JESSICA’S POV

I’m here at our house, the Jung’s household because I will tell my family about what I plan between Tiffany and I, if isn’t my mother Krystal won’t be here tonight because until now she’s angry with me for choosing to be with Tiffany after all the things that happen this past three years.

“What is it that you want us to talk about sweetie?” My Mom ask me

“It was about me and Steph.” Then Soojung glared at me

“What about you two?” Mom ask again

“Hmm? We’re together again.” I nervously said

“Okay.” Mom

“Okay? You won’t scold me?” I ask them in shock

“We won’t Soyeon because your father and I already knew this would happen after the last you visit us with Jiyeon.” My mother explain

“I saw how you look at Jiyeon and it wasn’t like the way you look at Tiffany before. There was something missing in your eyes and now I can see that you’re happy and thriving again.” My Dad said

“How can you accept it so easily that person hurt her and it almost killed her; just like that you accept them together again.” Soojung angrily said

“Soojung ah, can’t you support unnie please? I love her.” I beg her

“She hurt you, she abandon you before and choose her career over you.” She yelled at me

“You don’t know the reason of her, if you will give me a chance*sob* to explain *sob*to you will understand *sob*me and her. I love her so*sob* much Soojung ah and I can’t lose *sob* both of you so please.” I put my hands on my face and cry there

“Unnie, I just can’t understand why you choose her over Jiyeon unnie, she loves you very much and yet you choose to broke her heart.” She said

“I---I….I like Yeon it just that I love Steph, I realize it before and much more after I remember everything.” I said

“You remember?” Soojung with wide eyes

“Yes, before I fly to California to get her back I remember everything, I just woke up that morning and my memory goes back.”

Soojung didn’t say anything but my parents hug me and cries, I don’t know if they are relief because I remember again or they are afraid of what I feel inside. I look up to Soojung but she was walking away.

“Soojung ah…”

“Just let her be for sometimes Soyeon, when you got kick out and got an accident Soojung is the most affected because she look up to you and it hurts her so much to see her idol got hurt and be devastated because of what happen so you should give time.” Mom

“I know Mom, I understand.”

I move away from them and give them a smile; I walk upstairs to my room. I needed Soojung to hear me out so she can accept us just like before, I remember when Soojung and I plan my confession to Steph before, and she’s one of JETI shippers. I can’t help but wish that everything will be just like before. My phone rings and when I saw who it was I can’t help but smile widely.

“Hello babe…” I greet her

“Hi, I just want to ask if you’re going here tonight.”

“Oh, yes I’ll drop by; I told my family about us being together again.” I said to her

“Oh? W-what did they say?”

“They accept us babe so you need to visit them like before.”

“Really?” She excitedly ask

“Yes, so let’s plan when are you going to visit them and tell them together the other good news, okay?”

“Okay.” I know now she smiling even I didn’t see her

I remember what happen to when I went to get her.

FLASHBACK

I board on the plane going to California without asking a permission to anyone, but of course I told my parent where am I going to they won’t get worried about me. I needed to see Steph immediately, I can’t wait to hug her and kiss her, since now I remember I want to start a new with her. We can forget all that happen and start a new life together again; I won’t let anything to break us apart again if she accepted me.

After long hour flight I arrive and the first thing I did call a cab so I can go to her house already, her Dad said she on the house only so we can talk, right? I’m nervous that I’m getting paranoid, what if she give up already, what if she doesn’t want me anymore, what if she found someone else now and realize I’m not worth it anymore.

But her Dad said Steph still love me so much and it’s been a week has past so she her feelings won’t fade just like that, right? I needed to be positive; I can’t back up now since I can’t waste Yeon’s sacrifice. I ring the doorbell when I reach their house and their maid opens the door for me.

“Hello Miss Jung, are you here for Miss Tiffany?”

“Yes, is she here?” I ask her while they let me in and someone already take care of my luggage

“Miss Tiffany goes to the beach this morning and we don’t know what time she going to be back.”

“Oh? “ I feel disappointed

“You can wait for her on her room; we already bring your luggage in her room.”

“Okay.” I dejectedly said and walk upstairs, they know me since Steph and I always share her room when we visit her family before

I sigh when I enter her room and tiredly lay down on the bed, I miss her scent and the warm feeling when I here. I get my phone and browse the internet and then I suddenly remember where she might be so I called for a cab again and told them to go to Hermosa beach, I know Steph like that beach, she told me before. The beach is full of people so it takes me half hour to find where she is. She’s lying in mat while looking at the sky. I walk to her slowly admiring how beautiful and y she is.

I look down on her and she had her eyes wide when she sees me.

“Jessi…”