16 July 2014 20:49
From: Hunnie
D.O. hyung?

16 July 2014 21:32
From: D.O.
Hunnie?

16 July 2014 21:36
From: Hunnie
You haven't replied to my email, I just wanted to make sure that you were okay.

16 July 2014 21:37
From: D.O.
I'm fine.. Please don't worry about me..

16 July 2014 21:37
From: Hunnie
Too late, hyung. I do worry about you.

16 July 2014 21:38
From: D.O.
Who's the hyung again? I'm fine.. Honestly..

16 July 2014 21:38
From: Hunnie
Then why haven't you replied back to me?

16 July 2014 21:41
From: D.O.
I've been busy..

16 July 2014 21:41
From: Hunnie
Too busy for me? That makes me feel sad.

16 July 2014 21:42
From: D.O.
I'm sorry Hunnie.. Of course not.. I just didn't know what to say to you..

16 July 2014 21:43
From: Hunnie
Why not?

16 July 2014 21:43
From: D.O.
Because.. Because I did give up..

16 July 2014 21:43
From: Hunnie
But you can't.

16 July 2014 21:44
From: D.O.
But I have.. I don't really want to talk about it if that's oki with you..

16 July 2014 21:45
From: Hunnie
Of course, we don't have to talk about it if you don't want to. We can talk about anything you want.

16 July 2014 121:46
From: D.O.
Thanks.. So what have you been up to?

16 July 2014 21:48
From: Hunnie
Same old, school and dance, that's all I ever do. And waiting to hear from you, of course. Can't believe you just ignored me like that.

16 July 2014 21:49
From: D.O.
I'm sorry Hunnie..

16 July 2014 21:50
From: Hunnie
If you didn't want to talk about it, you could've just said. Promise me you won't just drop off the face of the earth again?

16 July 2014 21:50
From: D.O.
I promise..

16 July 2014 21:51
From: Hunnie
Yay! So how have you been? Please don't tell me you dropped out of choir as well.

16 July 2014 21:52
From: D.O.
Of course not.. That's one of the only joys I have left now.. Choir's been going really well..

16 July 2014 21:52
From: Hunnie
I'm glad to hear that. What about your friends? Have you been hanging out with them?

16 July 2014 21:53
From: D.O.
I have.. I'm pretty close with Suho now.. He can be a bit of gramps.. Even moreso that me.. Haha..

16 July 2014 21:54
From: Hunnie
No way, I don't believe it. There's no one who could be more of gramps than you!

16 July 2014 21:56
From: D.O.
It's true.. Haha.. I don't think I've been that way for a while now.. Your brattiness must've rubbed off on me..

16 July 2014 21:57
From: Hunnie
Yah! That's mean, hyung!

16 July 2014 21:57
From: D.O.
Yah? Who you saying 'yah' too?!

16 July 2014 21:59
From: Hunnie
Oops.

16 July 2014 22:00
From: D.O.
You're lucky I can't slap the back of your head.. Brat..

16 July 2014 22:01
From: Hunnie
I'm sorry, hyung. I'm not used to speaking to hyungs, it was an accident, please don't hate me?

16 July 2014 22:05
From: D.O.
Of course I wouldn't hate you Hunnie..

16 July 2014 22:05
From: Hunnie
Good, because I'd be really upset if you did.

16 July 2014 22:07
From: D.O.
When did you turn into a 14 year old girl?

16 July 2014 22:08
From: Hunnie
Since my hyung ignored me for over a week.

16 July 2014 22:08
From: D.O.
Geez.. Are you this clingy with Kai?

16 July 2014 22:09
From: Hunnie
Yes. And he likes it.

16 July 2014 22:12
From: D.O.
So how are things going with the two of you?

16 July 2014 22:15
From: Hunnie
We don't have to talk about it, hyung.

16 July 2014 22:16
From: D.O.
No, it's fine Hunnie.. I wanna know if you're happy or not..

16 July 2014 22:20
From: Hunnie
I am, D.O. hyung. We're not official or anything, but I can tell that he feels the same way. I think I'm going to confess to him soon. I think he's too shy to make the first move.

16 July 2014 122:22
From: D.O.
So you don't think he's going to reject you?

16 July 2014 22:23
From: Hunnie
I hope not, but even if he does, at least I know that I tried.

16 July 2014 22:23
From: D.O.
I see.. Unlike me you mean?

16 July 2014 22:26
From: Hunnie
Oh, hyung! I didn't mean it that way.

16 July 2014 22:43
From: Hunnie
D.O. hyung?

16 July 2014 22:49
From: Hunnie
I'm sorry.

16 July 2014 23:08
From: D.O.
You don't need to apologise.. But you're right.. I didn't try.. I'm a coward..

16 July 2014 23:11
From: Hunnie
No, don't say things like that, hyung. You were scared, but that's alright. You can't rush things, you should take the time until you're ready.

