The thought of Joonmyun still lingered in my mind as I sat within the living room of a former classmates' home. It's been nearly three days since our graduation and my mind still revolved around the thought, and so much has happened already. My mind lingered further and further away when Jongin approached me with freshly opened beer bottles in his hand. "Here," he mentioned, still sober, "drink some, clear your mind a little." I stared at the bottle and slowly shook my head. "I'm good, thanks." Jongin shrugged and sighed, dropping himself beside me. 

There was a moment of silence between the pair of us until he spoke up, "If it makes you feel any better...he didn't really tell us why he resigned either." 

My head turned to him with a blank expression. I really didn't know what to think or say. Even though I rejected the offer to marry him, I was still a bit upset and confused of his decisions. He hasn't told a single person as to why he resigned, which his caused my mood for partying disappear. "I'm going home," I mentioned while getting up with a sigh. Walking towards the front door, Jongin followed. "I'm going with you, I'm not in the mood." A nod conquered my head as I announced to the home owner our leave. Of course, the male was upset, but there just wasn't a mood for anything.

"You guys home already?" Bo Na asked as we walked into my home. She decided to stay behind and watch Daemyun while the guys were here as usual. My shoulder shrugged allowing Jongin to do the same. He walked into the kitchen and I followed after dropping my keys into the key bowl.

"Are you guys even sober?" Baekhyun questioned. 

"Do I look drunk?" I questioned in return.

"I—fair enough." 

"Here," Jongin offered, giving me a bottled water. I thanked him and collapsed by beside Baekhyun and Luhan. Luhan stared at me while furrowing his brows every now and then. "Are you okay? Are you sick?" He questioned, pressing his hand against my forehead then my cheek then throat. I shook my head and drank a bit from the water bottle. "I'm just exhausted, it's been a long day." My lips thinned while looking to Bo Na. "Is Daemyun asleep?" 

She shook her head vertically as I got up. Since Baekbeom and our parents left, our nanny left as well. 

The only thing that would bring me comfort would be my son, and that's all. Making my way up the stairs, I sighed and pulled my phone and ID out of my pocket. I made a pit stop to my room to put them away before entering Daemyun's room. A faint voice was heard within his room as all I could here was laughters and baby sounds. My right hand slightly pushed the door open, only to reveal Joonmyun sitting on the floor with Daemyun—playing with his toys