JIYEON POV

It’s a wonderful day both sehun and I are sitting at the park enjoying the view, staring each other eyes everything just perfect “sehun ah” someone is calling him from far the voice belong to a woman and he stand up and walk to her “sehun where are you going?” I ask as he walk away from me and the woman become clear it’s Jessica they both stare at each other so lovingly such a great couple while I just nobody. They look at me and just smile before walk away to their car “sehun please don’t go” I beg while following them but they didn’t show any sign to stop and hop in the car before leaving me there “sehun… sehun come back” I try chasing them but then I feel a pain an unbearable pain at my stomach I look down and see blood “ blo..blood” I look the back of the car getting far “seh..sehun”.

I open my eye and gently rubbed my bulging stomach “it’s a dream “I say and look beside me there he is “it’s 5 :30 a.m. still early” I keep staring at his face and the event of what happen coming to my mind his small lips and hands make their work on Jessica I can’t get it off my mind. Without I realize tears already running through my cheek “ it just hurt” I mumble to myself but then I see he stirred on his sleep. His eyes slowly open and I immediately pretend to sleep I heard the bedroom door been open and close ‘he go drink a water I guess’ still lying on the bed I keep thinking what should I do? Even though I want to protect this short relationship it won’t be working if it just me sehun should play his part too. I never feel this feeling it hurt more than what kris have done to me. My heart need a break this is too much.

Sound of footstep can be heard outside the door ‘it must be sehun’ I really can’t face him right now I pretend to sleep. He go straight to the bathroom doing his thing and later he come out all freshen up and pick some warm cloth ‘he is going out?’ I can feel my body fill with anger how can he be so heartless, before he go out he come closer and kiss me gently, when the bedroom door been open and then closed I lose it my tears flowing down like there is no tomorrow. Beep….beep sound of my phone there is an income text

            Hey jiyeon it’s been a while right , if you don’t mind can we hang out at café later

                                                                                                                                -jin

Should I go? Maybe I should I need to talk to someone. I reply his text and immediately prepare myself. As I walk to living room there is luhan oppa sitting there watching tv “oo oppa you still here?” I ask “yes sehun ask me to watch you for a while as he has a work to do” I nodded “oppa I wanna hang out with my friend today, just for a while” “but sehun….” “I’m going bye oppa” I cut his off and quickly drive my car to the usual café.

It’s just a short meeting as jin oppa has something to do but today he is so weird he be extra sweet and cheesy ‘how I wish sehun could be like that. While I strolling at the park my phone ringing and sehun name popped out “should I answer it or not?” I keep on thinking about what should I do and he already call me 4 times and my ringtone keep ringing make my head hurt so I picked it up “jiyeon where are you?” he ask there is worry tone in his vice “at the park I’ll be back later” I say and quickly hang up I can’t talk any further. Every single word that will come out only give me pain and I feel exhausted be pregnant right now make everything harder.

I glance at my wrist watch and it show I already past lunch time, I walk slowly in my car “I hope I made a right decision” I sighed before drive back home. After spend thirty minutes on the road I park my car and walk to our represented house I pinned the number but to my surprise before I finish pinned the number the main door wide open and revealed a guy that make my heart beat crazily but at the same time he is the one that crush my heart that guy Oh Sehun. Without saying anything I walk pass him not that fast as my stomach limit my step “jiyeon” he called me so soft so lovingly that make my heart feel want to burst and I can feel my eyes full of tears that threatened to fall any minute , I keep quiet because if I open my mouth they will nothing good will come out. “ jiyeon let me explain” that’s it my tears flow down cheeks. He turns my body so that I’m facing him, he pull me into a hug he wrapped his arm firmly around my body but still minding our unborn baby, my tears become sobbing as my heart feel so hurt but at the same time I love the feeling be inside his arm, I fell save and my body can’t reject his touch. “I’m so sorry I know it’s my fault but.. I” “it’s okay, it’s my fault though I should never take what doesn’t belong to me” I cut he off and pulled away from his hug “before we get married you did told me about that when you can