21 Sep 2014 13:03
From: D.O.
I cannot stop laughing..

21 Sep 2014 13:08
From: Hunnie
At what?

21 Sep 2014 13:08
From: D.O.
Your email!

21 Sep 2014 13:08
From: Hunnie
Yeah?

21 Sep 2014 13:08
From: D.O.
Pizza.. Really?

21 Sep 2014 13:08
From: Hunnie
I'm sorry.

21 Sep 2014 13:09
From: D.O.
Don't be.. You made me laugh when I thought I was going to die from all the pain..

21 Sep 2014 13:09
From: Hunnie
Dramatic much?

21 Sep 2014 13:09
From: D.O.
Hey!

21 Sep 2014 13:10
From: Hunnie
Come on, hyung. You are being well overdramatic.

21 Sep 2014 13:10
From: D.O.
Oki.. So I am.. But it does hurt..

21 Sep 2014 13:10
From: Hunnie
I'm sure it does.

21 Sep 2014 13:11
From: D.O.
And thank you..

21 Sep 2014 13:11
From: Hunnie
You're welcome.

21 Sep 2014 13:12
From: D.O.
For both the ramble about pizza and boxes and for ringing me when you were with your boyfriend..

21 Sep 2014 13:12
From: Hunnie
Don't worry about it, hyung.

21 Sep 2014 13:13
From: D.O.
Was Kai mad? He sounded kinda mad..

21 Sep 2014 13:15
From: Hunnie
He was slightly annoyed that I was on the phone with you when we were supposed to be on a date. But when I explained the situation to him after we got off the phone, he was much more compassionate and understanding.

21 Sep 2014 13:16
From: D.O.
You told him?

21 Sep 2014 13:16
From: Hunnie
I hope you don't mind?

21 Sep 2014 13:17
From: D.O.
No.. If it meant him not being mad at you.. Then yeah.. I'm glad you told him..

21 Sep 2014 13:17
From: Hunnie
He's a really good guy.

21 Sep 2014 13:18
From: D.O.
He sounds like it.. Hold onto him Hunnie.. There's not a lot of them out there..

21 Sep 2014 13:18
From: Hunnie
I know, and I will. Thanks, hyung.

21 Sep 2014 13:18
From: Hunnie
Hope you're feeling better

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03 Oct 2014 21:15
From: Hunnie
Omg, D.O. hyung

03 Oct 2014 21:15
From: Hunnie
Guess what?!

03 Oct 2014 21:18
From: D.O.
What?

03 Oct 2014 21:19
From: Hunnie
Kai just told me that he loved me!

03 Oct 2014 21:19
From: D.O.
Wow..

03 Oct 2014 21:19
From: Hunnie
I know, right?

03 Oct 2014 21:20
From: D.O.
Isn't that a bit fast?

03 Oct 2014 21:20
From: Hunnie
You think so?

03 Oct 2014 21:20
From: Hunnie
It was our one monthsary today

03 Oct 2014 21:20
From: D.O.
It's been a month already?

03 Oct 2014 21:21
From: Hunnie
Yup

03 Oct 2014 21:21
From: D.O.
I see

03 Oct 2014 21:21
From: D.O.
So, did you say it back?

03 Oct 2014 21:21
From: Hunnie
Of course I did!

03 Oct 2014 21:22
From: D.O.
Congratulations? Sorry.. That's awkward.. I'm happy for you?

03 Oct 2014 21:22
From: Hunnie
Thanks, hyung

03 Oct 2014 21:23
From: Hunnie
I swear, this is like the best night of my life.

03 Oct 2014 21:23
From: Hunnie
Who knew that three little words could make you so happy?

03 Oct 2014 21:23
From: D.O.
I wouldn't know..

03 Oct 2014 21:24
From: Hunnie
But you will. I know you will.

03 Oct 2014 21:24
From: D.O.
I hope so..

03 Oct 2014 21:24
From: Hunnie
You will, hyung. And it's the best feeling in the world. I don't think I'll ever grow tired of hearing Kai say it.

