Unsettled Namjoon

My Sweet Nerd | Namjin

Attention: Warning crappy chapter! Crappy chapter! you have been warned! (¬_¬;)

" Good morning!" Mr.Kim, Namjoon's jolly father almost shouted due to the excitement of seeing his favorite pairing.

" Ugh! Dad!" Namjoon yells forgetting that he has slept with Jin last night and also forgetting that Jin is actually besides him until he takes a peek at the sleepy figure besides him that is rubbing his eyes tiredly with his injured hand and who is also too tired to notice Namjoon and Mr.Kim in his bedroom.

" Come on guys! Breakfast is ready! Let's go eat in the kitchen." Mr.Kim clutches Jin's tippie toes and shakes it hard enough to get Jin to move out of bed. " Come on sunny boy, come on." He got up of bed slowly with Namjoon following behind him while Mr.Kim brings the tray from earlier and sets it down on the kitchen table.Jin and Namjoon go on their separate ways to their own bathroom, Brushing their teeth, taking a shower, throwing on a new pair of fresh and clean uniform, and finally fixing their hair before going to the kitchen to eat their breakfast that Mr.Kim lovingly made for them. Both boys sat in silence eating away their tiredness while the three adults were chatting. Seokjin is silent just because he is just so tired for no reason or maybe he slept uncomfortable thanks to Namjoon, Meanwhile Namjoon is quiet just because he wants to be but that doesn't mean that he has a silent mind either. After everyone finished eating Jin tiredly walks over to the kitchen sink to wash the dishes when Namjoon comes back to the kitchen to speak to him.

" Hey Jin." Namjoon let the words fall but the sleepy younger didn't notice. " Hey you!" Namjoon said more louder in a commanding tone forcing the ladder to open his eyes back up after a moment of falling asleep standing up.

" Yes?" Jin responds.

" Do you perhaps...."

"........."

" Go on speak."

Namjoon couldn't let his words fall so easily, he tried to ask but it's like something was stuck in his throat preventing him from speaking. So instead he grabs Jin's wrist and drags him out of the kitchen.

" Ow ow that hurts! What are you doing?!"

" We're going to be late." Namjoon bluntly stated still holding on Jin's wrist. As Namjoon and Jin are quickly heading for the front door to leave someone rings the doorbell in which Namjoon opens the door to view the last person he would ever want to see. The person too definitely did not want to see him either.

" What are you doing here Jimin?" Namjoon asks frowning, his mood totally heading downwards if Jimin doesn't leave.

" I came here to see Jin hyung." Jimin admitted also not in the mood to pick a fight with his ex-best friend and rival so early in the morning. Namjoon was going to say something, probably ' Jin's mine!' or ' Back off' but he got interrupted by Jin who released his arm from Namjoon's grip and stepped up from behind him to see Jimin.

" Me?" He asks with a finger pointed at himself.

" Yes you silly" Jimin answers with a charming eye smile that would make anyone melt for him right there and he knew it. But Jin isn't just anyone, Unfortunately for Jimin, Jin wasn't faced by his attractive smile.

" Is that so? What do you need?" Jin asks bluntly too sleepy to care but asked anyway.

" I was wondering if i could drive you to school." Jimin asks with hopeful shiny eyes. Namjoon was on his way to stop this conversation but once again he was prevented by Jin who gladly answered yes. Namjoon felt so crushed or betrayed at the moment that he couldn't even reach out to them, to stop them. It's like if his words were clogged in his throat again but then to his luck Jin turned around for him.

" Uh, i forgot do you need something? You took my hand all of a sudden and dragged me out of the kitchen."

What Namjoon wanted was to also drive Jin to school for both of them to spend more time together but he couldn't admit that. He couldn't ask before so what will make him admit it now? Either way Namjoon regretted not being as brave as Jimin.

" N-no it was nothing just go on with him i'll just go by myself." Namjoon said turning around fast and heading to his car before the other two could give out any kind of response. Jimin could not help but expose a big grin of victory as he escorted Jin to his car meanwhile Namjoon is already opening the front door and let himself in.

~**~*~*~~*~*~

A lot of people who was or is around Namjoon can tell that whatever luck charm was making him happy disappeared because Namjoon is back to bossy if not worse.

" What's wrong with you?" Taehyung who is so happy asks Namjoon who is not so content and wishes not to be disturbed. Namjoon doesn't answer and continues eating his lunch. He looks over at Seokjin's table to see him smiling to his best friend Jungkook and another guy, Jackson is his name. ' They are so lucky' Thought Namjoon as he suddenly desired to be close to him. He was snapped from his thoughts from the sharp sigh Taehyung let out.

