Awkward

My Sweet Nerd | Namjin

"Thank god it's saturday!." i scream at Kookie at the other line. "ugh." he groaned like if he's depressed. "what? Kookie?, don't tell me you miss school already?

"And don't tell me you don't miss school." he replied mimicking my voice.

"That makes Jin eomma sad." i said in a baby voice and pouting my lips like he could see me

"Trust me it does." he said almost said talking to himself.

"What's that?"

"Oh nothing."

"Kookie what's wrong? is my child okay?." I asked concerned.

"nothing.nothing"

"spill it!" i said copying him

"i refuse"

"Jungkook."

"Seokjin hyung"

"c'mon not again!"

"yes again." i heard him laughing. "Kookie really what's wrong." i said serious.

"......."

".........."

".............."

"....................."

"okay fine! you'll know when you open the door." Jin blinked confused. "what?"

"The door! Hyung the door!"

Seokjin thought jungkook was at his door so he runs almost immediately to open the door. when he does open the the door he doesn't see Jungkook but a pretty girl.

"uh sorry, wrong house." Jin said closing the door. "yah!" he heard Jungkook scream. Jin quickly opened the door again in search of Jungkook who was still not in sight. then he looked at the girl who was still there. angry.

She had her arms crossed. something Jungkook would do when he is angry. Jin thought. she was wearing red lipstick, black and white clothes and a necklace Jungkook wore yesterday. what a coincidence. she also had her hair short and black. it looks like a wig. Jim thought again. but no matter what she is pretty. Jin examined her face a little more.....

"JUNGKOOK?!"

"finally." the girl said walking into the house

"h-how? why? wha? when?" Jin couldn't ask one question at a time. there was just so much to ask at this moment.

"long story." Jungkook said.

"but?"

"no comments"

"Alright then" Jin said lowering his head to hide his up coming laughter.

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Seokjin remained staring at Jungkook.

"what?"

"nothing it's that you look pretty." Jin said regretting it. what if Jungkook would get insulted because he kinda called him a girl? Jin saw a flash of pink shades on Jungkook's cheeks. maybe he was embarrassed. Jungkook rolled his eyes and continued drinking his tea.

"so?" Jin asked. wanting some attention

"Hyung.....i have another job."

"uu what is it?" Jin said amused that Jingkook finally was talking to him.

"crossdressing,striping, and ing men for money" he said still looking at a magazine he'd been reading and then looking up at Jin who stared at him blankly.

~~~~~X DEAD SILENCE X~~~~~

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Jungkook broke the awkward tension by laughing. he laughed so much that Jin chuckled slightly but nervously. " i was (laugh) just (laugh) kidding." he continued laughing Jin sighed in relief wanting to slap Jungkook across the face. "you should see the look on your face!"

Jin just stared at Jungkook for an explanation. Jungkook coughed.

"i work at a place." Jungkook started."and there was a guy yeah a guy hitting on me. i told him multiple times i didn't want to go out but he comes back confessing again with different items. first it was flowers, then a teddy bear,balloons, and yesterday he gave me a ring asking me to marry him." Jin stared at Jungkook not believing."i also sometimes feel like i'm being stalked by him so instead of quitting my job i decided to hide my identity by crossdressing. i already talked to my boss about it."

"Oh you know kookie you should be careful cuz you're still going to be approached by men when you look that pretty." Jungkook put a hand to his chest and formed his lips a 'thank you'. Jin wasn't trying to complement Jungkook, he was just worried.

"Anyway i have to get to work." Jungkook said standing up. he kisses his eomma on the forehead. Jin gasp and looks at Jungkook in surprise. "what? you've never seen a pretty girl before?" they both laugh.

Jin escorts Jungkook to the door saying their goodbyes. "Kookie seriously be careful." Jin says when Jungkook steps out the door. Jungkook could see the worry in his eomma's eyes.

"i know hyung." He responds before leaving.

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Even though Seokjin wanted to do something fun because it was a saturday he didn't have anybody to do it with. he only had his two friends Jungkook and maybe Himchan. but Jungkook was too busy working and himchan would probably force him on another party. Jin only wanted to hang at some calm, quiet, pretty place like a cafe and just talk. 'hey how's your life going?' something like that.

"i'll just go take a nap." he thought.

~~~*~~*~*~*~*~*~~*~*~*~* Later that day

When i woke up i saw that i had gotten a message from 'master'. i didn't feel like having 'master' on the caller ID so i just fixed it to his name. TAEHYUNG PABO. the message read

"you.me.dinner.now!"

