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My Sweet Nerd | Namjin

" he falls asleep but not before making an agreement with himself that he would find out his weird sentiments." 

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Jin wakes up before his alarm clock starts blaring. He closes his eyes shut and throws his arms in the air for a good stretch while yawning and when he drops his arms to where his supposed pillow should be at, he becomes startled when he notices someone beside him. He calms down remembering that Namjoon will be sleeping with him from now on until there is a room for him. 

He flips to the side and stares at Namjoon's sleeping state just because he had a feeling that he should do it. His eyes examines Namjoon's face and lands on his lips, Jin feels himself getting heated and his heart starts racing. ' What is wrong with me?' He thinks in his mind getting up from the bed and heading straight for the bathroom to get himself ready for another day at school. 

He locks the door and turns the faucet until warm water touches his hands and helped himself inside before applying soup on his body. After a few more minutes Jin is able to hear his alarm clock blaring inside his room and he quickly turns off the water and runs out of the bathroom with a towel around his waist. He pursues on turning off the alarm clock before Namjoon wakes up. Jin mentally screams in victory after he pressed the big white button that stopped the noises

" J-Jin?" The mentioned boy freezes in place after hearing Namjoon's low and groggy voice. Jin raises his head after a moment and looks at Namjoon who is sitting up on the bed with messy hair and blushing cheeks. Seokjin looks down at himself and also feels himself getting heated up. 

" I-I was taking a shower j-just now so..." Jin tries to explain before Namjoon starts thinking of him as weird. 

" Y-yea I see." Namjoon responds looking down at his lap struggling to stare at Jin's creamy body. ' we're both men so he shouldn't mind if I stare right?' Namjoon says in his mind and looks up but to his dismay Jin already left to the bathroom to put on some clothes. 

Jin joins Mr.Kim in the kitchen meanwhile Namjoon takes a shower next. " Good morning Mr.Kim." Jin puts on a smile and sits at the table. 

" Morning sunny boy." Mr.Kim responds. " You came just in time for pancakes." Mr.Kim informs placing newly hot pancakes on Jin's side of the table. 

" Thank you Mr.Kim." Jin begins to eat. Hoseok enters the kitchen not any later while rubbing his eyes tiredly and he sits on the chair in front of Jin. 

" Morning Mr.Kim." He yawns and Mr.Kim returns the greeting, he also places a plate of hot pancakes on Hoseok's side of the  table. 

" Seokjin  Is Namjoon still sleeping?" Mr.Kim suddenly asks placing another plate on an empty chair next to Jin. 

" He must be still taking a shower." Jin informs and continues eating. On cue Namjoon enters with his uniform prepared and a new hair style in which he simply decided to bring his fringe up. 

" Morning Honey." Hoseok said in English making Namjoon frown but smile at him anyways. Jin hasn't notice that he has been staring at Namjoon for the longest of time until Hoseok cleared his throat. 

" O-oh I have to go." Jin picked up his plate and left it at the sink, running around the kitchen as he puts on his blazer. 

" W-wait I can drive you." Namjoon prevents Jin from running away and since the younger did not want to come out rude he nods his head and let's Namjoon drag him out of the kitchen. 

" Thank you for the Pancakes Mr.Kim." Hoseok bows and walks behind the other two. Just like last time Jin sits at the back and plugs his ears with loud music. 

When they arrive and the boys exit out of the car, Hoseok clings onto Namjoon's arms forcing Jin to once again feel this weird sentiment that he can not seem to resolve. He hopes he can see Jungkook and Jackson so that they can distract him again. It seems to work so well to forget at least for 20 minutes. He pace walks scanning through the crowd for both Jackson and Jungkook but he sees none. 

Who he actually sees is Jimin walking around with a disturbed face expression. He runs towards him and taps him by the shoulder. 

" Good morning Min! What's wrong?are you upset?" Jin asks with concern and worry on his tone and face expression. As soon as Jimin notices that it is Jin he lights and brights himself up for him. 

" No nothing is wrong now that you're here." Jimin shows his best smile making Jin chuckle a bit in awkwardness. 

" Hehehehe is that so?" Jin scratches the back of his neck feeling a bit awkward. 

" So what's up with you?" Jimin switches the topic a bit because he notices Seokjin becoming uncomfortable. 

" I'm doing great." Jin lies. " We should head inside class starts soon." Jin informs waving goodbye to Jimin. 

" I can accompany you to your class if you'd like and talk a bit." 

" Yeah! sure why not?" 

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" Nam calm down, this ain't gonna do you any good." 

" Well why not?" 

