SEHUN POV

The moment I open my eyes what come to my mind is jiyeon “is she okay?”  I’m still daydreaming when the bedroom door burst open ‘she look already freshen up, I guess she already take her bath’ “morning” she said “you wake up early” I said after glance at the clock then staring at her ‘indeed an angel, she so pretty’ I thought but then my train of thought stop there as I heard someone cough “ahem, I have prepare the breakfast, I know it still early but you already awake right? Go and take your bath” she said and walk out from the bedroom, I rose up from the bed and tidy up before I take my bath. Exactly after fifteen minute i go down stair and go straight to the dining table. Look like we have English breakfast today, while I’m eating I caught her stolen a glance at me I don’t know why but I smell something fishy here “we need to talk” she said, I almost drop the fork and the waffle, my heartbeat so fast a lot of negative thought that playing in my mind       ‘she want a divorce? No I can’t heard it but then what she want talk about?’. I put the fork. I can feel the tensed situation right now everything turns quiet, I even feel that the time also stop. ‘Calm yourself first, sehun’ I inhale a deep breath and broke the ice “ypu want to divorce?” I ask with my poker face, I grip the glass tightly that I think I might break the glass ten I feel soft hand caress my hand I turn to the side and see jiyeon slowly caress my hand and look straight to my eyes, so lovely ‘ I can’t afford to lose you’ “if that what you want, let me tell you I will never agree to that” I say raise my voice a little bit. Insecurities hit me “that’s not what I want to say” she say without breaking the skin ship

‘ fuuhhh, so close’ the grip on my glass loosen, she take my hand and hold it tightly like I will let it go “ let eat first okay” she say persuade me to finish the meal first. But I’m just sit there stiffly, she take the initiative to feed me and I like a kid follow her lead obediently.

JIYEON POV

After finish washing the dishes sehun still sit stiffly at the dining table, I grab his hand gently and drag him to the living room. The look in his face show that he feel uneasy at this moment “I’m not going ask for divorce sehun,” I stress the topic again “but I want to know who is he, please tell me” I ask almost begging. He leave a heavy sigh and begin the story, I listen to him not even want to miss a single word “did you kill him?” I ask because I fainted and everything that happen after that still mystery so I decided to ask but he remained silent. I search for his eyes look straight into his, he slowly nodded “ I kill him because I’m mad, he hurt you” he say defend his self. I touched when he say that but for god sake I’m still afraid of him, sehun that in front of me right now is the gentle one and last night sehun is another dimension of him.

 “I’m scared” I say look down don’t have a courage to look in his eyes “I love you sehun, however even I know you a gangster, what happen yesterday was shocking”. I look up and see he is staring at me, he look like speechless “I’ll still love you no matter what, bt can you promise me that you won’t hurt me?” I ask pleading, yes people I’m scared but I also don’t want to be a widow at the young age. “yes I promise” he say “I won’t hurt you and our children” he say holding my hand, I smile and yet I’m not sure whether he has a feeling toward me but hear him mention about our children make me blushed shyly. Slowly he caresses my cheeks then lift up my chin, he stare at me gently and lean in here it goes our kiss. ‘I hope I make a right thing’.

NO ONE POV

The next day sehun decided to go to work, it’s almost a week after their short honeymoon trip and he have a responsibility for his family company. It’s a good luck there are not many documents that he need to take care of. “sehun I have hired a new secretary for you” his da