"what? maybe he'll just let me do his homework again or pay for his food. i looked down and saw that he also had written the address.i checked to see when he sended me this. an hour ago! i texted him my apologies and asked him if it was not too late. i hope he is not mad. he replied faster than i thought like if he'd been waiting for me to reply or maybe he had his phone next to him or maybe he was texting someone else. i sighed. i guess i'll be going somewhere after all.

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"No." i said to Taehyung who pleaded me to go somewhere with that kid and say thank you to him for doing his homework just because he got an A. i mean if you wanted to say thank you tell him yourself! second 'thank you' was something you could have texted. third wasn't he our slave? he should do what we ask him to do without saying anything or thanking him. plus the homework doesn't count.

"pleeeease!" he said putting his hands together." you know i'm busy. please go for me~~" he was now pouting his lips and doing puppy eyes. "i'll pay." he says. " you better" i say.

"is that a 'yes'?"

"fine" i say still staring at the TV in his house. i came here because my house was too boring. i heard him hiss a yes and jumped up from kneeling." thank you sooooo much hyung." he said grabbing my hands and planted a kiss. i moved my hand away. he knows i don't like that kind of stuff.

"don't push it." i warned him. he raises his hand in the air and walks away backwards leaving the room. i look around the livingroom for a while. his apartment was the type that seem fancy but simple. he had a ruby red color on his curtains. i like it. there wasn't a wall on one side of the living room. no walls just glass revealing the starry night sky with thousands of stars and the lights under us. neon signs and buildings after buildings. the thousand dots moving around. (which were people). it was a small apartment for one or a couple .but i still like it. i sighed. god where is Jimin when you need em. i thought and walked to take a shower. i always stay here so most of my clothes were here in his place.

~~*~~*~*~*~*~~~*~~~*~*~~~*~*~*~*~* Kim Seokjin POV

I was waiting at the restaurant for half an hour. i didn't want to eat first because i thought it would be rude, but i was really hungry~~~~ was he going to stand me up? was this a joke? i wondered as no sight of Taehyung appeared. it's been like 16 times since a waitress would come and ask me if i needed anything, i just tell them to bring me water. i can tell that they are getting mad.

I didn't know my head was on the table falling asleep until i felt someone sitting down. i darted my head and sat as straight as i could. Namjoon? what is he doing here? he scoffed. what? did i have something on my face? i vowed still sitting down.

"master um where is Taehyung?" i asked still sleepy as hell. god i didn't like calling him or anybody master. it's just so uncomfortable.

~~~~~~* NAMJOON'S THOUGHTS

please stop calling me master! it's so uncomfortable!

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"stop calling me master." he says signalling one of the waitresses to come. thank god! i don't like calling you that either. but this guy sure got an attitude and rude. he ignored my question.

"would you like something sir?" she asked

"no.5 please." he responded and with that she left. he didn't ask me if i wanted anything! (T^T) i'm hungry~~~~.

I started playing with my fingers as it's been silent for a while now. i know i like quiet moments but this was too quiet and awkward. he just kept staring at the window. is that a habit? He had pretty eyes. and his pinkish hair was also very pretty and luscious. and his lips were cherry pink. he looked very handsome. that was before i started picturing him as a brownie. i looked away before he notice that i'd been staring at his imaginary brownie figure. i clutch my stomach because of the hunger. god what am i doing here?

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I watched as he ate his food. the sizzling sound and aroma drove me crazy! making my stomach twisting inside of me. i was so hungry that watching him eat satisfied me. the way each piece of meat met him tongue and was munched away. i guess he notice i was staring at him because he seemed to be eating uncomfortably. i looked away but my eyes kept meeting the sizzling grill. why did he bring me here anyway? was he like my mother who called me for nothing? one time she called me from the living room. when i came she asked me to give her the remote which was right next to her.

I took my phone out and looked at the time. 11:50 almost midnight. time sure does flies. i went on to the internet and typed "food". yeah i was staring at the picture since Namjoon didn't like me staring. after a while my stomach hurted, and with the sizzling, and the smell my stomach grumbled. shoot!

he looked up at me. "Ya hungry?" he asked his voice lower than Taehyung. i nodded my head." pfft. i thought you ate something already." i nodded my head 'no' he quickly signaled a waitress to come. "what you want?" he asked. i stuttered for a moment.

"just something simple." i said not wanting anything expensive. he ordered the same thing he got. i looked at the menu to check the price and it was one of the most expensive meat with side dishes. i wanted to call the lady to return the order but she already left. like the wind. i saw her come back and put a plate of meat on the table again. then i was going to tell her but Namjoon just said eat. i didn't want to seem ungrateful so i just ate. he excused himself to go to the bathroom and came back a few minutes later.