" Because what are you gonna say when you're done huh? ' Oh I moved Jimin away from you because I wanted to.'. "

" Well what do you want me to do? I am here wasting my time while Jimin is having an advance on me. Really hyung I beg of you, Please let's stop this act and find another way." 

" Okay Nam how about you give me one more day of doing this and if it gives no affect than we can cut this off." 

" I don't know I will think about it." Namjoon says before walking away from Hoseok. He wishes to help Namjoon but is his method really no good? It used to always work...Now he stands there re thinking his choice of plans, He only has one day to make his plan works or Namjoon might struggle the rest of the way. Hoseok is always good with everything and everyone knows that. When he was here two years ago he grew up with Namjoon, Taehyung,Jimin, and Yoongi. And when they needed help Hoseok  was there to land a hand. If a toy was broken Hoseok helped fix it,  If they had problems with their homework, Don't worry Hoseok has got them. He always helped and succeeded so what's so difficult now? 

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I open my eyes feeling drowsy and the very first thing I see is red numbers. 10:49 am. At first I did not know what it meant or what exactly it was until I shut down my eyes again and remembered that I have school today. My eyes automatically open wide because I knew that I'm definitely screwed! Without  thinking about it, I jump off the bed and search for my clothes. I am wearing Taehyung's pajamas which felt so comfy but My main question is...where the hell is he anyways? And why didn't he wake me up? 

I go on and take a quick shower, throw on my clothes and head towards the living room where Taehyung might be. 

That bastard I will punch him in the guts if he does-

" No I'm fine babe don't worry about me." 

"I told you babe, don't worry about me and just rest for a while we can always wait you know." 

" yep. I would love you forever because of your sweetness. Okay....see you soon." Taehyung ends the call and continues smashing buttons on his game controller. He looks behind him and I duck behind the couch so that I won't be seen. I can't believe this ! Who was he talking to right now? And why did he call that person babe and sweetness or whatever? I-is he cheating on me?!?! Or am I his side ?

I can't believe that what I was afraid of is coming true, that Taehyung never really loved me....W-wait Jungkook. Don't jump to conclusions... I am sure that there's an explanation for why-

" Honey what are the out doing there?" I jump up frightened and startled of Taehyung crouching down next to me behind the sofa. 

" N-nothing I was just thinking hehehe." I scratch the back of my head awkwardly. 

" oh okay...There's breakfast in the kitchen if you'd like some." He informs me and approaches me before grabbing a hold of my waist and bringing me closer to his body. " Love you a lot Babe." He says in his usual soothing low voice completely making me feel worse about that conversation on the phone. He leans in closer to kiss me but I dodge it and leave away from his arms. 

"Woo! I wonder what's for breakfast?" I comment strolling to the kitchen. 

" Babe what was that about?" Taehyung comes back to the kitchen and points behind him. He looks cute with his scrunched up nose but I know that I'm being  confused and deceived by him. I hope that what I am claiming isn't really true. I need to get to the bottom of this and find out if  Taehyung is really cheating on me or not and the very best way to do that is to get inside his phone. 

" What was what about?" I ask with big puppy eyes and cute pouty lips. My best way of acting innocent. 

" ehahahaha you just avoided my kiss." He laughs at the beginning and tries to get closer to me, but I move backwards.  

" I-I don't know what you're talking about." I respond without looking at him in the eyes. I open the fridge only to have it slammed back shut by Taehyung who somehow got behind me real quick without me noticing. He cups both my cheeks and connect our lips together. Knowing me I would have probably punched him but I feel so lost and this kiss is like my savior. I need to know if Kim Taehyung loves me the way I do with him. Our kiss develops when Taehyung pokes his tongue repeatedly against My bottom lip and I let him enter before he push our heads closer to each other not giving us space and  suddenly I am pulled on top of the kitchen counter where we continue our kiss there. 

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" B-but can't you see I love you? Why are you doing this to me, you are my best friend." I feel so much shame that I have to break down crying in front of him. Why is he doing this to me? What did I do wrong? 

" You like me as a friend?-" ???

" y-yes I do." I lie but all I really wanted to do was kiss those plump lips of his even if he might slap me later on or not talk to me forever. 

" look I already told you, I don't want to ever see you again-" ??? He tells me breaking my heart even further. I am at a lost place and I hope this could be a joke but he is really serious about this. I up all my tears and leave his room immediately and run downstairs. 

" Jackson would you like to stay for pie?" His mother comes but I politely decline without her noticing my tears.

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jimin i hope someday you see yoongi...like really see him...

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