hi! to be honest, i have no idea what to write since the story is almost over and for that i should have no reason to add another page for the story, but i just really, really want to thank each and every one of you who have/had supported me since 'fallacy' all the way to 'absolute' (even though i know some had stopped halfway but still, thank you nevertheless.) i wouldnt be here if it wasnt for you guys. thank you so much.

i miraculously started 'fallacy' back then in 2014, because it hurt me that myungsoo didnt end up with soojung in 'my lovely girl', and it still hurts now.  it started because of mere frustration that i had, and because i really wanted them to end up together (whether in dramas or real life, it works either way for me, but soojung's got jongin now so i'm only left with fiction. but don't get me wrong, alright? i'm a huge kaistal shipper. i was the happiest on april 1st lol.) anyway, i didn't know that i'd make it, somewhat, big with 'fallacy'. i dont have thousands of subscribers like any other writers here, but it was my first try, for the chaptered story, so it was big for me. the story meant the world for me. and i'm so so so happy for it to receive so much love from all of you. thank you.

i really hope that both 'fallacy' and 'absolute' will leave a deep impression on you, whether through the romance, or the frienship, or the time transition between childhood and adulthood. i was a 16 y/o girl who was confused as hell figuring out life, and now i'm an 18 y/o girl who's still confused as hell figuring out life. i wrote both stories in confusion. and to write something about future, is something out of my league. i'm not there yet. i'm not 32 like myungsoo and soojung at the end of the story so i don't know what the future has spared for me. but, that's the beauty of fiction, isn't it? it allows you to create. to give people hope. to give you hope. that even if things ain't going right for you right now, doesn't mean it won't in the future. and if you have friend who's now a stranger, or if your first love doesn't last, do believe that it's normal for it to happen. people come and go, and life goes on. you might be thinking, 'easier said than done' but hey, i survived! i lost my best friend when i was 16, but i'm granted with one now, and i've stopped wondering why it didn't work with the old one. and i've never been in love, so no heartbreaks for me. (yay!) the right one will always come at the end of the day. so don't give up! whether in frienship or love. you've got to open up, and be brave! what's life without a little risk, right? and heartbreaks only make you stronger and you'll be alright. i believe i will, too. i hope i will.

and i'm sorry if both stories don't go your way. you might hate soojung for giving up before trying, or jinri for turning her back to soojung, or soojung's father, or myungsoo, or jongin for being mean to naeun, or naeun for always wanting more from jongin, or whichever character that i've created. i'm trying to make my characters as flawed as possible, but despite the flaws, there're things that make them still worth loving. like what i said before, i wrote these in confusion, and that's how they came out. i want characters who grow. still make mistakes, but grow. i'm not saying their decision is right. in the end, it's up to you to decide. i've made my choices clear, i believe.

and now, this is going to be, somewhat long, but i really want to do this. a huge thank you note from me since i don't always reply to your comments and all! okay, lets begin! (let's play a game and find your name, or in this case, your username hehe i'll write your name according to the oldest to latest subscribers, and if you're subscribed to both stories, i'll just write your name once to avoid any confusion. i hope it's alright with you! :D)

THANK YOU TO

helloimyna (for being my very first ever subscriber for 'fallacy'), byunsoo, fRoStEh, kyuhyunlover, kimsujan, thundermonster, missinvisible18, xxxoxoxo, SOnehyun, shubeestar04, SalsabilaAK, eLement13, Keeradya, -vatey, PinkyLover, iexoyoong, silent_reader98, who_me (thanks for leaving comments often!) , heavenleightorres, xxxxiiiii, goodanimets, lovekrystaljung, myungie-ya, Ily312, ftclouds, CopyCatSong, --wonwoo, hongdous, bluelights, monikazw, kimkim21, babodonghae, chokedluhan, illakhira, Musicaldreams, gditaehyung, jeonugu, addictedtofx, balqisalifta, ad-astra, erien_myungyeol, sestal, alysff, Angelcarolin, jesicajang, forJDH130111, BrideDeJunpeiMi, superpaupular, pseudomonas, _nxbila, Illk00, KhunKrystal, catchinglightning, Kreasetal, lovesmileys, _kyeota, adanur, Gd22516, ELLfu306, ulpik01, aieru_amie, Ttshaa, annabelle7, Fyqajb, kryssiejung-, woojihooo, jo_sarah, unicxrn (thank you for leaving comments frequently!) krystalizedSowon, soojungie1303, alphabetnumber11, moryeong9 (i've memorized your username hehe thank you so much!), dobichanyeol, lovesoojun, lympoun, ayoaimeeee, s9myph, DuhJojo97, asyilasa (thank you thank you thank you!), blarsonsovate, its_just_me, charming-flower, chaeminjuliette, maxine89, pipsqueak, cudlygirl03, mynameisjoe, senaaaaa, wardiah_, 0627am (nice username!), exoticelffxtion, lebaozi, Sumaiyah, bubbletea23, WhiteJongin, MeExoticSehun, seokyushipper, mwohae, IntanMasduqi, nonetheless, dhedho, krysjjung24, SufferingSoul43, nuningsuci, xx8004, materialxox, soldierofbulletproof (i've always loved your comments! you're always so excited and i love it! thank you!), SalwaWafi, Alterrrego, bismybae, spiritbaby, Chichay88, soojungjung, fxkrysty, Kpopasian, thelastghostgirl, louxxx, junhuns, angkeylf, JungKrystall, fymaknae, sehunblackpearl, basyiraah, mackrismore, popporang, cubeent (you've commented once, and it's one of the comments i still remember! thank you!), Seohan0924, BEE0523, fxtion, melodi94, taestal_143, ecahnomeyo, krystalizedxox, littlepat, Kpoplovers_, iradel (malaysian, aite? hehe), moooralaa, myungstals, aiueoaiu, fikhadelia, bigbelle, minhyunsy, chycyl, makotokino, kimelle, fifiede, Min294, salmaslsabl, saraleeyeol, evey5krystal, Salsatk22, meowmyungsoo, haenisa, krystal_exo99, exoticfangirl0012, ikrystal, peekaboobeep, Tammyy, Sweettooth29, qiannyiiii, lkimsfg, krystaljoung, Mikinnou, tfnfdh, BeBack. roumix, GarboL, Leapsur, myungstal2002, Primcess, Maxinooodles, Snowheart13, xiecatindig (<3), julia-esque, chiara01, deaalnurriza, zining, Kikrukhrienuo, whidihuta14, susie_taray, KPOP404, Veevana, hnhn27, Ieqa_Laynicorn95, nandarind, prkhyngsk, fri_minstal, baek_overdosed, cindyoonyul, aqila1706, asamikhun, eyon93, tulip97, byunbeen,

have you found your name yet? <3

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