~~~*~~*~*~*~~* Namjoon's thoughts

i couldn't wait til i was done eating so i could go home. then i heard a loud grumble from the other side of the table. i looked up to see him stare anywhere but me. a really dark pink blush smashed all over his face. did he not eat? i thought he ate when i wasn't here. and why do i care?

i don't usually feel any emotion, but when i do i never feel guilty of anything. so why do i feel guilty? so i asked him and he nodded making puppy eyes that made me feel bad. i told the woman to come here and i ordered.

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when the meat came and i cooked it, i watch him eat so fast that some BBQ sauce was sticking on his lips. i practically starved him to death. what am i thinking? it's his fault he should have said something in the first place. stupid.

the way he ate was like he lost his humanity and ate for survival. i couldn't stand seeing him like that so i excused myself to go use the bathroom. when i finished i payed for the food and sat back down and looked outside again.

~~*~**~~*~*~*~*Jin POV

Jesus that was great! oh i'm so stuffed. after i was done feasting i came back to earth and noticed a few things.

one. i have BBQ on my lips. god i'm gross

two. Namjoon was looking at the window again. he probably thought i was disgusting.

third. the money i needed to pay! i took out my wallet to see if i had the money. i did have some but the rest was for the rent.

I couldn't stand lowering my pride again, not in front of him who might think i'm a low life. so i handed the money to pay his and my food. Namjoon just looked at me confused. "the money for the meat we ordered" i say lowering my head. "oh" he said and carefully pushed my hand back. "everything is already payed." he says. i gasp.

"what!? you shouldn't have. here take the money i owe." he only glares at me. then i remember the shirt and put the money in my wallet. great now i owe more. i am supposed to give not receive.

"it wasn't with my money it was Taehyung that payed." he said getting up."you done?" i nod.

"he wanted to thank you for doing his homework." i scratch the back of my neck. couldn't he just text me 'thank you'? instead of making me pass this awkward hour? and besides wasn't i supposed to be his slave?

"oh, well can you tell him i said thank you?" i asked Namjoon as we stepped outside. he only nodded still not taking a glance at me. he never looks at me. he walked besides a corvette. wow was that his car!. "goodbye." i said i didn't get a reply. he just started to walk at the other side. i walked away when a guy grabbed me from my waist. and started to kiss me in the back of my head. "hey babe" he said as i started to scream. i pushed him away many times making him angry. he formed a fist to punch me. i flinched and closed my eyes mentally preparing myself.

But i felt nothing. no pain. nothing. i open my eyes and saw Namjoon grabbing the guy by the wrist."N-namjoon?" he gave me a short glance and twisted the guy's hand pushing him away. i saw how he landed on the floor screaming in pain. wow. Namjoon grabbed a hold of my hands. "he's with me" he said to the man who was cursing and ran. Namjoon dragged me to his car and sat me in the front seat. then he asked me for my address.

~~*~~~*~~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Namjoon's thoughts

while i was driving the kid just stared at me. he never looked around he just looked at me ever since i argued about being careful, and that he should defend himself. i wonder why did i care? why am i taking him to his house? he could rot for all i care!

"why do you keep staring at me!" i said annoid and angry. he finally looked around like if he just snapped out of a trance. he opened his mouth to say something.

"thank you." he said. he seems to mean it. it almost made me happy that he was okay.

" i don't want to be responsible of you."

"of course." he says looking at the road.

~~*~~~*~~*~*~*~*~*~*~**~*~*~**~ KIM'S RESIDENCE

When we reached my house i got off saying thank you again. i watched as he nodded and left. wow maybe he wasn't rude after all.

I walked to my house hearing some strange bumping sounds. i checked my pockets for keys and unlocked the door. i saw my parents holding hands jumping up and down repeatedly.

"whats the good news." i ask as they notice me and tried to calm down. my father smiled at me as i sat on the sofa. "son we have a place to stay! i did it"he said jumping once more. "great now we have a new house!" i replied almost jumping with them. but he gave me a 'not really' look.

"a new apartment?" he nodded 'no'

" a hotel?" he nodded 'no' then my hopes went down.

"shelter?" he nodded 'no' again.

"then where are we going? on the street?" i asked irritated.

"no son we uh i kinda asked a rich friend to house us." he says smiling bright expecting me to jump with joy. well i don't give him that kind of hope. i have pride to keep. what would that guy think? what would Jungkook think? besides i wanted our own house. "woopy" i say burying my body in the sofa. "pack your bags we're leaving tomorrow." he said even more happy. i pushed the green pillow in my face and groaned.

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