03 Oct 2014 21:25
From: D.O.
Cute..

03 Oct 2014 21:25
From: Hunnie
I love him, hyung, I really do.

03 Oct 2014 21:25
From: D.O.
I know you do..

03 Oct 2014 21:25
From: Hunnie
Sorry, I'm being a little schoolgirl.

03 Oct 2014 21:26
From: D.O.
It's oki..

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D.O. <[email protected]> 2014/10/08 22:41
To: <[email protected]>

Subject: Help!!!

Hunnie..

What do I do? I still really like Nini.. Even if he does have a boyfriend.. Is that bad? I can't just stop liking him.. I've tried.. I really have.. I tell myself not to like him anymore.. But then I see him and my heart just won't listen to my brain.. Is it bad to still want him?

What am I going to do?

- D.O.

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Hunnie <[email protected]> 2014/10/08 23:24
To: <[email protected]>

Subject: Re: Help!!!

Hi D.O. hyung,

You know that he has a boyfriend, I don't think you should continue trying to pursue him. Don't be one of the home wrecker type people who steal boyfriends. Think of Nini's boyfriend, how do you think he'll feel? If someone was trying to steal Kai away from me, and they knew that Kai was attached, I'd be so pissed off at that person. It was one thing when you thought he was still single, but now you know that's not the case, so you need to back away. I'm sorry if it's not what you wanted to hear, but I cannot condone such behaviour. Even though I don't know Nini's boyfriend, and you're my friend, I can't say that I'd be comfortable if you continued with Operation Notice Me Kohai. I think you should call it quits and move on.

I understand that you may still harbour feelings for him, but you can't act upon them. You need to force your heart to stop. I'm sorry, D.O. hyung, but that's what I feel about the whole situation.

Hunnie

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09 Oct 2014 13:29
From: D.O.
But Hunnie.. What about when you said we couldn't abort the mission.. You said that wasn't an option..

09 Oct 2014 13:37
From: Hunnie
He has a boyfriend, hyung.

09 Oct 2014 13:41
From: D.O.
But I still like him..

09 Oct 2014 13:41
From: Hunnie
You can't.

09 Oct 2014 13:41
From: D.O.
Why not?

09 Oct 2014 13:41
From: Hunnie
Because he has a boyfriend.

09 Oct 2014 13:42
From: D.O.
But I want to be his boyfriend!

09 Oct 2014 13:42
From: Hunnie
You can't just destroy a relationship!

09 Oct 2014 13:42
From: D.O.
But what if he's supposed to be with me?

09 Oct 2014 13:43
From: Hunnie
The only thing you can do is wait then, but you can't get involved and try to steal him away.

09 Oct 2014 13:43
From: D.O.
So I'm just supposed to sit back and watch him fall in love with someone else?

09 Oct 2014 13:44
From: Hunnie
I guess.

09 Oct 2014 13:44
From: D.O.
I can't do that.. I won't do that..

09 Oct 2014 13:44
From: Hunnie
D.O. hyung

09 Oct 2014 13:44
From: D.O.
You wanted me to be more assertive didn't you?

09 Oct 2014 13:44
From: Hunnie
Not like this.

09 Oct 2014 13:45
From: D.O.
Well.. I'm going to be tutoring him Math.. And if he falls for me whilst I teach him.. Will that be oki with you?

09 Oct 2014 13:45
From: Hunnie
But you're still encouraging it!

09 Oct 2014 13:45
From: D.O.
I'm just going to do my job..

09 Oct 2014 13:46
From: Hunnie
I don't think it's a good idea to be his tutor anymore

09 Oct 2014 13:46
From: D.O.
Well.. It's my choice and I'm choosing to still tutor him..

09 Oct 2014 13:47
From: Hunnie
D.O. hyung, what would you do if I told you that I was in this situation, that I knew that some guy was trying to steal Kai away from me. How would you feel?

09 Oct 2014 13:48
From: D.O.
But it's not you.. You're not in this situation..

09 Oct 2014 13:48
From: Hunnie
But can't you see how his boyfriend might feel about it?

09 Oct 2014 13:49
From: D.O.
Then he should be making Nini happy! If he's happy.. Then he wouldn't ever look at me.. So if anything happens.. Then it would really be his own fault.. Wouldn't it?

