Even though I say I love you, even though I say I miss you

I can't hear your heart 

[ Kim Jae Suk – I Can Only Hear You ]

Bomi pov

Already a few weeks after that night incident. Today we will go to Hong Kong to attend the MAMA Awards 2013.

"Bomi, are you okay? We will meet EXO," said Chorong unnie.

I smiled and nodded. "No problem unnie, after all, is not possible if Yoon Bomi was sad, right?" I wrapped my hand on the shoulder Chorong unnie.

We laugh together again.

I then recall what happened that night, the last I remember that my eyes empty and I fell in the rain. Said Chorong unnie, Chen oppa who informed the members to pick me up at the hospital. At least I know Chen oppa still care for me at that time even though he says I'm not allowed to appear before him again.

...

"Bomi, can we talk for a minute? I'm waiting on the emergency stairs."

I read the message from Baekhyun oppa, we happened to be in the same hotel when in Hong Kong. I'm already dressed immediately go to the emergency stairs, leaving the members Apink who is making a video for Apink diary.

"Oppa?" I called.

He smiled to see. "I thought you wouldn’t come."

"What do you want to talk?" I asked.

"You looks in hurry..."

"Of course, we must go to ..."

"Okay ... okay ... so ..."

Emergency door open. I turned there stood Chen oppa who looked surprised to see me. He stepped backward.

"Chen!" Baekhyun call Chen oppa. "Don’t go!"

"Baekhyun, you said we should talk but why she in here?" Chen asked Baekhyun oppa.

I was silent, not knowing the real situation.

"Chen, I think we should finish it here now. I and Bomi unintentionally, really ... it's not a kiss," said Baekhyun oppa. "Bomi was intend to go after Suho hyung know nothing in the studio, but I held her until we fall to the ground."

"I don’t need to hear a lie like that."

I wanted to cry, Chen oppa don’t believe?. "Baekhyun oppa, it’s okay... Chen oppa, sorry I disturbed your time, we should go because we may be late to the show," I said.

"Bomi!" Baekhyun oppa called me but I still walked away from where they were standing.

I realized that I love Chen oppa. But even though I love him, miss him, I can no longer restore time, I can’t figure out his heart, whether he will continue to hate me? or there is an empty space there, where he still loves me like before?

***

Were you hurt because of me?
You sit silently.
Why am I a fool, why can’t I forget you.
[ Taeyang – Eyes Nose Lips ]

Baekhyun pov

I feel very guilty about Bomi and Chen, this is all my fault, if I’m not hold Bomi then ... But we touch, I feel the soft lips of Bo