youre awake by the sound coming from the kitchen you toss around around but kai was not their,you get up the kitchen was a mess and kai was standing on it like a statue 'jaeni honey i'm sorry i broke the glass' you sight and pick up the mess he made 'why are you here you don't know your way around the kitchen ' he look disapointed 'sorry i was preparing breakfast ' he handed you cofee and an ugly looking pancake, so he get up early go through all this trouble to cheer you up, this doesn't make any sense at all why is he like this maybe he is feeling sorry and wanned to apologise . You take a bite and surprisingly it was deliseous you look at him he seems nerveous you put your thumps up and continue to eat.Aftter you finish the whole thing you look at him 'so is their anything you wanned to tell me' he hug you suddenly 'i just wanned to you to have a great day honey' he was soo cool and bright at the same time you were confuse 'kai you don't have anything at all like anything at all' he look confuse 'is today you birthday' he was so clueless you wave your arm at him 'no nevermind' and went to your room to take a shower .

After kai left you start writing a note for him

i know this is not what we had in mind and not what we wanted but lets hope the best comes out of it

marrying you was my mistake but it was also the greatest thing that had happen to me

i was not ready to fall in love but you taught me how and make me a better women

all i can say is how greatful i am and how even if all the beings deny you i will still love you

you have my blessing to do what is right for you and i will suport you all the way

you felt tears running down your face you put the letter on his table and left .you reach your parents house your mom and dad were both at home the welcome you 'be strong honey this will be over soon lets see the doctor first ok' you look suprise 'mom i don't need a psychitris' 'no honey your doctor sam told us everything, oh honey why didn't you tell us, i am soo sorry' your mom started to hug you you feel bad for your parents they try really hard to be a good parent but due to their work and busy schedule you always hide everything from them .

You went to see your doctor he gave everything your history from australia to your dad everything was sereous inside the room which make you uncomftable so you left to get some fresh air ,you sit in the cafeteria you order hot chocolate to cheer you up and look at the scenery outside 'how are you ' you look up sam was their squeezing your shouldier  ,you smile at him 'i'm good so far' he sits next to you 'jaeni sorry for telling your parents but you need them ' sam was a good friend and he wanted the best for you your really lucky he was here otherwise you will have to go through all this alone and that could slowly eat you up and kill you 'i'ts ok sam actually i am glad i wont't have the balls to tell my parents or even if i did tell them they wouldn't belief me' you start to giggle 'jaeni its not funny ' you couldn't stop gigeling 'yes it is its really funny' sam expression was still the same 'did you tell jongin did he know' you suddenly stop and look at him 'no sam i can't and i won't' sam held your hands 'its ok just stay strong you can't have any distraction'

your mom and dad came towards you yoyr dad have a sereous look and your mom look all moody ,your dad go through some papre work 'jaeni sweety you will stay home from now on no more work for you ,you mom will take care of everything we will sent someone to ge your belongings first thing tomorrow' sam was confuse 'we are getting a divorce' you dad was still reading the paper 'we ask for a transaplant but their are no donor yet that meand we have to wait' you dad was dead sereous and you understand him if your dad says something he gets it nothing can stand in his way.You all left and went home youre really tired and headed straight to your room you were missing him 'i am away from his not even a day and i started to miss you jongin how am i supose to go on '

Kai entered his house he was really tired he was missing his wife and can't wait to see her ,the hous was quet that means she is not yet home but its really odd she will always be their cooking or playing snsd and will always welcome him home with a bright smile .'jaeni ' he calles but no response so he decided to take a shower and he went to his study he saw a note in his desk he pick it up and start reading ,he threw the note and sit down pulling his hair in fustration 'so this is what they are talking about;

flashback

kai went to his parents house after recieving a call from them his parents have a sereous look 'son please come and sit down' he sit across from his parents 'son i have been working for you wife's father for 6 years and his company earned alot of money because of me but i couldn't keep up i have some downfall too and they can't take it so he is looking for a new partner' kai was still trying to process 'ger to the point dad' 'jaeni father is a very straith man he gets what he wanted and he wanted his company to expand but i am not to his expectations so he is pulling the string he wanned to end our partnership' kai was nerveous 'whis has that got to do with me' his father take a deep breath and hande him a paper 'they are asking for a divorce ,i'm sorry son' kai was really fustrated and angry 'dad please i can't do this ,did she know about this' 'i dont't know son but they will do anything to end your marriage' kai mom hug her son 'jongin if you love her try to get through her and and show her how much you love her only she can stop this' kai storm out he wanned to talk to jaeni but she was not home he try calling her but she would'nt pick up 'maybe they get her to sign it but i won't give up ,jaeni i will show you how much i love you and how love cannot be easily erased by a piece of paper he threw the paper in the dust

end of flash back

sorry jaeni i failed, i failed to protect our marriage .Kai was a mess he was crying he really miss her he wanned to see her and tell her how much he love her'jaeni wait for me ok i promise i will get you back'