“Let’s just separate.” She sighed. She was staring at the night lights of the city from the 23rd floor of this building.

I will not be surprised if she will ask me to break up with her because I know that she was suffering from the waiting and the false hopes that I am giving her.

I was just bobbing my head while I was sitting at the corner of my bed. She came to visit me and said that we’ll separate after answering her that I am still not ready for marriage.

I am just 22 and she’s just 21 and we’re still both working for our future. I, as a trainee at YG Entertainment is preparing for our debut next month together with my group and she, as a well-loved and known idol already. We both can’t just marry each other without any proper plan for the future. We will just starting to build our names.

“I’m sorry, babe,” I said then hugged her from behind. I put my head on her shoulder and planted a kiss.

“Ji, I just can’t stay like this forever. We’ve been together since high school. I never looked for another man, because I love you so much! But I need an assurance Ji, I don’t care about the fame! I don’t care if SM will kick me out!”

“Babe, we are still young. There’s still a lot of time to think about that,” I assured her and held her hand.

“No, Ji. If you can’t marry me, consider this that I am breaking up with you. I’ll find a man who can stand on his feet that never cares about himself and fame. Goodbye, Ji. See you on my wedding ceremony,” she said and stormed out at the door without looking back. I was frozen on my spot and I never had the chance to ran into her and because if ever I did, I am sure that it will go viral on the social networking sites that an idol from SM Entertainment was caught arguing/dating a trainee from YG Entertainment. Isn’t it too bad for her, an idol to have