I dedicate this chapter to KhElLy17.

KRYSTAL’S POV

I was so shock on what I learned and furious at the same time, I can’t believe this is happening; her Sunny unnie stands for her unnie. She was thinking if she’ll talk to her or not. She’s still on the building and she knows SNSD will be there for long because they have to prepare for their comeback.

“Krys, are you okay? You’re staring at nothing since earlier when you came back from the rest room.” Amber unnie ask me

“I’m okay unnie, I just needed to think of something. I don’t know what to do.”

“You can tell me about it and I’ll help you figure it out.” She told me, I know I can trust her but no one knows about my unnie’s condition but my family, Tyler oppa and the doctors that treated her

“We’re just here for you Soojung ah, you can trust us.” Vic unnie said, my members is around me, I wish Sulli was here also

“I learn that Sunny unnie was the only one that stands by my unnie’s side when the company decided to kick her out. She’s the only one that didn’t agree that it was best for her to be out of the group.”

“Eh? How did you know about it?” Amber unnie ask

“I heard them talking on the rest room just now, Taeyeon unnie is asking for understanding on Sunny unnie because they choose to protect the group than to protect Sica unnie.”

“What do you think the right thing to do now that you know about it?” Vic unnie said

“I don’t know unnies. What do you think I should do?” I really don’t know what to do I felt guilty because I get mad at her, I thought everyone of them didn’t even depend unnie

“Don’t you think you should at least talk to her?” Amber unnie

“And tell her about your unnie since no one really knows what happen to her after the accident, even us you don’t tell us.” Luna unnie

“I….I….” I don’t know what to say to them, I know they also close to my unnie and they consider her as a sister so they have right to know

“Where is Sica unnie?” Amber unnie

“Is she okay? What happen to her?” Luna unnie

“Is she okay already since the accident?” Vic unnie, they keep on asking me

“She’s okay unnies. She is starting her life again.” I told them

“Did she have a plan on talking to them?” Vic unnie

“No.” I told them

“No?” Vic unnie

“Yes, no because I won’t let unnie know them again.” I said with angry tone

“Again? What do you mean by that Krys?” Amber unnie

“I mean I won’t let them see her again.” I lie, I didn’t don’t that I slip a tongue

“There’s something you didn’t tell us Krys?” Vic unnie said and look at me

“There wasn’t unnie.” I said and tried not be caught lying

“You’re lying Krys, I know you. You we’re lying when you can’t focus your eyes on one direction.” Amber unnie

“What are you hiding Soojung Jung?” Vic unnie ask, and she calls me with my Korean name it means she’s serious

“Soojung ah, you know you can tell us everything, right? You can trust us.” Luna unnie assured me again, maybe I should tell them

“Sica unnie can’t remember her past.”

“What do you mean by that?” Vic unnie

“She had amnesia.” I look at them while saying it

“WHAT?” All of them said

“The accident hit her head most and it causes her to loss her memory. And since then I didn’t tell her about her idol life and just simply said that she had a simple life not like me an idol.”

“Is it true Krystal?” Tiffany asks I had my wide eyes. I didn’t even know they are all here and heard what I said

“Krys, tell us about Sica unnie?” Yoong ask

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“Soojung ah, please tell us what we heard isn’t true?” Soo unnie ask and she squat in front of me, I’m still sitting with my members around me

“Soojung ah can you please tell us something?” Taeyeon unnie shout at me annoyingly and it triggers my madness at them again

“You don’t have a right to ask me that.” I sternly told them and I was glaring at them

“Please Krys, tell me Jessi remember the past.” Tiffany unnie beg and hold me firmly at the shoulder, I push her hand away

“YES SHE CAN’T REMEMBER YOU ALL, AND I PLAN TO STAY THAT WAY, YOU DIDN'T KNOW HOW MUCH PAIN MY SISTER IS FEELING THAT TIME SHE KICK OUT BUT SHE’S STILL TRYING TO SMILE FOR US, HER FAMILY AND FANS BUT DEEP INSIDE SHE WAS DYING.” I burst out to them, I really need to show them my madness, and they need to know how much pain they cause to my unnie

“---------------------“All of them just stare at me and can’t say anything

“She was dying inside; I can see it in her eyes. She was in a great pain because her friends and GF just agreed for her to be out of the group. She can’t believe that her supposed to be family didn’t even back her up when the company want her out of the group. You didn’t see my unnie, she was a mess, but still she act strong. She stands up from her fall and show to us that life still continue even though she doesn’t want to.” I told them but my voice is cracking already

“We didn’t know, we just want to protect the group.” Seo unnie said

“How can you know when you ignore her calls, she contacted you that day but what did you do, you didn’t pick up her calls. You wouldn’t know what my unnie went through, that day they announce it she was in the edge of the rooftop bars but I caught her on time, if I didn’t find her she may even dead by now.” I was crying there and telling them what my unnie went through

“If only we protect her, if only we tried to back her up all.” Sunny unnie said

“Yes if only you all didn’t agree to this company she wouldn’t be like this, do you think it was easy to act in front of unnie and not tell her about her past, I even block anything that can make her knew about her past, I tried everything to convince her not to search anything in the internet related to me as an idol because I know it will connect to her and eventually she’ll learn her p