We’re so lucky, it’s such a relief
Nothing is for certain in this world

On a day that I wore nice clothes
I met you, I was lucky
It’s because I did good in the past

[EXO – Lucky]

April 2011

Chen pov

I saw the music video for Bomi and group called Apink. I see their concept is so pure and innocent. Bomi face is very natural, her voice is so beautiful even though she had a hoarse sound like a husky.

I smiled watching  their video with song ‘I Don’t Know’, although I can only see  her off the screen but I’m quite happy to see her smiling face. 

“I’m sorry to Bomi because it makes you heart broken, it is the only way that is best for us. I will debut this year too. I hope we will meet at the same stage.”

“Hey! What did you watch?! “ Xiumin patting my shoulder.

“Ah ... hyung. There’s this group from Cube that debut today,” I said to Xiumin hyung.

“Well ... girl group? They look very natural. Oh? Isn’t she? “ Xiumin hyung glance at me.

I nodded. “It’s true she ...”

“She first debut than yours?”

I nodded.

Only Xiumin hyung who knows that I have a lover(but now an ex-girlfriend) during trainees.

“I did a big mistake to her hyung ....”

He’s seen me wonder. “What do you mean?”

I tell him about that night, I asked Wendy to accompany me that night and asked me when we saw a girl (Bomi) in the front of the SM building, I give an answer to her that I don’t know who she is and go from the presence of the Bomi along with Wendy.

“You’re doing the wrong thing.”

I lowered my head.

“Even though she kept tried to seeing you but you shouldn’t treat her that way.”

“But ... This is the best for her, for me. I don’t want the company know our relationship.”

Xiumin Hyung patting my head. “Before its too late, just meet her and apologize.”

...

I think hard the words that Xiumin hyung give, should I meet her and apologize? Bomi will forgive me?

If only we didn’t become the idol, I’m definitely still with her, hold her soft palm, and laughed together.

I remember the beginning of us meet. Its when I’m on a vacation into Gwonseon-gu and buy something at a mini market. I saw a girl who concoct drinks in the refrigerator. She looks very cute. She was a Bomi but I don’t know her name before. Then I met her again while in the I at the area of Mapo-gu, she’s in the middle of b