" You are so in love aren't you?" Taehyung said, a big grin spread across his cheeks. Giving Namjoon that one look that says ' I am your best friend and i know exactly who your crush is'

" Excuse me?"

" You know what i'm talking about. Don't pretend like you don't"

" Actually no i don't know what you're talking about. Why don't you tell me later because i gotta go." Namjoon picked up his tray trying to escape from Taehyung before he ends up finding the truth.

" If you leave i'll tell Jin that you like him." Taehyung said still smirking making Namjoon quickly sit back down.

" I do not!" Namjoon hissed knowing well that he is lying.

" Yes you do~" Taehyung hummed." I can tell."

" How so?"

" If you didn't like Jin you wouldn't have sat back down on the seat. Which tells me you're afraid of Jin finding out."

Namjoon remained silent not sure of what to say or do to Taehyung's theory since he knows that it is true. The younger smirked to the other's silence because he just admitted that he does like Jin. They remained in silence Namjoon still unsettled. " You know if you keep being stubborn you're not gonna get him to like you anytime soon."

" I don't like him."

" Maybe. But remember other people might. Other people that are not as stubborn as you and they might make a move, unlike you who will come to notice when it's too late." Taehyung's words did get to Namjoon. What if what he is saying is true? What if Jimin likes Jin and he is planning on making a move? Maybe they already made a move. Maybe some else besides Jimin likes Jin....Jungkook? Nah...He doesn't look like he might like Jin. That guy sitting with them, jackson? Maybe.

Namjoon was panicking silently in his seat, The thoughts and images making him tremble as Taehyung continues to .

" Namjoon. I'm not trying to pressure you or anything but i do suggest you make a move.....NOW!" When Taehyung said the last part his voice grew dangerously low because he was being serious. He really cares for his best friend and he didn't want to see him torn.....Not like the last time. Oh Namjoon cannot go back to those dark days, He needs someone positive and faithful.

" I already told you i do not like him!" Namjoon growls, standing up and throwing his tray before storming out of the cafeteria leaving Taehyung behind. Jin noticed this and began to get very worried but stayed in his seat since Jackson was still trying to show him and Jungkook something. He looks at both his friends and begins to wonder when they got so close? Since they barely met and Jungkook's attitude was very jolly today, Not like Mr.Kim jolly but jolly. Jin shook his feelings for Namjoon aside and continued on with his friends. " Say Jungkook where were you last night? I don't think you came home did you?" Jin asks making Jackson face Jungkook both boys wait expectedly for Jungkook's response.

" I...A-actually.." Both boys found Jungkook blushing furiously with an embarrassed smile forming on his thin strawberry lips as he lowers his head staring at his hands and fingers to prevent the youngers from looking at his red face.

" He's been with me." Jungkook got interrupted by Taehyung who after Namjoon left him he decided to spend his time with his new boyfriend. He sat besides Jungkook and placed his arm around his shoulder forcing Jungkook to blush harder if that's possible. Jin gave a surprised look to both of his hyungs while Jackson only glared disgusting at them and stood up to sit next to Jin instead. " When did you guys become so close?" Jin asked both his hyungs, he felt like if he were left out of everything.

" Uh we....It's a long story."-Jungkook

" It was destiny." -Taehyung

Jungkook glared at Taehyung for his cheesy response and wanted to slap the back of his head but at the same time he was dying to laugh.

" uh what? You guys didn't explain anything!" Jin who is now a little upset claimed. He was now yearning for that little secret his hyungs looked like they had.

" Maid." Taehyung called forcing Jin to look up and lock eyes with Taehyung. Both Jungkook and Jin had forgotten about that deal along time ago (A/N: So did i, but then i looked at my story description again and remembered about that maid deal XD) Meanwhile jackson only looked confused because he isn't aware of the maid deal that everyone on the table is talking about. 

" I want you to do me a favor."

Jin nodded his head in response.

" My friend Namjoon is a little upset." Taehyung explained smirking as he was setting his plan into action. Jin nodded as concern spreads again. " I think he's mad at me so i wanted you to give him these." Taehyung gave Jin a black bag full of random things inside. " It's what he likes...When you give those stay with him for a while. Have a chat or something."

" A chat? What are we going to talk about?"

" I don't know and i don't care just make something up."

" Why me though?"

" Because he's mad at me, He hasn't met my honey before and nobody likes Jackson."

" your honey!"-Jin said yelps surprised

" What the !"-Jackson yelled smacking the table with both his hands.

" maid. Just do it, please? Namjoon is located in the 3rd balcony of the school"

" Fine"-Jin

" What the ? Is nobody going to talk about how he diss me like that?"-Jackson

" Sorry jackson"- Jungkook

" Aish whatever"- Jackson

Jin grabs the bag and heads towards the balcony.