09 Oct 2014 13:50
From: Hunnie
Wow, I didn't know that you were this kind of person, hyung.

09 Oct 2014 13:50
From: Hunnie
You're not who I thought you were.

09 Oct 2014 13:50
From: D.O.
Well.. We don't actually know each other do we?

09 Oct 2014 13:51
From: Hunnie
You're right, and I don't think we should talk anymore.

09 Oct 2014 13:51
From: D.O.
Fine.. If that's what you want..

09 Oct 2014 13:51
From: Hunnie
Good luck with everything.

09 Oct 2014 13:51
From: Hunnie
And I hope that whatever you choose to do, that you won't regret it in the future.

09 Oct 2014 13:52
From: D.O.
I won't.. I'm not doing anything wrong..

09 Oct 2014 13:52
From: Hunnie
Goodbye, D.O.hyung

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14 Oct 2014 16:58
From: D.O.
Hunnie? I think you dialed me again..

14 Oct 2014 19:23
From: Hunnie
Sorry.

14 Oct 2014 19:51
From: D.O.
I thought that you would've deleted my number already..

14 Oct 2014 19:51
From: Hunnie
I didn't.

14 Oct 2014 19:53
From: D.O.
So.. How have you been?

14 Oct 2014 19:53
From: Hunnie
Why are you asking?

14 Oct 2014 19:54
From: D.O.
I've.. I've missed talking to you..

14 Oct 2014 19:54
From: Hunnie
That was your own choice.

14 Oct 2014 19:54
From: D.O.
No.. No it wasn't.. I never wanted to stop talking to you..

14 Oct 2014 19:55
From: Hunnie
I wasn't comfortable talking with you anymore.

14 Oct 2014 19:55
From: D.O.
I know.. I know why you wanted to stop.. And you were right.. I'm sorry Hunnie..

14 Oct 2014 19:55
From: Hunnie
Okay.

14 Oct 2014 19:56
From: D.O.
Can we be friends again?

14 Oct 2014 19:57
From: Hunnie
That depends.

14 Oct 2014 19:57
From: D.O.
On?

14 Oct 2014 19:58
From: Hunnie
Whether or not you're the kind of person that I want to associate with.

14 Oct 2014 19:58
From: D.O.
Do you mean about the whole Nini situation?

14 Oct 2014 19:59
From: Hunnie
Yes.

14 Oct 2014 19:59
From: D.O.
You don't have to worry about it Hunnie.. I've let him go..

14 Oct 2014 19:59
From: Hunnie
You have?

14 Oct 2014 20:01
From: D.O.
Yeah.. You were right.. It wasn't morally right for me to still go after him knowing that he had a boyfriend..

14 Oct 2014 20:02
From: Hunnie
So have you stopped tutoring him?

14 Oct 2014 20:03
From: D.O.
Well.. About that.. I did try to stop.. But he said that there was no one else to help him.. So I kinda couldn't stop.. But don't worry.. I've been very careful.. Strictly business.. I promise..

14 Oct 2014 20:04
From: Hunnie
I'm glad to hear that. I knew you were a good guy, deep down.

14 Oct 2014 20:04
From: D.O.
I am.. I'm sorry Hunnie for what I said before..

14 Oct 2014 20:05
From: Hunnie
It's okay, you don't have to apologise. I'm sorry that I wasn't there for you, it must've been a tough time

14 Oct 2014 20:06
From: D.O.
It was alright.. It was hard at first.. But I've seen the two of them together.. Nini really is happy with Milk Boy.. I don't want to come between them.. And I want Nini to be happy.. Even if it means with someone else..

