Tired (Navi)

Drabbles of VIXX

He's tired. Too tired. Their last comeback may be months ago but his schedules never seem to decrease despite that. But he realise that he has no one to blame for that except himself since he's the one who agrees to do all these jobs; taking each and every offer given to him to the point where several of them clashed and he had to cancel either one. 

He's not greedy, no. Despite what people think about him, he really is not greedy. He's doing all these for the sake of his group, for VIXX . He's doing everything he can to give his group the recognition they deserve. Each and every one of them has worked their hearts out and pushed themselves beyond their limits but people still insist to sleep on them; it's unfair. And he's upset because of that. 

So even if it means destroying his own body, he will never stop; never stop fighting for his group, s, his brothers. 

 

 

"What happened to you, hyung? "For the first time in a few weeks, Ravi is finally able to meet his eldest hyung in the dorm. They may live together but it has been too long since he saw the leader. 

N blinks at him but his hands are still busy tying his shoes. "Good morning, Wonshikie. "He greets, smiling brightly but it does nothing to brighten the expression on N's face, his pale face, hollow cheeks, prominent cheekbones and even the dark circles under his eyes. 

"What happened to you? What are you doing to yourself? "Ravi insists, snatching N's clutch bag away from him to prevent him to leave. 

"What do you mean? "N asks, tip toeing to reach for his bag but the rapper still manages to keep it out of his reach. "Give that back! "He demands, frustrated. 

"You look like hell, hyung. "Ravi states matter of factly, giving N his best unimpressed look but the leader remains unfazed as he crossed his arms and gives Ravi a glare instead. 

"I'm busy and this isn't funny, Kim Wonshik. "

"I'm not trying to be funny, hyung. "Ravi retaliates. "You called me a workaholic but have you ever take a look at yourself? At least I still remember that I'm a human and I need to eat and sleep but you? "He asks. "Are you trying to hurt yourself or something? "

N huffs loudly but gives no other response. 

"You need to stop, hyung. You're hurting yourself. "

"Oh, I will. I will stop when we get what we deserved. "N says. "But until then,even if I hurt myself, I'll keep on going. "

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Shik_Taek
#1
Chapter 115: Firstly, thank you for writing! And although this chapter is somewhat sad, I still love this. It hurt too knowing that N did not participate with the ING concert. But I understand that he’s busy filming.

I agree with you, especially the Hyuk part. I feel so sad that, physically, on stage, they’ll never be 6 anymore. And with the current situation, I don’t know if we’ll be seeing them even as 5. But, I’m keeping a wishful heart that only good things come to VIXX. I understand how currently, 3VIXX (although it still feels sad) are doing concerts and fanmeets so that we won’t forget VIXX.

In my entire Kpop life, I’ve only stanned 2 groups —CNBLUE and VIXX. Now, both groups have incomplete members. But JH deserved to be gone from the group. Hongbin though did not deserved to be kicked out of VIXX.
Arianora
#2
Chapter 115: I still loving VIXX. I still loving all of them. Hongbin will always be the part of the group no matter what. And I think about Hakyeon and Wonshik the same way with Hongbin. I will support ot6, ot5, ot4, ot3, ot2, and even 1 single member, because I like their voices, values, visuals because it's "in excelsis" ~^_^~ but also I still remember their chatting, jokes, kindness to one another. That's what I missing a lot. I hope to see them all together even if it's will happened after 10-20 years.
Jade5100 #3
Vixx always be 6 . I wished to see hakyeon and ravi with them then wished to see them after .now I wished them together in fans meeting or film or anything just be together as 6 hongbin
vixxcha #4
Chapter 115: I understand you authornim..it kinda hurt to see just 3vixx right now..but i still support them with whole my heart..tbh my starlight heart really feel miserable this past year..what happen to hb, and shikkie really make me scared.. also with Hakyeon busy with his acting career.. sometimes, i'm thinking will i able to see them perform like before again? i still support them no matter what happen just i miss them be together in the stage..
masesq
#5
Chapter 114: Thank you.
Arianora
#6
Chapter 114: So happy to see new chapter. Thank you!
MissDands #7
Chapter 114: Woah... The pain...
vixxcha #8
Chapter 114: It hurt.. really (〒﹏〒)

Tq for an update authornim..
chinedup
#9
Chapter 102: Today is hakyeon's birthday. I'm still waiting for Child N 3
tulip97 #10
Chapter 113: Welcome back bluegirl317.. I'm glad I've followed you on Instagram so I know you're back.. After you take a long break, this page is not interesting to me anymore.. Now I've a reason to come here again

p/s : I support 6VIXX both as a group and individually too. They still my ONLY BG I stan