Day 259 

Everything's fine?

I'm looking at Doojoon concerned...He is nodding....but I can see that he must be in huge pain, because he is holding his belly...

Please be honest...I know that you aren't alright....I better call the ambulance...

A few minutes later...

The ambulance arrived...He is getting carried by two people. I follow them downstairs. They are putting him into the ablulance. I'm also getting in to sit by his side...I wait till they have closed the door...then I'm taking one of his hands and hold it tight....Please...Doojoonie....Not now.....You will get trough this...

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They are getting him into the casualty department...I have to stay outside.....

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I'm sitting on a bench....staring at the floor....Suddenly I can see a shadow...I'm looking up....Suzy is staying in front of me...

Annyeong Dongwoon. Doojoon is in a stable condition right now. We already administered a painkiller so he should feel better now...You can go to him right now. He is in Room 231.

...Okay...thanks...

I'm relieved to hear that he is still alive....but what does this really mean...?

Doojoon is laying in his bed with his eyes closed but he opens them as I'm getting close to him...

He looks at me...A light smile is on is face...I'm smiling back...but in the inside I feel horrible....I'm sitting myself on to the edge of the bed.  He reaches out his hand....I grab it...For a moment we are looking at each other without saying anything....there are so many things I want to say....but I better hold them in...

Then I break the silence:

...How are you...?

I'm fine. The pain is gone....

Again he is smiling....It hurts to see him like this....and I know that he isn't fine....but I have to stay strong....

Suddenly he stops smiling....He is raising is upper body up. Then he is getting near to me and wipes a tear away from my face...I didn't noticed that I got teary...He puts his arms