I don’t know when Himchan fell asleep but in the morning I could feel his arms around me. We were so close to each other, our bodies pressing together. I felt his breath on my neck, it made me shiver a bit. One part of me was making me get up, because this was not wrong but it wasn’t right either. The other part was making me relax and to think everything was okay. I have no idea how the other part won. I wasn’t feeling uncomfortable, yet I felt all relaxed. My hand landed on top of his. Himchan’s hands were so very warm, unlike mine. Why does it feel familiar?

“ it. I like him”, I whispered not even knowing HImchan is awake

“Really?”

“!” I jumped in surprise, my face becoming red as a tomato, “Forget what I said.”

I tried to get out of the bed but Himchan pulled me back, getting on top of me. His face was only a few centimeters away.

“Repeat what you said”, he smirked

“No”, this became a little habit of mine along with puffing my cheeks out

“Your aegyo is terrible”, Himchan chuckled

“I know”, I rolled my eyes at him for god knows how many times already

“Never mind, where were we?” his face was so close to mine, his eyes staring right into my soul.

In that moment, I realize that all of girls from school would kill to be at in my place. I, on the other hand, couldn’t go further so I pushed him away.

“I’m sorry but no. It’s true, I like you but I love someone else”, I said and went to change.

I tried to take as much time as I can, hoping I won’t see Himchan on the way out. And I didn’t. It was all s