 

"You works so hard for us yet this still happens to you. You're enlisting next year and they still won't appreciate you. I'm sorry, hyung. I'm really sorry. I wish I can do something for you. Anything. You don't deserve this. "

N doesn't know what comes over him but hearing Hongbin's words, he just bursts into tears which later turns into ugly sobbing. 

"It hurts, Hongbin. It really hurts. "

 

 

When Hongbin returns to the practice room later, he's alone. With N nowhere in sight. 

"Where's Hakyeon? Don't tell me he went home. "Leo says exasperatedly only to receive a glare from Hongbin. 

"Yes. He went home. I sent him home. You have a problem with that? "He growls angrily, taking Leo by surprise since it's very rare to have Hongbin lashing out on any of them, he's always so patient and understanding. 

"Woah. I was just asking. Don't be so mad. "Leo says, seriously wondering what just happen in the short span of time that makes Hongbin so furious. 

Hongbin ignores him as he walks over to grab his phone before sitting down on the floor with a loud thump. 

"Hey,we're supposed to be practicing. Put your phone away and why did you sent Hakyeon-hyung home anyway? "Hyuk reprimand as he walk over to Hongbin, intending to snatch his phone away but before he could to that, Hongbin has harshly push him away first. 

"Shut up! "He warns heatedly. 

"Yah, Hongbin! Why are you suddenly being so pissy? "Ken demands, irritated at their visual's attitude but once again, Hongbin just glares at him. 

"Did something happened to Hakyeon-hyung? "Ravi, who's silently watching, finally asks but instead of asking about Hongbin himself, he asks about N instead. 

"Yeah. My so called fans bash him for having his solo fan meet. "Hongbin finally explains and understanding dawns on all of them since it pretty much explains Hongbin ty attitude. They're all well aware of the fact that Hongbin and N are like a mirror, always reflecting each other thoughts and feelings so if N is hurting and upset, it makes perfect sense that Hongbin is reacting the way he is. 

"Come on. Let's quickly finish practice and go home. We have a leader to comfort. "Hyuk calls out and Hongbin finally looks up, his expression softening. 

"Okay. Just let me send this tweet first . "

"What tweet? "Ken asks, peeking at Hongbin's phone before shaking his head. "You're going to lose your fans, Hongbin. "He warns and Hongbin just scowls. 

"Fans or not, if they hurt my member, especially Hakyeon-hyung, then they should be put in their place. "

 

 

 

A/N I wanted to believe that Hongbin's tweet last night was just a comeback spoiler and nothing more but when he deleted it; I know it's. not. 

Anyway, this has happened quite a few times; akgaes attacking N because he have more jobs than the others and it's really upsetting. I mean, he doesn't deserve it. He works so hard only to be hated on by people who can't even appreciate him.  And to think that they're Hongbin's fans? Don't they realise that if it wasn't for N, we won't even have Hongbin in VIXX? 

Also, I highly believe that among the members, Hongbin is the kindest and the most patient, even more than N (this is N-biased fan speaking) so for him to snap like that, he must have had enough. I wonder how badly affected N was for Hongbin to react like that but I really do hope that he and all of them are fine. 

Either way, I hope this won't affect their comebackand whatever you do, don't send hate. Let's just support them as best as we could, okay? 

VIXX is 6 and always will be. 

Sorry for my ranting. 

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Shik_Taek
#1
Chapter 115: Firstly, thank you for writing! And although this chapter is somewhat sad, I still love this. It hurt too knowing that N did not participate with the ING concert. But I understand that he’s busy filming.

I agree with you, especially the Hyuk part. I feel so sad that, physically, on stage, they’ll never be 6 anymore. And with the current situation, I don’t know if we’ll be seeing them even as 5. But, I’m keeping a wishful heart that only good things come to VIXX. I understand how currently, 3VIXX (although it still feels sad) are doing concerts and fanmeets so that we won’t forget VIXX.

In my entire Kpop life, I’ve only stanned 2 groups —CNBLUE and VIXX. Now, both groups have incomplete members. But JH deserved to be gone from the group. Hongbin though did not deserved to be kicked out of VIXX.
Arianora
#2
Chapter 115: I still loving VIXX. I still loving all of them. Hongbin will always be the part of the group no matter what. And I think about Hakyeon and Wonshik the same way with Hongbin. I will support ot6, ot5, ot4, ot3, ot2, and even 1 single member, because I like their voices, values, visuals because it's "in excelsis" ~^_^~ but also I still remember their chatting, jokes, kindness to one another. That's what I missing a lot. I hope to see them all together even if it's will happened after 10-20 years.
Jade5100 #3
Vixx always be 6 . I wished to see hakyeon and ravi with them then wished to see them after .now I wished them together in fans meeting or film or anything just be together as 6 hongbin
vixxcha #4
Chapter 115: I understand you authornim..it kinda hurt to see just 3vixx right now..but i still support them with whole my heart..tbh my starlight heart really feel miserable this past year..what happen to hb, and shikkie really make me scared.. also with Hakyeon busy with his acting career.. sometimes, i'm thinking will i able to see them perform like before again? i still support them no matter what happen just i miss them be together in the stage..
masesq
#5
Chapter 114: Thank you.
Arianora
#6
Chapter 114: So happy to see new chapter. Thank you!
MissDands #7
Chapter 114: Woah... The pain...
vixxcha #8
Chapter 114: It hurt.. really (〒﹏〒)

Tq for an update authornim..
chinedup
#9
Chapter 102: Today is hakyeon's birthday. I'm still waiting for Child N 3
tulip97 #10
Chapter 113: Welcome back bluegirl317.. I'm glad I've followed you on Instagram so I know you're back.. After you take a long break, this page is not interesting to me anymore.. Now I've a reason to come here again

p/s : I support 6VIXX both as a group and individually too. They still my ONLY BG I stan