Luhan stood, frozen, as he drowned in waves of shock and emotion. There was a ringing in his ears, and he faintly heard a door opening, slamming shut, loud voices, and then multiple pairs of arms hauling him out of the bathroom. Then there was a siren. More arms. A bed. More loud voices. A light shining in his eyes. then, slowly, everything became clearer. He had lost Sehun. Sehun. Sehun. SEHUN. That was all Luhan could think of as he thrashed and screamed, terrified, as he tried to break the straps keeping him on the stone hard bed. Loud shouts came from some of the people surrounding him. Then, he felt a searing pain in his arm as something was stabbed in. Was it a knife? A shot? Would it take him to Sehun? That's all he wanted, was to be with Sehun, he thought as everything started to go black. That was happening a lot, wasn't it. 

Hello? Hello? Luhan, can you hear me? Are you awake? Luhan?  

Luhan's eyes fluttered open as he heard a familiar voice. He looked up, seeing Tao, with Kris' arms wrapped around him. "LUHAN!!! You're awake!" Tao squealed. Luhan looked up with pleading eyes, and without even having to speak, Tao knew what he was asking. "Sehun...he's...not so good, Luhan. He lived, but he's hooked up on life support right now. When he fell, he hit his head really badly. They don't know when he'll wake up." Luhan felt tears roll down his cheeks. "They also want to put you both in therapy. If he wakes up." By then, Luhan was sobbing buckets. Tao kept his eyes downcast, and Kris left the room momentarily, coming back with the rest of the boys. Suho and Kyungsoo immediately took on motherly roles, saying sweet things and promises into his ears. Kai gripped onto Kyungsoo's hand like it was his lifeline. Baekhyun squeezed his friend, saying that he'd help him. Luhan half heartedly smiled. Though they were such a big part of his life, the other half of it was missing. The smile didn't reach his eyes. Soon, Kyungsoo was ushering the boys out of the room, seeing Luhan was sleepy, and saying that he needed rest