14 Oct 2014 20:07
From: Hunnie
Hyung

14 Oct 2014 20:07
From: D.O.
I'm fine.. Honestly..

14 Oct 2014 20:07
From: Hunnie
You'll find someone, someone who'll only see you.

14 Oct 2014 20:07
From: D.O.
Thanks Hunnie..

14 Oct 2014 20:08
From: Hunnie
It's just the truth.

14 Oct 2014 20:08
From: D.O.
Hunnie?

14 Oct 2014 20:08
From: Hunnie
Yes, hyung?

14 Oct 2014 20:08
From: D.O.
No.. Never mind..

14 Oct 2014 20:08
From: Hunnie
Tell me?

14 Oct 2014 20:09
From: D.O.
Nah it's fine..

14 Oct 2014 20:09
From: Hunnie
Hyung, spill.

14 Oct 2014 20:09
From: D.O.
Oki..So I kinda was working on something.. It's not finished or anything..

14 Oct 2014 20:09
From: D.O.
No.. It's stupid.. Forget it..

14 Oct 2014 20:10
From: Hunnie
No, what did you want to say?

14 Oct 2014 20:10
From: Hunnie
Please?

14 Oct 2014 20:10
From: D.O.
I was just gonna ask if you wanted to check it out..?

14 Oct 2014 20:11
From: Hunnie
I would love to! Please send it to me!

14 Oct 2014 20:11
From: D.O.
Yeah?

14 Oct 2014 20:11
From: Hunnie
Of course!

14 Oct 2014 20:11
From: D.O.
Oki.. I'll email it to you tonight..

14 Oct 2014 20:12
From: Hunnie
Yay! Thanks, hyung!

14 Oct 2014 20:12
From: D.O.
You're welcome.. I should be thanking you for being wiling to check it out..

14 Oct 2014 20:12
From: D.O.
​But it's nothing special..

14 Oct 2014 20:13
From: Hunnie
I'll always want to check your stuff. You don't need to ask, please just send.

14 Oct 2014 20:13
From: D.O.
Oki.. I will.. What you up to at the moment?

14 Oct 2014 20:14
From: Hunnie
Just hanging out with Kai.

14 Oct 2014 20:14
From: D.O.
And you've been texting me all this time? What are you doing? Go..

14 Oct 2014 20:14
From: Hunnie
It's fine.

14 Oct 2014 20:15
From: D.O.
No it's not.. We'll speak soon.. Go enjoy your time with Kai..

14 Oct 2014 20:15
From: Hunnie
Okay, are you sure you're alright?

14 Oct 2014 20:15
From: D.O.
Yes.. Yes.. Don't worry about me.. Worry about your boyfriend..

14 Oct 2014 20:16
From: Hunnie
Haha, I'll speak to you soon then.

14 Oct 2014 20:16
From: D.O.
Oki.. Chat soon Hunnie

14 Oct 2014 20:16
From: Hunnie
Bye, D.O. hyung.

14 Oct 2014 20:17
From: D.O.
Oh and Hunnie?

14 Oct 2014 20:17
From: Hunnie
Yes, hyung?

14 Oct 2014 20:17
From: D.O.
I'm glad we're talking again..

14 Oct 2014 20:17
From: Hunnie
I am too.

14 Oct 2014 20:18
From: D.O.
I guess I should thank your ..

14 Oct 2014 20:18
From: Hunnie
Hahaha, yeah, I think we should.

14 Oct 2014 20:18
From: D.O.
Hehe.. Bye Hunnie.

14 Oct 2014 20:19
From: Hunnie
Catch you later, D.O. hyung.

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D.O. <[email protected]> 2014/10/14 23:42
To: <[email protected]>

Subject: Remember that I haven't finished yet

Hey Hunnie..

This isn't finished yet.. I just wanted to let you know that.. And it's fine if you think it's rubbish.. But yeah.. So this is what I've been working on:

The only thing I can do now is to let you go
Even though you were never mine in the first place

How do I make it stop raining, raining, raining?
Because it feels like I'm drowning, drowning, drowning
Your love is all that I've ever wanted
But your heart belongs to another

I try to erase your name from my mind
But I can't escape from you in my dreams

Will my heart ever stop breaking, breaking, breaking?
Because it just keeps hurting, hurting, hurting
Your love is all that I've ever wanted
But your heart belongs to another

I'm not sure what I'm going to be doing with this. Probably turn it into a song or something.. But I really don't know just yet.. I might not even do anything with it.. It's just a bunch of crap really.. I don't even know anymore.. I don't even know why I'm bothering..

I know you'll feel the same way so don't even bother attempting to try to make me feel better about it.. I know it's a pile of poop.. Maybe I shouldn't even send this to you..

What is this all even?

Oki.. I'm just going to send this email to you before I just chicken out and delete this whole thing entirely.. Actually.. On second thoughts.. Don't tell me what you think about it.. I don't want to know.. Let's just pretend this doesn't exist and that you didn't just read it.. Oki? I'm going to stop typing now and just hit send.

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A/N: Please don't hate me.

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