She sat down on the bed  trying to control her sobs, he held her hand knelt infront of her "I did not mean to hurt you, i don't want to justify what i did, i did not want to burden you with the things that was going on with my own life" she look at him "because of your selfish reasons, you hurt me more that you could imagine." she took a deep breath "you know how painful it is waiting for a call, a text message, an email but nothing...it was disappointment after disappointment"  "you said your love will never change"  he told her "you have the audacity to tell me that? a person can only take in as much, oppa." she looked at him tears flowing down her cheeks "i got tired of waiting, i could not even love myself because i gave it all to you" she added, he sat down beside her"if you only knew what i had been through" he told her, she took a deep breath "why don't you tell me, why is it so difficult for you to confide in me? do you even consider me to be part of your life?" he nodded as tears flow down his cheeks "because all my life i never depended on anyone not even aeboji, i have to be strong for both me and him since i lost my mother when i was young, i don't want to burden you with the accident and when the doctors told me that i need surgery and there is no guarantee if i can walk again" he took a deep breath "it was too much for me to take and i did not know how to tell you, you were 14 and i did not know how you would take it" she glared at him "why didn't you tell me? why did you not try to explain to me? you never considered me to be part of your life because if you did you could have told me" said Shin Hye in a trembling voice, she stood up trying to walk away from him he stood up and pulled her and hug her from the back "i am sooo sorry, i was so confuse and it was cowardice that made me push you away....it took me awhile to realize that i can't live without you"  he said between sobs "it took you three years to realize that?" she asked trying to push his arms away but he tighten his hug. He hug her tight "please forgive, let us start over again" he pleaded her "i have forgiven you