Day 0 

The Day she left was the Day X. Suddenly everything seemed unimportant. My debts...my little fight with my parents...every problems will fade away...but why did they have to took your life? How can I meet you? How should I be able to move on without you?

These all where questions I buried deep into myself....Again and again I repeat the moment in my head when I looked at her for the last time:

While sitting beside her hospital bed. I held her Hand tightly and kissed her cheek. Then I suddenly heard a loud beep. Hear heart stopped beating...I stared at her shocked...I could rather scream nor cry...just emptiness overfilled me...my mind went blank. Suddenly I recognized hectic movements around me. Doctors and nurses ran into the room and dragged me out. They brought me to the next bench...

I'm sitting in a bright corridor. I'm looking above...one light flickers. Then I began to stare at the ground...Everything seems so unreal...

RRrrshh...Rrshh...FASTER!! A few nurses are pushing an injured patient fast to one of the operation rooms. Suddenly it got silent again... I heard her Parents talking to the doctor. NO!!NO!! THAT CAN'T BE TRUE!!, her mother screams at the doctor. He just answers in a low tone:I'm really sorry...there's nothing I can do...

I can't handle this situation anymore. I'm getting up...I need some fresh air...when I  had arrived at the exit the sun is shining very bright. I have to close my eyes...Is this now the ending?...Suddenly everyt