"oh wait maid? One more thing don't tell him that those are from me tell him you bought it. You are free to take some if you'd like." Taehyung said snuggling closer to Jungkook. Jin looks inside the bag to look at random sweets and snacks and he continues making his way towards the balcony. He starts to run leaving Jungkook, Taehyung, and Jackson behind thanking Jimin in his mind who gave him coffee with sugar. Meanwhile Jackson became uncomfortable with the lovey dovey couple in front of him and excused himself because he hated being the third wheel.

*~*~**~*~~* Jin POV

When i find Namjoon i see him sitting down on a metal chair that some students must have left and he stares at the abyss of the clouds. I have no idea what he is thinking about but whatever it is, it looks like it's troubling him. I tap my feet on the floor to get his attention and i succeeded when he turns around to view whoever has come to disturb him. When he notice it's me he rolls his eyes slightly, turning back to looking at the white clouds. I have to admit it did make me feel hurt. I mean didn't we become friends? Why is he mad at me all of a sudden? but neither less i grabbed a chair, moved it besides Namjoon and sat in it. I looked inside the bag again fished out whatever snack i craved first before placing the bag on Namjoon's lap without a word.

" What's this?" He asks without looking at the bag.

" Look at it." I respond tearing the wrapper off my brownie.

" It's sweets."

" Yeah. For you." I don't like to lie and i'm bad at it so i did not mention the ' i bought it for you' part that Taehyung hyung told me to say.

" Thanks." Namjoon says grabbing a snack for himself and eating it. We both sat in silence for eternity just enjoying each other's company while grabbing some kind of sweet once in awhile. I look over at Namjoon for the third time and his burdened expression hasn't changed.

" Namjoon...Is there something wrong?" I asked carefully not trying to provoke him but he only sat in silence not uttering a word.

" hey..."

" Shouldn't you be with Jimin?" He changed the subject.

" What? No... I don't have to- hey i asked you first."

" Why do you need to know?"

" Because we're friends aren't we?" I say, and Namjoon bit his lips. Like if something i said made him feel bad to his stomach or something. But then he shook it off almost like if he has accepted something and he looked at me slightly smiling at me. But that smile is broken and those eyes looking me now...are soulless.

" Namjoon!" I call for him scared.

" You are right Jin you are my friend. I'm sorry about before nothing is wrong with me. We should go to class." He simply said trying to get up as fast as possible but before he could exit the balcony i grab him by the wrist and pull him to another tight hug. He stays there frozen as i lead the hug.

"S-seokjin wha- what are you doing!"

" i care! I'm worried about you and you don't tell me what's wrong" I slightly yell out. Honestly i don't know what took over my body and now i'm regretting it but i don't like seeing Namjoon hyung like this and i want him to confide and trust in me. I want him to be fine, I want to heal him, I want to make him smile again i don't want to make him mad at me. It took a while but Namjoon hugged me back but only slightly. It did not last for long though he stopped hugging and taps my shoulder.

" That's enough now, we need to go. "

I pull away from the hug to see him smile slightly. A real smile. At least it's better than what he looked like before. We walk in the hallway chatting normally now, relief settling in me as we make our way to class. I didn't exactly fix him but at least i comforted him a little. We both belong in different classes so we part and bid goodbyes.

~*~*~*~**~~ Namjoon POV

I have made up my mind. Thanks to the balcony i was able to think carefully about what Taehyung  spoke to me about and i have decided to take his advice and make my move. Jimin has already made his move it was now my turn. I have one advantage that Jimin doesn't have.

" I live with Jin." I quietly said to myself no one in the hallways heard. Then i start to think about me and Jin in the balcony together. When he hugged me i felt my heart stop. I felt uneasy but it also felt....right. Like if i belong with him and he belongs to me. That's when i knew i couldn't lose him, I can't give up on Jin and i definitely can't let Jimin have him.It was a nice moment and i enjoyed it and i felt like he really did care. It wasn't his fault that i got mad at him i was just jealous i think.

~**~*~~*~~*~*~

When i arrived home the first thing i did is throw my bag and clothes somewhere for today ( The first time i was this messy) and i threw myself in the bed exhausted. It is one of those moments where i'm supposed to rest but heaven didn't want that i guess since was interrupted by the ringtone coming from my phone.

" Ugh!" I groan before picking it up to view a message. After reading the message my eyes opens wider in shock. I couldn't believe what i have read! It's impossible how could this be? I read the message again. Unbelievable! It's like if someone has come back from the dead.

" He's coming soon." I utter not really directed to myself or anyone.

~*~*~*~**~xX Author-nim Xx*~~*~*~*~

I have warned you so you can't say anything about how much this chap . Have a good day 

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