16 July 2014 23:13
From: D.O.
Thanks Hunnie.. You're really cute..

16 July 2014 23:14
From: Hunnie
I'd like to think so.

16 July 2014 23:37
From: D.O.
I've got to go bed now.. So I'll speak to you soon?

16 July 2014 23:38
From: Hunnie
You'd better.

16 July 2014 23:40
From: D.O.
You can email me about you and Kai.. I'd love to hear about it.. You'll do that right?

16 July 2014 23:41
From: Hunnie
Okay, hyung. I will. Thanks for listening.

16 July 2014 23:43
From: D.O.
Anytime.. Sorry for going AWOL on you..

16 July 2014 23:43
From: Hunnie
That's alright. You've promised that you wouldn't do it again so all is forgiven.

16 July 2014 23:44
From: D.O.
Goodnight Hunnie..

16 July 2014 23:44
From: Hunnie
Sweet dreams, D.O. hyung!

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Hunnie <[email protected]> 2014/07/18 13:55
To: <[email protected]>

Subject: To confess or not to confess?

D.O. hyung,

So I'm kinda freaking out right now. So it's the last day of school before we break up for the summer. And I know that I want to confess him, I think it's time. But I just don't know what to say. And what if he rejects me? I know that I said I think that he likes me back and I really do think that he does but what if it's all in my head and he doesn't? I'll still have to see him at dance and I'll still have to dance WITH him and it'll be oh so awkward. I don't think I can do this, D.O. hyung. No, I'm not going to confess, I can't do it. What if it doesn't work out? No, we've got a good thing going on. I don't want to ruin it. It's enough that we're friends, well no, it's not, but I'll just have to deal with it. I can't tell him about my feelings, I just can't. Not. Going. To. Do. It. But if I don't confess today then I'm going to have to wait like six weeks? Unless we meet up during the summer; I don't even know if he's staying here for the summer of if he's going on vacation. What if I don't see him AT ALL?! How can I go through six weeks of no Kai? Okay, I need to breathe. Sorry for the mental breakdown.

Anyways, how are you? What have you been up to? Are you ready to talk about you know what? Do you have any plans for the summer? Any holidays?

Can't wait to hear from you!

Hunnie

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D.O. <[email protected]> 2014/07/19 15:06
To: <[email protected]>

Subject: Re: To confess or not to confess?

Hey Hunnie..

I've been oki.. I've kinda been avoiding the whole situation so I can't really give you an update about that.. I've still been going to choir and things are going really well.. They're even thinking of giving me a solo for the show next semester.. Oki.. So it's just the one line.. And I really hope that I don't mess up because in the first practice.. I was kinda flat.. And I cracked a little.. But it was just practice.. And no one laughed.. But it was still kinda embarrassing.. But my worst nightmare about choir came true and I wasn't too mortified..Well.. I was.. But I didn't run away.. So I guess that's progress? Well for me anyway..

Hunnie.. This may have come a bit too late.. But I really think you shouldn't chicken out.. I think you should go for it.. It really does sound like Kai likes you back.. I mean.. I can't say for sure because I've never met him.. Or you for that matter.. But if what you've told me is true.. Then I say go for it.. I know me saying this is ironic because I can't even face looking at Nini.. Let alone confessing to him.. But I think the difference with you is that you have that connection with Kai.. Whereas I don't have anything with Nini.. And I don't think I ever will..

Maybe it's time for me to set you a project? I want you to think about how you would confess to Kai.. I don't know.. Write it down.. Send it to me? Maybe writing a confession will help you actually build up the nerve to actually do it? I want to help you with this.. Seeing how you helped me out.. I really want you to be happy with Kai.. I hope you can do this for me..

Thanks again Hunnie.. For everything.. Even if it's not exactly what I wanted.. I'm happier than I have been for a long time.. I feel like I'm living.. Not just existing.. Oh wow.. That's so cringe.. Sorry.. I didn't mean to sound so.. Cheesy and cliched.. I've not got anything planned for the summer.. Nothing special anyway.. How about you? Did you find out if Kai is here or on holiday?

Well.. Speak to you soon?

All the best..
D.O.

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Hunnie <[email protected]> 2014/07/23 17:12
To: <[email protected]>

Subject: Enjoy your summer!

D.O. hyung!

I'm glad to hear things have been going well for you (well for all things non Nini related). And I'm really happy that you've got your first solo, you really deserve it (if not more). If it's not too much trouble, can you please record your performance and send it to me, I would really like to hear it. And maybe I'll send you our dance showcase? It's not for a few months though, when is your choir performance?

And do I really have to type out my would be confession to Kai? I know I gave you homework, but this is going to be really hard for me to do, D.O. hyung.

Please don't give up hope with Nini. You'll never know what the future may hold for you?

I'm glad to hear that you're happy, D.O. hyung. It's been a long time coming. Here's to hoping to an even happier life, for the both of us! Make sure to do lots of fun things this summer, okay?

Hunnie

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D.O. <[email protected]> 2014/07/24 19:27
To: <[email protected]>

Subject: Re: Enjoy your summer!

Dear Hunnie..

Yes.. You have to complete the homework I set you.. It's only fair seeing as I completed all of your tasks before.. So stop trying to get out of it and send it to me! Now! Hahaha.. But seriously.. I do think it'll help..

My choir performance is in the new semester.. So like in a couple of months? I'm looking forward to your dance showcase.. You have to send it to me.. Promise?

Take care Hunnie.. And I hope you're enjoying your summer break so far! And I'll try my best to not be a hermit (emphasis on try)..

- D.O.

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