okay so this is not an update, but a whole chapter of flamey radio

Flamey; well welcome all to flamey radio

`plays not young`

everyone still remember this song?

When ukiss first came out?

these are memories that i will treasure

and then what about i like you??...and man man hani?...and bingeul bingeul? and shut up!?

why are these news coming out all of a sudden?

first it was hangeng ge....and now kibum and xander?

it was just this afternoon, i was talking to my friend and they asked me what would i do if SHINee disband?

and..this is actually a long story but i said nothing...i don't really care

i really thought i would be okay if SHINee disband or suju or ukiss

since Dec 2010, i tried to get myself out of pop music and i did, i succeed

i still listen to kpop but i am not addicted

but i realised...2 hours after the coversation with my friends..and thats when i realised that kibum and xander have left Ukiss...yes, i am not addicted anymore but memories are unable to be removed easily

Now i feel so depressed, even worse than when hangeng ge left..i guess is because back then, i knew the day of hangeng ge leaving was coming..but this time, i had no idea, it was just "BAM!" into my face without giving me any warning

I really didn't expect this, all along i thought ukiss would be the band that will last till the end

I finally understand all the depressing messages that xander posted on his weibo

i can tell you...i am not in my best mood right now

as i am thinking now, i don't even know if i will like the "new" ukiss with the replacement

to me ukiss will forever be xander+kibum+eli+soohyun+kevin+dongho+kiseop

i don't think i'll mind if they add people (just like kiseop)but if you are to replace, i am sorry but i just can't accept it...at least not now

i still remember what soohyun said "i am afraid for UKiss to break up, that is my biggest phobia"

okay ukiss is not breaking up but is not the same anymore

I will continue to love&support xander & kibum no matter what

and i will still support ukiss but i won't look at them in the same way...i can't

it is as if i got cheated

now don't tell me if you are a true kiss me, you will support them no matter what, cause human emotions don't work like that! don't be ridiculous, it takes time to heal

everlasting kissme